My Best Friend
Hannah wasn't here yesterday. I didn't realize that no matter how much we get mad at each other ill miss her when she's gone. I didn't even realize how much i was alone with out her. Today i was all hyper. We can have so much fun together. We will really are best friends, and i hope we will be for a long time. We both have really big dreams and i hope they come true for both of us. I just had to say that!!!!!!!!!

HANNAH YOUR THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so tired
today is my very off day!!!!!! I'm so tired right now! i want to talk to a friend but theres no one on to talk to ! well acctually theres micheal but hes my cousin and 23 and its hard for him to relate! i want to write but im to tired. mom orderd pizza but im to tired to eat i think there showing simpsons ill take some time off and eat and watch then i have to get to work and maybe after i can write or read. damn i probably wont even be able to see what i want cause my bros gf is watching tv plus shes probably sitting in my chair! damn her!!!!! Ahhh!!!

sexy ernie lol yeah right
ernie says hi!!!!!!!! omg iam so bored im gonna eat a hott dog! yummmm!

oh my gosh i hate everyone right now
Everyone is sucking right now and making me mad! Whats making me even more mad is that i want to write but i just can't. Whenever I get to the site where my story is at my mind gets all blank. And when I do want to write really bad i never have time! It drives me up the wall! I'm mad at myself. I wish my story was done (or i could just sit down and write it) and everyones all like omgosh thats so great liset! you rule! then i could be a famouse writter! How cool would that be? But that would never happen cause i suck! damn!

THanksgiving was pretty good. I have no complains. it wasn't all that great but it was ok.

I am so bored. I want to talk to someone but all of my friends are all like not talking to me! damn them!Why wont they talk to me? I bet its all cause they secretly hate me. and the only reason they talk to me (which is rarely) is becasue they really hate me.

Oh my osh right now my stomach all of a suden just started hurting so bad! man i can NOT take pain!!!!!! mom gave me pepto bismo so hopefull it wont hurt again!

ok well im gonna go. i hope someone reads my story and i can get some positive feedback choot man i wouldnt even mind negative feed back! lol later days

it burns!!!
Um at school right now and i just ate one of those really good mango candies. The spicy stuff is burning my chaped lips! Owww! Im so happy cause tomorrow theres only one day left of school untill thanksgiving vacation! yay!!! Man!! My violin christmas concert is on December 12. Im so nervouse! dang! I have to sell tickets for it... but i dont think anyone would want to buy any. I don't even want to buy any! LoL!!! Im so bored!! I dont wanna go to p.e. next cause its to cold! Well im gonna start writting my story so more later.

let it snow let it snow let it snow
hehe i hope it snows cause it sure is cold enough!!! But if it does then we wont have as many crops and people wont get paid enough and thats not good. but i do like snow! hehe
I don't know if i want to go to the christmas ball. If i go i want a date but i dont wanna make ernie go cause thats mean. also i dont no if id be able to get a dress and stuff cause i dont wanna ask my mom even though luis got to go when he was a freshman. but hey lifes a bitch so its ok! I hope hannah gets a date cause that would be so cute cause hannah looks good in dresses like that cause she so tall. I think its so cute that jenna and benji are going to gether!!! aww! I don't know sometimes its more fun to just stay home... but then i always feel like a loser. but screw it im gonna just have some R&R. This weekend it was fun!!! hehe ernies so cute! i always feel so embaressed around him though. i think that the idea that hannah will aways be around upsets him but thers not much i can do about that... ive been making wishes that i would become friends with a guy and then go out with him and i just realized that, that just happened. hannahs been mean to me lattely. it bugs me! hmmm i want the movie holes! oh i found money in the pocket of one of my pants! yay!!! now i can buy my dye and the tips of my hair will be blue! yayaayayayay!!! anyway im dissapointed in my self cause i havent been writting like i promised myself i would...ill start writting now!!! oh yeah i think im getting sick...dang-a-rang. oh i almost forgot from now on I WILL NOT CUSS!!!!!
ok then later days....
teenage mutant ninja turtles, turtles in a half sheel turtles power!

news
Man so much has happened.....
Ok benji asked jenna to the christmas ball. actually he was to embarresed so he had richard ask him for him. jenna of course said yes. hehe its gonna be so weird in p.e. which is in next period. hehe how cute!!! oh i wonder what jenna is gonna wear hehe.
~*~*~*~*~*Sammy says hi*~*~*~*~*~*~
oh i also have some exciting information cept that i have to type a paper cause im in computers so If i have time ill write more later?

