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:: 2003 11 November :: 6.23 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: innocent man

FAMILY TREE
The Martinez Family Tree!
*****-Guadalupe & Josefina :*****

--1.Blas & Bea:
---1.Requel & Jim:
----1.Jesse
----2.Rossete
----3.Rachel
----4.Regina
---2.Yolana &Don:
----1.Micha
---3.Blas jr. & Christy:
----1.Hannah

--2.Leo:
---1.Laura & Pete:
----1.Casandra
---2.Leonard & Debbie:
----1.(?)
----2.Hannah
---3.Marcos & Jennifer:
----1.Marcos
----2.Elijah

--3.Joe & Margie:
---1.Illiana: & Henry:
----1.Nick
----2.Selena
----3.Henry

--4.Rafa:
---1.Ralph & Barbie:
----1.Bram
----2.Brock
----3.Beck

--5.Connie & Alfred:
---1.Melissa & Jason:
----1.Jacob
----2.Kayla
---2.Micheal

--6.Lupe: & Pete
---1.Ben
---2.Moncia:
----1.Amaya
----2.Kaya

--7.Socorro:
---1.Luis & Reina:
----1.Arriana
---2.*Liset*

--8.J.R.:
---1.Allison

--9.Josie: & Ray:
---1.Eddie
---2.Madie & Jesse:
----1.Jesse
----2.Andrew
----3.Allysa
---3.Frankie
---4.Ray
---5.Tiffany

--10.Alice:
---1.Jesse
---2.Christina


75 people in MY family
2 deceased
73 alive
that’s a lot of people in one place!

Im so sorry to leonards son!!! I can't remeber your name!!!!! Illl try really hard though!!!!!! ok yeah im sorry though even though i dont even no if ive ever even meet you!!!

Ok i LOVE my family!!! so yeah later days

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:: 2003 7 November :: 3.02 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Stacy's mom

I have homework but i dont want to!!
Last night i went to the football game. It was ok. There wasnt that many people there though. We lost freshman but won j.v. I hope we win Varsity cause itll be embarissing if we dont. Yersterday the school had paint all over it and stuff cause porterville came and "vandalised"it at night. If we win tonight they're probably gonna do it again.
My throat hurts!!!! I keep coughing and stuff and its so annoying!!!!!!! I dont wanna go to p.e. (like always) cause im so tired.
I have english hwk that i have to make myself do, cause i need a good grade i have a c-. My moms gonna kill me especilly cause shes an english teacher!! haha oh well!
Man charlie has a date to the christmas ball thats so cool!!!!! he seems real nice and funny too. I wanna date. not that i actually wanna go i just wanna be asked lol.
ok well i think its almost time to go so later days.

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:: 2003 6 November :: 7.41 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: teenage dirtbag

lol
Hi everybody!!!!!! Let me say hi to all my friends and family!!!

Hi LUIS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!! YOUR THE BEST
(im only saying that cause hes paying em lol)
... show me the money

luis: ... er the checks in the mail.

Hi to everyone else too let me list them....
Delaney
Hannah
J.R <---he rules!!!
Luis (i already said that)
Fakhra
Clara
Charlie Gee
Chana
TRACI (how could i forget her???)
Elisa
Katie
Tanya
(the Old' gang)
Jenifer
Chint
Ernie
Jenna
Brandon
Nathen (and all there little friends)
Della
Leticia
Daisy
Larissa
Lilianna
Jessica (all the ones i know)
Benji
Nicole
Keven
Adrian
Casie
Catherine
Jackie
<3MICHA<3
Micheal
Michelle
Rafa
Roy
Tiffany
Tim
Yesenia


theres probably much more but i cant remeber everyone!!!!! WEll I love ya all!
but i gotta go so later days!!!!

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:: 2003 6 November :: 2.28 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: the hardest button

im so bored!!!
Sammy says "hi"!!!
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ahh its time to go!!!! Later Days!
Ahh p.e. is next and we have to run the mile!!!! God have pitty on me!!!111

-Loser girl

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:: 2003 6 November :: 11.05 am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: whos owns the quicky mart?

Stupid Hannah got me sick!
Im at skool in my computer class and my teacher just gave us antother assigment!That means i cant write anymore!!!! Damn!!!
Ok then ill write more later then later days.


SKOOL SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!

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:: 2003 5 November :: 9.19 am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Basket Case By Greenday

I hate ants! Why do they constitanly come into my house and bite me?
A Wrinkle In Time By Madekeine L'Engle
It was a dark and stormy night.
In her attic bedroom Margaret Murry, wrapped in an old patchwork quilt, sat on the foot of her bed and watched the trees tossing in the frenzied lashing of the wind. Behing the tees clouds scudded frantically across the sky. Every few moments the moon ripped through them, creating wraithlike shadows that raced along the ground.
The house shook.
Wrapped in her quilt, Meg shook
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Aww this is like half of the first page of this book!!! I love this book ! Its the best!!!!! So read it! They made a movie of it but i cant find it so if you have any information on it please tell me!!!!!! Thank your!!!!

