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ok i am alone all by myself. i actually want to go to skool. i am over ryan, jon, and jake. so if ne of you guys read this then you know the truth. (kinda) ok i am not really over jon but i can act like i am at least. right? well this is so boring. i am dying and i need a really hott guy(s) to give me cpr cuz i am going to choke to death. lol ha ha i wish i were dying. but that only happens in my dreams. ok i am going to go now. love ya all lots, -me

i cant believe the fact that gina thinks that she is in love with ryan. she knows that i have liked him for almost ever. i mean i will be so mad if he goes out w/ her. i will die. she is one of my bestest friends and i really like him so much. gina if you read this then i want you to know that i will always love you so much but we are just going to have to see what happens. well gotta go now. love ya always, -me

alone
ive gone away and hope to never come back. i hope you die before i do so that i can save a place in hell for you. i know that i belong there and always will. ive commited too many sins to make it to heaven. my life has no meaning as you can see. i have no boyfriend and everyone hates me. i am not loved and i dont care. i am mean and do not share. so if you hate me then go away. and maybe you'll see me in hell some day!!