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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: FAT LIP

quizilla
Smirk
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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ehh thats not really me i thought i was more of a big smile kind of person!!! BUT MAYBE NOT I DONT SEE MY SELF SMILE

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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: so this is love

vampires rule i wish i was one!!!
You'd make the perfect vampire bait. You're a
vampire's dream come true. You really do like
vampires, don't you? You're the type of person
who would most likely choose undead over dead,
vampire over human. Yah freak! You're
definitely vampire material. href="http://immortality.2ya.com">Click
here to be come one! :D


Are you a vampire's dream come true?
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:: 2003 30 October :: 11.08 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: lalaal

quizilla
Meier
Meier -- Now that you know which anime vampire you
are, why don't you href="http://immortality.2ya.com">Click
Here to become one!


If you were an anime vampire, who would you be?
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:: 2003 30 October :: 10.54 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: glad all over

quizilla
beast
You are Beast!

You are brilliant and extremely clever. You can
handle almost any problem swiftly and
efficiently. You are devoted to philosophy and
are always up for a good discussion.
Sometimes, though, your anger gets the best of
you and you upset those whom you care about.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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sounds like me! the beast is pretty cool!!
my mom saw it and she said i am pretty hairy haha

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:: 2003 30 October :: 10.48 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: signs signs signs

quizilla
water
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a
good communicator. Incredibably loving and
loyal when your trust is gained and you are
fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is
in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river
but nobody truly knows you.


What's your element
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:: 2003 30 October :: 10.46 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: im ocmming home to you

quzilla!
Taka
Taka - "Tall, honourable"
Sponsored by www.life-blood.cjb.net


What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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i am So NOT TALL!!! but i like it!!!

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:: 2003 30 October :: 10.37 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: i dont wanna wait

quizilla rules!!!!
GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.cjb.net. Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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:: 2003 30 October :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: christopher robin

im so happy!
Hi!!! Is anybody out there in computer land reading my journal??? if you are then yeah!!! you can have some of my happiness!!!~~~~~~<---don't thesse just look happy? my poor little niece, Piggy has a stuffed nose!!!!! aww! shes so cute!!!!!! i love her w/ all my heart! yeah!!! im so happy and i dont no why... anyway...yeah i dont have anything to write today...halloween is tomorrow! yeah baby!!!!! CANDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna have the best outfit cause my seamtress aka my mom is making me the best costume EVER!!!! YEAAAAH!!! well ill rite more another time. Later Days to you! yes you!

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:: 2003 23 October :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: help by the beetles.

detention is so gay!
If feel so akward right now. Im in my moms class room and theres students in here for detention and its really quiet!!!! Ahhh. I hate my peers there all wannabees and preps and bitches. I reallly need to stop cusing. iTs bad and i know it but i can't stop. ahhh theres a kid watching my type i should shoot him in the head just kidding!!!
I wonder when i get to go home. i should have walked but oh well. Oh yeah I got my cell phone its nice. the cover is red and shinny i really like it! yeah. guess what the phone was free. oh yeah oh yeah!!!. I would hate if one of my teachers would give me detention specially cause its after school. ya no. well umm.. the kid is still looking at me.
Oh if i go to the raiders game saturday then i get to see MICHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hes so cute! man if he asked me out i would melt. wont these kids every learn to stop getting in trouble so they wont get in detention?
Man i type so fast! Be amazed by my 50 words per minute! ouuuuuuuuuu!!
I dont know what i wanna be for halloween its next week ahhh. I kinda wanna either be batgirl or supergirl! I like the supergirl costum better than the batgirl one but batgirl is my secret idenitly and i wouldnt want anyone to figure it out.
Oh no i have said to much this jorunal will self distruct in 5....4....3...2...1...***BANG***
Ok now the girl in detention is looking at me! am i that beautiful??? haha just kidding. well theres nothing more to say! cept im gonna fail p.e. because mr. short is evil but hey what else is new??? Oh well im gonna go now so bye bye! ~Later Days ya'all~
haha i sound like a southerner whenim really just a valley girl. like ya no whatever!!!

