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:: 2003 15 December :: 8.02 pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: [ Outkast ] : Hey Ya

I find it challenging to eat soup with half a mouth and through a straw.

I also find it challenging to rest my little head on unlevel pillows while I'm falling asleep. What if my head rolls my body?!

It's scary being me..

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:: 2003 8 December :: 8.10 pm
:: Mood: None

The Eagles//Hotel California
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
'This could be Heaven or this could be Hell'
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the Hotel California
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is Tiffany-twisted, she got the Mercedes Benz
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the Captain,
'Please bring me my wine'
He said, 'We haven't had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine'
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the Hotel California
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin' it up at the Hotel California
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said 'We are all just prisoners here, of our own device'
And in the master's chambers,
They gathered for the feast
They stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can't kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
'Relax,' said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
but you can never leave!

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:: 2003 5 December :: 3.34 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: [ Metallica ] : For Whom The Bell Tolls

NOBODY FUCKING LISTENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 1 December :: 7.16 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: [ Godsmack ] : Serenity

I do not like secrets..

On the happier note, Lip Smackers and CG Wet Slicks make my lips really soft.

:(
:)

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:: 2003 30 November :: 2.29 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: [ Blink 182 ] : I Miss You

Well, I guess I don't really talk about my life in this journal anymore..I can't really remember anything before last Wednesday. So I guess I'll start there. Wednesday, me and the fam left for Illinois. I got up at around 10, expecting to leave around 12:30 or so, because that's what my mom told me. Of course, she insists on telling me that she said to 'be ready by 12:30, not leave by then'. Whatever. So we left at around..3, I think. So I went with Dave, and my mom took the dog, and we drove for about 8 hours; got stuck in Chicago traffic for about 2 and a half hours, even though I slept through most of it. Got to Noni and Grandpa's house [Great grandparents] at about 11, Michigan time, it was 10 there. So we hung around and talked about the dog, and how I liked school and all that crap. So then I slept on the blow up bed in the living room, froze to death [Almost!] during the night, and was awoken on Thanksgiving morning by breakfast eaters at about 7. Ahh. So then I hung around and waited for everyone to take showers and get ready. Seven people and one shower doesn't make for a relaxing morning. But oh well. I hung around and watched the Trading Spaces: Family marathon until everyone was done. Took my shower, got ready, and left for Aunt Janices for dinner. The food is always good, but not the company. My cousin Kristen is turning out to be quite the bitch, if I do say so myself. She doesn't even bother to say hi to anyone anymore; she's too distracted by her boyfriend [A different one for every holiday..] and uncle Mike. And it sucks because she's the closest one to my age, everone else are adults [Boring] or 5 year olds. But Brodie and Sydnie are cute so I played with them. Lol. So we all ate, cleaned up, watched football [ I forget who was playing..heh] and left about 5 hours later. Which was when the REAL boredem started. There was nothing to do except watch tv..I didn't bring anything to do except a CD player and my science homework, and I did too much of that on the drive down there. So we all watched tv for like 5 hours. Which was hell. I ended up calling Ryan but I guess his cousins were being too loud, and my [Mom's, not mine] cell was being stupid and breaking up so we only talked for about 10 minutes. Grandma Sue made it a point to ask as many questions about Ryan as possible.."Is your boyfriend having family over for Thanksgiving", "Does your boyfriend have any siblings?", "Does your boyfriend have any pets? A dog?" and stuff of that nature..=\ So once again, I slept on the blow up bed, almost froze to death during the night was awoken at 7 by the breakfast eaters, again. So now it's Friday, me and Dave are leaving today, and my mom is going to a bug craft show in downtown Peoria with Grandma Sue for the day and she'll leave Saturday. Dave planned on going to lunch at 1 to see some of his old friends; I didn't want to go, so he dropped me off at Target for a few hours. Before he went to lunch though, we dropped by our old neighbors house, the Gray's, and saw Melanie and Alex, but her husband Bill and son Adam went to play Squash, whatever that is. Apparently it's a popular game at the Air Force Academy, which Adam attends. So that was fun seeing them. Also really cool to drive around Peoria and see my old city. I miss it =( I was hoping I would see some of my old friends too, but I didn't get a chance to call any of them to do anything..oh well. Next time maybe. So then me and Dave drove baaack to Michigan, got caught in a huge storm of some sort. Every car in front of us was spinning off the road or close to it, and I was freaking out. But I guess we didn't die, Lol. so I came back to a 50 degree house, and once again, froze my ass [and toes] off during the night. So on Saturday I got up at 12:30, got ready, persuaded Dave to take me to Ryan's, and hung out there all day. I met his Aunt and Uncle and cousin..watched football, watched Donnie Darko, went out for Chinese [Got addicted to sugar bread] and came back and watched some of Austin Powers..and came back to my house again. Lol..so here I am today. Got up at 11, turned on the tv, and watched Trading Spaces [It's sad, I know..] and attempted to clean my room, but got distracted like I always do. Talked to some people..Kristin's gonna buy me the Bath and Body Works store, Adam's getting me a can of pop, and Ryan a 25 cent ring. =D I can't wait until Christmas, too bad I spent 60 bucks at Target and I'll have to work my ass off to earn enough money for Christmas presents. Oh well, making candy is always a good option =). I guess today I'm just cleaning and all that..nice stuff..maybe going to Ryan's. I think I will be going now..if you read this far, I'm impressed. I wouldn't have the attention span to read it, I'm surprised at myself that I typed out the whole freakin thing. Seeya. <3Allison

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