~*~*~PIGGY!!!~*~*~
Grr!!! My family sucks!!!! What I hate is if im talking to my mom and as soon as piggy comes in she just tottaly forgets about me. Not only is that mean its very rude!!!! I mean I dont blame Piggy shes the only one i like! shes so cute! I want to hold her but im sick! *tear* Damn them all! I sure could go for something to read right about now but i dont wann read romeo and juliet! blah! Ya no what, when i take my tests for ar and assuming i get al my points, ive gotten 100% for all of them so far, ill be done with the stupid program this quarter! yeah!!! ill even have more points!!!! oh yeah baby!!!!! last quarter i had 38 points when we only needed 20! Haha If I do more reading, and the books are AR im not gonna turn them in till next quarter so I dont have to worry about that work!!!!Haha Im so smart!!! Muahahahah Ok well I gotta pee so more later! yeah!!!!

I LOVE YOU JOURNAL!!!! AHAHA!!!

later days!
-black bunny

ok please work!

this better work!!!

aww how cute!!!

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haha thats cool! im still trying to figure out how you put a picture on a header, so if any one knows how please tell me! ok thnaxs.
man this morning i had chadiso (i have no clue how to spell that) and it was so good! :D Yeah! thanxs mommy!!!

aww i had a dream about brandon last nite. shh! don't tell anyone! i miss him even though i dont like him anymore! that makes me sad! :( oh well! ill move on! ya!:()

what else is there to talk about???

my dreams: to become a great writer!!! aww that would be so cool! im working on a new story/project that i am determined to keep going and not forget about! I would tell you about it but its a secret! only luis knows! hehe i hope it will come out good! but i need to keep working on the one ive been doing since skool started!!!~*~*~*~

~*~*~*nobody said it was easy!!!!!!!~*~*~*~*~*

man i only went to school once last week and i bet i have so much homework!!!!!!! argh!!! I have toread more of romeo and juliete! but that wont be hard. the thing thats getting me is math!!!! im gonna have like 50 questions!!!!! what???

i still feel sick *cough cough*
there is like nothing else to talk about cause my life is sooo boring maybe if i had a boyfriend..no i will not be co-dependent!!!!!!!
grrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok ill write more later i know ill be on all day cause i HAVE NO LIFE!!!!!!!! *tear*

Later Days <---yeah i stole that from the weekenders! but i love that show!!!! *gasp*

*little bunny foofoo walkin' thorugh the forest pickin' up the field mice and boopin' them on the head. Along came the blue fairy and said, "little bunny foofoo i dont wanna see ya pickin' up the field mice and boopin' them on the head! you have 2 tires to not upset me or ill turn you into a goblin!"
little bunny foofoo walkin' through the forest pickin' up the wood elves and boopin' them on the head, Along came the blue fairy and said little bunny foofoo i dont wanna see you pickin' up the wood elves and boopin' them on the head! you have one try to not to upset me or ill turn you into a goblin!"
little bunny foofoo walkin' through the forest pickin' up the little squirrels and boopin' them on the head. Along came the blue fairy and said,"little bunny foofoo i dont wanna see you pickin' up the little squirrels anf boopin' them on the head. i warned you so now im gonna turn you into a goblin!"
~*~*~*~*~*~alakazam~*~*~*~*~*~