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:: 2003 17 October :: 7.04 pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: say a little prayer for you from my best friends wedding

the moment i wake up before i put on my make-up I say a little prayer for you forever and ever youll stay in my heart and i will love you foever and ever we never will part
ah i had so much to say but i accidently clicked out and it all went away! dang! (i must try not to cuse!!!) i might get my new cell phone right now!!! YEAH! anyway ill type more later! my wrist hurts cause of p.e. i was weight lifting (i only picked up the bar! but hey it was heavey like 45 pounds! thats half my weight!) anyway i got to go cause my mom says so so later days!!!! p.s. Micha is sOoOo hott! i get to see him on saturday! yeah! he plays football for the town and im ognna go with hannah to go see his game and nobody thinks that we go to see him they think i go cause hannah coaches the cheerleaders! muahahahahha

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:: 2003 10 October :: 1.05 am
:: Mood: blind-(wheres my glasses?)
:: Music: chick magnet by mxpx

blindeadpigginess

lalalalala
Haha I stole this from delaneys live jornal! ahahahah feel free to take if you so wish!



name:Ana-Liset Mendoza
nicknames: Liset, Munchskin, Bunny, greaser, ALMond, hey you short girl!
age: 105 or 14 i can't remeber
birthday:March 19, 1989
nationality: AMERICAN!!!! but my forefathers are from mexico
current height: short! like 4'11 ahh im so small :(
hair color: Brown with pink tips yeah! i finally got it dyed!
eye color: i don't have any eyeballs...thats why i have no clue what im writting cause
i can't see...or their brown whatever
family: My mom, My bro (19) My sis-in-law(19) piggy(1 month) and my dad is in s.c.
location:pee-pee-ville, california
college: art instatute of las angelas!
piercings: nope
red or blue?: umm...both and it makes purple yah!
spring or fall?: spring falling hurts...
santa or rudolph?: umm i can't resist the red nose...
math or english?: english math hurts my head
what are you going to do after you finish this survey?: sleep!!!
what was the last food you ate?: vanilla ice cream which reminds me im hungry!
high school or college?: whatever has better food...
last movie you saw?:underworld
last noise you heard?: All you need is love from the song we can be lovers from moulin rouge
last time you went out of the state?: hah ive been out once and that was at the beggining of the summer yah!
things you like in a girl/guy?: funny and nice and cute hair /eyes
what book are you reading now?:I am legend (3rd time)
favorite board game?: hmm...strip poker! haha jk
favorite magazine? seventeen (hey im not shallow :P)
worst feeling in the world?: being scared and alone and having no one to comfort you
what is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: why the pain???
future daughter's name: Kat
future son's name: Dean
chocolate or vanilla?: vanilla
do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: many! there so soft and cute! awww
if you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: cook at a 4star restaurant! or great writer!
whats under your bed?: monsters

LAST...

song that was stuck in your head: america from west side story
person you've called: Hannah
person that called you:Hannah
person you were thinking of: i dont know...
you have a bf or gf: i have lover in my life :(
you wish you could live somewhere else: i wanna travel then live close to my family
you believe in online dating: ahhh get a life!
you like cleaning:hahhahaahhahaaahahahah im so sure!
you like roller coasters: whats that?...
cursive or print?: scribble well thats what mine looks like anyway


FAVORITE...

food: potstickers!!!!!!!!! yum!
candy: mmm to many to name!
drink: gatoraide!
song: to many good ones!

color: there all so colorful!
subject: umm...i really liked woodshop!
things to talk about: dosesn't matter i can chit hcat bout anything just give me a godd person or wall to talk to haha
movies:donnie darko, holes, lord of the rings 1&2, and SO MANY MORE!
holiday: aww christmas, halloween, my birthday...there all so fun!
month: june july and august no skool duh!
season: summer cause no skool but winter is nice i like rain!
cologne: i know this kid who weres so much i can smell him b4 i can even see him ahh
city: not this one thats for sure!.
book: The Outsiders, a wrinkle in time series, in the forest of the night, goddess of the moon,s.e. hinton books, and more!

WHAT...

shampoo do you use: herbal essence
perfume/cologne do you use: this one i got from hot topic love spell is cool though
shoes do you wear: converse i need new ones thugh myne are falling apart

LAST PERSON WHO...

you shared a drink with: hannah
you went to the movies with:luis and reina
you went to the mall with: mom...

HAVE YOU EVER...

said "i love you" and meant it?: my mommy!
been to florida?: i wish
california?:i live here
hawaii?: im to poor :(
mexico?: no but i want to
korea?: nope
canada?: oh caada!...no
wish you were the opposite sex?:kinda seems easier to ask out girls than wait for a guy to ask you out...
had an imaginary friend?: had? i still do hes my best friend. he also says hi!