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:: 2003 5 November :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: theres more to me than you!

today life was the same as always and as it will always be
Im tired but not the wanting to go to sleep kind. it's been along day and all ive wanted to do is sit under a tree and read. I think they should make an elective were thats all you do. I like when people say hi to me when you pass them or they go out of there way just to say hi instead of just looking at you then looking away. It makes my day so much better. Like Jenna she always says hi like she hasnt seen you for ages!!! That makes me so happy!!! Thank You Jenna!!! Your Rock!!! I like it when people show me they care even if i know that they do the reminders are like the icing on the cake. Oh Luis is here to pick me up I dont no if im gonna write later so later days. -ALMond

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:: 2003 4 November :: 10.22 pm
:: Music: love love love

LOVE and KISSES!!! xoxoxoxoxox
entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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:: 2003 4 November :: 9.37 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: theme from harry potter

Ron Weasley My Romeo!


Which HP Kid Are You?


Awww Ron Is So Cute Why Can't I Get A Guy Like That??? Cute, Nice, Funny, Poctetive, Loving, A RED HEAD!!!! Thats All I Want In A Guy! Is That To Much To Ask For???

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:: 2003 4 November :: 9.01 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Nice guys finish last by green day

life sucks!
From www.lyrics.com
Nice Guys Finish Last

Nice guys finish last
You're running out of gas
Your sympathy will get you left behind
Sometimes you're at your best
When you feel the worst
Do you feel washed up like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane
I'm so fucking happy I could cry
Every joke can have it's truth but now the joke's on you
I never knew you're such a funny guy

Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine

Living on command
You're shaking lots of hands
You're kissing up and bleeding all your trust
Taking what you need
Bite the hand that feeds
You lose your memory and you got no shame

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane
I'm so fucking happy I could cry
Every joke can have it's truth but now the joke's on you
I never knew you're such a funny guy

Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine
Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine
mmmmm

Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine
Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine

I like this song just because it true!!!!!!!Thats so upsetting. Like im not saying we should be awarded for being nice but i think making fun of someone cause they are is so sad!
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Ok I like the following song just because its so cute!!!!! I know Delaney would agree!
Hehe. (eww I have baby vomit on my sweater!!!)

Jamie what you doin now, what you doin now girl
Please please tell me cause i need to know i need to know now

When i was down came to me & promised you'd always be by my side
Now your gone and im waiting patiently
Jamie i want you to know
Jamie oh Jamie
I'm so glad you're mine (so glad your mine)
We'll be together a long time

Jamie what you doin now dialing your car phone?
So please please be true you know that i trust you do that which you must do

When i was down came to me & promised you'd always be by my side
Now your gone and im waiting patiently
Jamie i want you to know
Jamie oh Jamie
I'm so glad you're mine (so glad you're mine)
We'll be together a long time

You've got the beach boys your firm's got the stones (they've got the stones)
But i know you won't leave me alone

Sometimes it seems you're not with me
it hurts me so much it hurts me so much
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
it hurts me so much it hurts me so much

You are the most you're so rad you're so fresh and im so glad
i am yours, you are mine show me where and i will sign
when i was down came to me and promised to always be by my side
Now you're gone and I'm waiting waiting
Jamie oh Jamie im so glad your mine
We'll be together a long time
Jamie believe me i won't let you down
Cause you are the best lawyer in town

Sometimes it seems you're not with me
it hurts me so much it hurts me so much
Sometimes it seems you're not with me
it hurts me so much it hurts me so much
it hurts me so much it hurts me so much
lalalala
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I need to read but I want to write right now!!!Grrr. REading used to be really fun for me but ever since that stupid A.R. program was forced upon me i cant concentrate on anything else but the stupid points!!!!! ROAR!!!

Man how cool would it be if Micha liked me or any nice/funny guys asked me out!!!! But alas i am cursed with the nice/funny guy repler (as you notice im not even asking for cute anymore! Just give me someone whjo really cares)j Wheres my Romeo I demand to know!!!!!!!!!
Ahh my computer is fu*king up i think i need to restart it. More Later unless i actually start reading and i do my hwk, we shal see.
Later Days.
-loser girl


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:: 2003 4 November :: 2.23 pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Jamie by Dashboard confessionals

skool sucks!
Im in my computer class right now and we have a sub so i can get on the net! yeah!! Man im on the pioneer *thats a code word for something else* and i have cramps!

Ahh life sucks!!!
P.E. is next. I hate p.e. sepecially cause its a guy teach and he dosent understand!

grrr!!!!!!!! im gonna have to go in like 3 minutes but i dont want to! Oh the agony of the world!!!!!!!!