what is quixotic????
Ahhh i am so bored! i DONT like these pictures from quizilla.com and those survey thingies no more so im gonna type alot so they go away.
hahahahahhahahahahahaahah! nothing is really funny but i could go for a big laugh!
I'm so bored and my wrists hurt from typing. I wish someone was online so i could talk to someone! wait let me check *checking* aha traci and ernie are one! great fun! i hope ernie talks to me since for the past week it seems hes been avoiding me acause hes mad at something! i hope not. Traci used to be my best friend but ever since we changed schools we have lost touch we have nothing to talk about and i a lmost dont wanna talk to her because its just mindless jabble. that makes me sad:(
Life sucks. I bought three new books on thursday and i read them all on friday. that sucks. what am i supposed to read? damn!!!
ive read all my books like 5 million times and i know the lines so i dont even need to read them cause its all in my mind. damn!
I like the sound of music! aww man i love <3 musicals!!!!!

omgoodness im actually having good converstations! yeh! kay im not gonna type for a while cause i dont wanna spoil the converstaion by not talking!
oh my mom said quixotic means dreamer or something but i dont know about that....


grr my moms making me go to sleep! damn her so late days. oh yeah good converstations!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!

luis smells
luis is the biggest, smelliest, fattest, big nosed guy i have ever met!

surveys (iam so bored)

::Basics:
Name:	Liset Mendoza
Age:	14
Hometown:	Visalia
Where you live:	Crapville/portertucky/hell/porterville whatever you want to call it
::Family:
Parents Martial Status:	divorced
Number of Siblings:	1
Drunk or Sober:	at the moment?
Opinion of them:	don't get me started
::Favorite:
Color:	black and blue
Drink:	v8
Food:	potstickers
Book:	daughters of the moon, wrinkle in time,anyhting w/ vampires,werewolvesunicorns, or magic!!!

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Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:	no not really
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:	no
Have you ever been in a fist fight?:	no
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:	yes all the time specillay when im w/ my friend Hannah
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:	i dont drive so no
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:	but of course
Have you ever cussed?:	guilty
Have you ever been on a subway?:	metro...
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:	on accident i swear!!!
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:	yes :(
Have you ever skipped school?:	tried but i got caught w/ my friend Delaney lmao
Have you ever egged someones house?:	no but ive put balogna someones car lol
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:	yes grrr!
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:	yes this morning...
At last but not least, have you ever missed someone?:	all the time!

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current clothing:	old woodlake shirt and hello kitty shorts from 6th grade!
current mood:	sick*cough*
current taste:	v8
current hair:	very very messy!!!!!
current annoyance:	my family IGNORING ME!!!!
current smell:	my nose is plugged up w/ SNOT!
current thing you ought to be doing:	hwk
current jewelry:	none
current book:	im reading all of the dotm again
current refreshment:	none im so thirsty!!!!
current worry:	that no one likes me!!! :( *tear*
current crush:	Micha!!!!! *sigh* others but i dont care to say who
current favorite celebrity:	orlando bloom!!
current longing:	a love of my own and a doggy hehe
current music:	hell song
current wish:	ummm...to have _____ as my boyfriend! <3
current lyric in your head:	dig it
current makeup (if you're a girl!):	none my nails are painte black if that counts
current undergarments:	my bra w/ flames (very comfy) and matching undies!!! yeah baby!!
current regret:	umm...don't know
current desktop picture:	picture of me lookinf very stupid!
current plans for tonight/weekend:	being sick and coughing here w/ my computer
current cuss word du jour:	shit!!!
current disappointment:	not haveing anyone care about me *sob*
current amusement:	my friend morgan hes so funny!!!
current IM/person you're talking to:	Morgan, Ernie, Micheal
current love:	umm i have none cept for my little cousin piggy!!! shes so cute!
current obsession:	food! im so hungry!
current avoidance:	everyone!
current thing or things on your wall:	lots of monkey crap...
current favorite book:	dotm, the OUTSIDERS!!!!!! Greasers RULE!!!!!!
current favorite movie:	lord of the rings!

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