STUFF...

have you ever loved someone you had no chance with:but of course
do you have a "type" of person you always go after: not really
want somebody you don't have right now: umm..i guess
are you lonely right now: how can i be lonely with a screaming baby in the next room?
ever afraid you'll never get married: just afriad to die alone :(
do you want kids: yes... 2 please and a doggy

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU:

cried: surprisionly no
bought something: candy!and poweraide
gotten sick:no im healthy cept that my muscles hurt from the pain
sang: oh yeah i sang in the shower and im singing now!
said i love you: my mommy
met someone new: yes this one guy from the float thingy
talked to someone: how could i not talk?
had a serious talk: me and delaneyare very debatis aka we debate alot!
missed someone: I MISS MY DADDY
hugged someone: my mommy

anyway i need to sleep cause my eyeballs hurt :( and im very tire im gonna be on a float tomorrow yah! well later dyas.
-Liset

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:: 2003 7 October :: 7.01 pm
:: Music: Im falling even more in love with you

Whaaaaaaaaaa!!!
hahahahaha today started off shaky but its cool now! yeah! Im not gonna write alot just that i met this guy his name is Micha or something like that!!! he is so cute! i met him at the relay for life cuteness on earth sigh! cept that hes a grade younger then me but thats ok. i hope he likes me!!!! cross your fingers! i hope i get to see him on sat!!!

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:: 2003 3 October :: 4.08 pm
:: Mood: owww
:: Music: movin' out by Billy Joel

Man i haven't updated FOREVER!!!!!!!! I m not quite sure why I just havent been in the mode ya no. I have a splint thingy on my wrist because i twisted it and it hurts ever so much!!! So much has happened but i dont know where to start so I wont. Just that my mom is at a church thing and will be gone all weekend! yah. no matter how much i love her sometimes i need alone time. Im planning a peaceful weekend ALONE! cept that life on sat. ahh the bell rang. I have to go to english DAMN SCHOOL!! ok well more later if stupid luis isnt on the comp. note to self make luis buy me holes!!!!

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:: 2003 22 September :: 4.13 am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: fat lip by sum 41

blah blah blah blah
im at school right now but im gonna be picked up so i don't think im gonna be able to type much....
anyway im wearing my p.e. shorts cause i didn't want to change into my pants. i told everyone it was because i was lazy and hot which is partially true but also cause there jsut so comfortable. i don't want to sound like a weirdo since everyone always compailns about them. oh well
tonight is a new everwood episode! yeah!!! but mom says that i have to clean my room before i see it. we'll see about that. its stupid how she tries to enforce laws since shes probably gonna be working at school for a while!!! so whatever!
luis went with uncle pete to go get moms t.v.. that is so not fair i want a t.v. mom says she deserves (yeah right) and that shes been want ing a new one ever since her old one broke. you know what i have to say to that? i have to say "pah!!!!" Man Ive been wanting a key board since 6th grade! (im in 9th now) every christmas she says yeah ill get you one but she never does and every one of my birth days she says yeh ill get one, but guess what she never does!!! grr that makes me very upset!
man its not fair! this computer works so fast!!! my computer (or should i say the familys computer even though dad bought it for me) is so slow. and luis' constant playing of hi stupid game dosent help!!! DAMN EVERYONE!!!!
Damn my mom says shes comming home around 6 or 7. i wish she wasn't somming home till late so i can just sit by myself (even though reina luis and the baby will be there) and also i dont want to clean my room. but whatever i guess...
in violin i had to run to catch my bus...stupid bus driver!!!!
in p.e. we had to run the mile even though on thursday he said we were gonna watch a movie but he was absent so we had to run which really sucks!!! I wasn't even wearing socks so it was all annoying. but i only ran 3 laps!!! hahhahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
I have homework and i really don't wanna do it! Why i ask why???
I am also very hungry and again i am going to be forced to make my onw dinner which is undoubtibly goona suck!!!
I wanna be a cook cause i like to cook but not at home cause theres never enough supplies!
oh luis is here i have to go maybe i cna finish my thoughts at home...im so sure....
later days yours forever truly, liset (haha that sounds lame :P)

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:: 2003 18 September :: 7.15 am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: mad world

another horrible day!
im so hungry!!! Theres nothing to eat! why???