I have nothing to write about!!!

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Jamie oh Jamie Im so gald your mine!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMG at the raiders game ashley brown pulled down ariel's pants in front of everyone. she started crying it was so sad!
After we all went to Poor Richards. and this guy named Josh Lopez told Micha that Hannah lilked him. Josh only did that cause he used to go out w/ Han. Han was so mad! Like the whole time we sat by the bathrooms cause we didnt want him to see Han and have him say something embarissing!!
Oh I got his phone # it was so cool!!!!
Im gonna call him as soon as han can spend the night! hehe
also tomorrow im gonna dye the tips of my hair BLue or Purple cause the pink is comming out which really sucks cause it looks ugly!
I hate Dr. Allard hes such a fuckass!!!!
He always yells at me cause im late even though Dan is always late and he never says anything to him.l Man i really suck at vibrato!!!!!!!! DAMIT!!!!

Ok now i have to go so more later!!!!!!1
Later Days ya'll
:()

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:: 2003 3 November :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: rejected
:: Music: Californication

I am so bored!!!!! mom made food and its ready and i should probably eat it cause im hungry and i want to make sure i get some before everyone else eats it all but i dont wanna get up!

Here is a list of some of my favorite books!!! (just because it has a quote dosent make it better its just that i have the book with me right no and they are in no specific order!)

1.Daughters of the Moon 1-10
(Primus Apud Peccatores, Primus Apud Afflictos. First among sinner, First among sufferers.)***new age greek mytholgy***

2.A Wrinkle in Time
(Did a shadow fall across the moon or did the moon smply go out, Extinguished as abruptly and completely as a candle?)
***space and time***

3.In the Forests Of The Night
(It is cruel thing to do, to cage such a beautigul, passionate animal as if it was only a dumb beast, but humans do so all too often.They even cage themselves, though their bars are made of society, not of steel.)
***Vampires***

4.Demon in my View
(The night is full of mystery. Even when the moon is brightest, secrets hide everywhere. The the sun rises and its rays cast so many shadows that the day creates more illusion than all the veiled truth of the night.)
***Vampires***
5.Shattered Mirror
(There were pockets of peace in the world, and of she could just find one of them, she could make a life there. As Kristopher had pointed out, she had forever.)
***Vampires***

6.Crooked

7.The Catcher In The Rye
(You take somebody that cried their goddam eyes out over phony stuff in the movies, and nine times out of ten they're mean bastards at heart. I'm not kidding.)

8. The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

9.The Face On The MilkCarton-series
***Mystery***

10.Harry Potter
***Magic***

11.That WasThen, This Is Now
("Yeah, I mean it. Man, if anybody ever hurt me like that I'd hate them for therest of my life." I didn't think much about that statement then. But later I would-I still do. I think about it and think about it until i think I'm goung crazy.)
***Greaser***

12.The Outsider
***Greaser***

13.The Hobbit
(A box without hinges, key or lid, Yet golden treasure inside is hid)
***Middle-earth Fantasy***

14.Witch Child
***witches***

15.Stardust
***magic and fantasy***

16.Into The Land Of The Unicorn
***Unicorns***(duh)

17.The Night I Disappeared
***Dark Secrets***

18. For All Time
***Time***

19. Princess Diaries
***Diaries***

20. All American Girl

21. The Cage
***The Holocaust***

Theres so much more but i gotta eat dinner now so later days. yeah read these books cause there good!!!! If ya no any good books on unicorns plzz tell me! thanxs! later days!

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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: aint that a kick in the head?

even more quizilla
thanx 4 controlling ur life!


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Mrs.Greenleaf, congrats!


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CONGRATULATIONS!
You have been Sorted into Gryffindor. Now report to
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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.28 pm

Stand Up
STAND UP: You are a natural stand-up comedian. You
watch the news with people, and when you give
your opinions, people start laughing. They are
not laughing at you, they are laughing because
what you say is so TRUE. The world is a very
funny place, full of natural comedy. All you do
is repeat various humorous things that you
notice from everyday life. Your unique
perspective on the world is what makes you so
funny. Of all the various comedy types, you may
be the funniest of them all!

PREMIUM COMEDY OF YOUR TYPE IS WELCOMED AT:
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i wonder if thats true

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WOW you're the bigest loser I'v ever seen! Don't
worry we'll get along just fine!!!


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I new it!!!!! haha i dont mind! viva la losers!! we will one day rule all...

fuck
your fuck.


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Thats so FUNNY!!!! do you agree? please leave your comment by pushing the button "kill me"

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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.24 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: du da du da

quizilla
you smell like butt
congratulations. you are the "you smell like
butt" bunny. your brutally honest and
always say whats on your mind.


which happy bunny are you?
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