LMFAOLMFAOMFALFMO! one more.

l Caught FlRE: is this a draw?
l Caught FlRE: ::sword::
l Caught FlRE: i own two swords and a pistol
l Caught FlRE: donn't you try anything with me
im tyler dammIt: i one two rifles a pistol a harmonica and 2 grenades
im tyler dammIt: and a cool knife


LMFAO!!

im tyler dammIt: whered you get a job thoguh
l Caught FlRE: umm at a farm at the end of my road, i get 10 an hour for cleaning stalls and feeding and turning out horses and all that jazz
l Caught FlRE: water buckets... bringing horses innn... and such
im tyler dammIt: i wanan work there
im tyler dammIt: =-O
l Caught FlRE: hahah aw.
l Caught FlRE: you redneck you..
im tyler dammIt: its just to see you
im tyler dammIt: gosh
l Caught FlRE: see me covered in horse shitters
im tyler dammIt: its only shitters
im tyler dammIt: your still the same person

im tyler dammIt: whatd ya learn
l Caught FlRE: nothing... i rock at spanish hahah
im tyler dammIt: im better i win
im tyler dammIt: no call backs
l Caught FlRE: i always win
l Caught FlRE: you know that
l Caught FlRE: ::bites your lip::
l Caught FlRE: ooh. snap.
im tyler dammIt: =-O
im tyler dammIt: hey
l Caught FlRE: OMG HIDE!
l Caught FlRE: *hides*
l Caught FlRE: don't.. hurt me
im tyler dammIt: AHHHHHHHHH
im tyler dammIt: im gunna hide in the closet
im tyler dammIt: try to find me
im tyler dammIt: WOOOOO
im tyler dammIt: *hides*
l Caught FlRE: *opens the closet door*
l Caught FlRE: BITCH!
l Caught FlRE: ::pounces on you::
im tyler dammIt: AHHH
im tyler dammIt: JESUS run
im tyler dammIt: god you stay here


LMAO! tyyyylerrr....

Don't fucking sit there with your dumbass mother fuckin' smile and tell me that everything will be alright. Don't fucking tell me that my best friend that I've ever had will come back to me one day. Don't try to tell me false things that you don't even know. You don't fucking know what it's like to watch your own mother decaying before your eyes. You don't fucking know what it's like, to think about, while watching your own mom dying, where your father is and what he's thinking. You don't sit at home every night and wonder how the hell you got so fucked up. You don't break a fucking soap box at school and fuck yourself up just to feel. You don't carry Xacto knifes around. Don't fucking tell me that things will be alright. I can't stand your symathy, cause it's so half-hearted. Do you know what its like to light up your step-brothers old ciggarettes and get every last drag you can out of it before its singed to the browns? ...You don't fucking know what it's like to plead yourself for your own life. Wipe the dumbshit smile off your face. Turn to reality. Things aren't alright.

You left my heart so empty...

Do you have any idea how much it kills? How much it hurts? How much it makes you want to rip your hair out and scream and beg for someone to come back to you? Do you have any idea how much it tears at me the fact that I'm forgotten? I've done all I can to remind him that I love him so much and that I really want him in my life, and none of it gets to his head. I've given up. I've absolutely given up, and I'm so crushed right now that I could fucking... I don't know. I haven't felt this horrible in so long. I've been starting to fall onto other guys just because I feel like I need someone... but in the back of my head his name rings so loud, and it kills me. It shouldn't... I was being perfectly loyal until I started falling for the other kid. And "loyal" is an understatement. I called him every day, I wrote him letters, I told him I loved him more than anything, and meant it like I've never meant anything before. This whole situation is just turning me away, and I don't even know why he's not telling me anything. I wish he'd just say why the fuck he's ignoring me. I'm so fucking crushed that I have like.. butterflies in my stomach, it doesn't even make sense. None of this makes sense, and I should just back away, start over, with someone new, someone else. Someone who tells me that they love me and wants to talk to me every day... And here it rings.

Email I got today.

>From: "Michele Underhill"
>To: sunsetfarm60@hotmail.com
>Subject: Public Presentation
>Date: Wed, 16 Mar 2005 13:15:31 -0500
>
>Hi Casey:
>Just wanted to let you know that you did a great job last night. Your passion for BRing and knowledge really showed. So now you can add this to your list of accomplishments! Those things we find challenging we can't always avoid. And... when we follow thru with those challenges, they become accomplishments and that's what success is. So you were successful and you should pat yourself on the back.
>See you soon.
>
>
>Michele Underhill

Its simple things like that, that really make me happy.