Today during first period (violin at porterville) we had to do sectionals. it was so boring. i was about to fall down and sleep. what really annoyed me though was my cotacts they were messing up.
2nd period was math, we had to walk around the campus circle, it was extremly annoying. we have math hwk but im not sure what were even suppossed to do and thats not good. no wonder i have a "c" in there! I have this really annoying eprson in that class, in which i wont mention HIS name. theres also this really cute guy in there. awwww!
3rd pd. was computers boring as ever. its so sad cause i don't have any friends in that class, but unfortunatly that anoying guy from first period is in this class. the teacher dr. wills wont let me listen to my cd player. that makes me very upset. hes not a bad teacher but that makes me not like him. im like hte only one who dosent talk and i do my work so i think i should have the previllage of listing to music on account that i have no friends haha. but the guy sitting by me dosent talk either but i suck at making friends so oue converstations will probably never get beyond "hi what lesson are you on?" our schools computer system sucks ass! were working on this stupid computer program called "kcf" and today it erased all of our previose work. thats really annoying.
in 4th pd its p.e. we had free swimming wich was good cause i was sure that if i was forced to do laps in the pool i would just die! i had a day dream that i was at the pool at school and for some reason i had a seizure, ifell to the floor and hit my head really hard then fell into the pool and drowned. there was a bunch of people all around but nobody jumped in to save me. thats very upsetting. i think that just proves that i am doomed!!! theres also this very cute guy in that class too!
in 6th pd (5th is lunch) which is english i was suppossed to take the A.R. test (wich is the stupidest system in the world; even more stupid than kcf) but of course the computers werent working. that is the most aggrivating thing in the world. i need to take 2 tests for a.r. and im halway down with my 3rd book. its sad cause i have no life and all i do is read and watch t.v. :( i got back all my tests i have token so far in english man all of my grades are like "'c's" or "d's" my mom is going to KILL me! i have to most annoying people in that class. one day i might have to murder them...hehe.
in 7th pd which is spanish we had to take the number test thingy. don't tell anyone but i cheated! i no ino thats awful but i knew if i didnt i would fail! but im not gonna get a "a" or anything cause there were some i didnt know and didnt bother to find out.
oh yeah and luch we hung out behind my mom's class room cause she wasnt there. we would hae originally been in mrs.esaph(?) 's room but she wasnt there. for luch i ate hot tamles and a butterfinger. thats all i have eaten today except for half of a mini bundt cake and some tappioca pudding when i got home. im STARVING!!!
Theres a foot ball game but i missed it. Damn! oh well it was just a freshmen game. (im a freshmen so im not being mean!) maybe ill got to the jv and varstiy game tomorrow. im suppossed to spend the night at hannahs but she hasn't called me and im sick of always calling her! sometimes people just annoy the hell out of me!!!! my mom got so mad today after school because my cell phone isnt working and cricket sucks!!! she couldnt get throug to fix it!
for the past hour's ive been reading in my room. but i had to stop cause my tummy hurts from food deprivement.
oh i bought a shirt that says 'the few, the proud, the maruders" i like it! its yellow. ouuuuuu!!!
halloween is closly comming! i want to be a vampire or a werewolf last year i was a fairy! i was so cute!!! awww! haha
oh yeah its almost my moms b-day, i dont know what to get her and i dont have any money plus im kinda mad and annoyed by her but whatever.
man-o-man i love hermans hermits they everything better! accutally almost all oldies music is good! with music you just cant help not feeling spmeone elses feelings. i want to write a song, that would be cool!
im listenin to needles and pins by dave clark five. there good. very mellow and love struck!haha im listening to it twice :D


i saw her today i saw her face it was the face i love and i knew i had to runaway and get down on my knees and pray that they go away but still they begin needles and pins because of all my pride the tears i gotta hide hey i thought i was smart i won her heart didnt think i do but know i see she ways to him then me let her go ahead take his love instead and one day she will see just how to say please and get down on her knees hey thats how it begins she'll feel those needles and pins hey now hey now why cant i stop and tell my self im wrong im wrong so wrong why cant i stand up and tell myself im strong because i saw her today i saw her face it was the face i loved and i knew i had to run away and get down on me knees and pray that they go away but they begin needles and pins beacasue of all my pide the tears i ve gotta hid oh needles and pins needles and pins needles and pins
awww! i love this song! stupid girl why would she do that???

well i guess thats all for now. ven though i have so much more complaints i dont think any one wants to hear them hehe. anyway laterdays! -me
(Liset)

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