SERiES 0NE// Y0U

Time of birth: 7:01PM
Color of Eyes: brown
Sex: female
Height: 5' 8"
Hair Color: brown.red
Zodiac: Cancer

SERiES TW0// DESCRiBE

Your current outfit: torn up jeans, hot rod circuit shirt, black zip up hoodie, california necklaces, addidas shoes, black and white tall socks... pink undies? black bra... uhm. yeah.
The shoes you wore today: my brown and cream addidas.
Your weakness: boys that look into your eyes... a lot.
Your fears: .
Your perfect dessert: tyler.
One thing you'd like to achieve: PBR Permit card

SERiES Three// WHAT IS..

The phrase you say most: "dude" and "like... what the hell."
The first thing you think of when you wake up: "ugh."
The last thing you think of when you go to sleep: I don't remember.
Your current worry: that i'll never see people again.
The best thing that has ever happened to you: getting on my first bull, and falling in love for the first time.
Your best physical feature: people tell me that my eyes glitter, and a lot of people like my cheek bones, which I absolutely despise of.
Your greatest accomplishment: getting on my first bull.

SERiES F0UR// Y0U PREFER

Sunrise or sunset: Sunset
comedy or horror: comedy
East or west: west
Stripes or polka dots: polka dots
Money or fame: fame? i guess?
Planes or trains: trains, for sure.
Metal or country: country..
Boxers or briefs: either?
Mustard or Ketchup: mustard.
Pools or hot tubs: both.. mixed together. I can't sit in a hot tub more than like... 10 minutes then I gotta get out and jump in a pool.
Candles or airspray: airspray... i use it all the time, i love it.
Lipgloss or Lipstick: gross, neither. chapstick.
Noise or Silence: Silence.
Ps2 or Xbox: neither! i hate video games.

SERiES FiVE// D0 Y0U

Curse: too much. everyone hates it except josh. <3
think you've been in love: yes... <3
Type with your fingers on the right keys: yeah
Like to take baths: once in a while.
Get motion sickness: nope.
Talk on the phone: often.
Like thunderstorms: depends. during the daytime, with someone, yes. during the night, with someone, sometimes. during the daytime or nighttime alone, never.
Play an instrument: some piano, a little guitar... and... tis all.
Workout: yeah... i run 4 days a week, and do weight training 3 days a week.
Like reading: yes, if it's interesting.
Like school: yeah.
do drugs: never.
Drink: yeah
Watch football: never. no interest.
Shop way too much: nah.. i don't like shopping much.
have braces: nah. i did in third grade.
dye your hair: all the time.

SERiES SIX// FAVORITE

Kind of fruit: grapefruiiiit... and green grapes.
CD: probably... uhm... Bruce Springsteen Hits or Van Halen hits or... I like... uhm... Coheed and Cambria, Second Stage Turbine Blade
Time of the day: daytime
Feature in the opposite sex: able to make fun, talking a lot, and... laughter.
Car: an old ford pickup works for me.
Number: 14 or 27.
Thing to do right before bed: .....yeah, close my eyes?
Thing to say when you're mad: GOD DAMNIT.
Era: nowzah.
sports team: don't really have one.
Colors: gray and yellow and green.
Sport: bull riding... rodeo in general.
Subject: spanish and science, sometimes math.
article of clothing: sweatshirts.. hoodies, whatever.
Food: grapefruit or... uhm... cheesecake? or... yeah.
game: truth or dare!

SERiES SEVEN// FUTURE

Age you hope to be married: not important.
Numbers and Names of Children: ...
Describe your Dream Wedding: casual and relaxed and fun.
How do you want to die: calmly... hopefully i'll have control over it, and... not ... with something controlling me.
Where you want to go to college: LullRossStateUniversityWOOH.
What do you want to be when you grow up: something in veteranary services and uh, a lot of jackpot bull riding and competing, and.. whatever.
What country would you most like to visit: uh. my. country.

Pics from my jumping lesson on March 15th.
POSTED SOON.
Computer issues.