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2005 23 January :: 8.38 pm
but you're not online.
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2005 23 January :: 8.34 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [Lit] - [Complete]
You're so dumb to think that I'm smart enough to realize.
I'm not in the mood for anything tonight.
I'm like... tired. I just want to talk to you.
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2005 23 January :: 7.33 pm
:: Mood: blah
i'm so apathetic in my resentment.
I need like... a drink.
I haven't talked to... people... in a while.
This weekend was dick.
That's all I have to say.
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2005 21 January :: 10.21 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
You know what? It pisses me off, it really does. What did my mom do to deserve this? Why does it have to keep on coming? Why does shit have to keep going wrong? Like a heart attack was really fucking neccesary after everything she's been through this past week. Honestly. Someone hates us up there. I don't understand this. I hate this. Why... does she have to go through all this shit? Over and over again? I fucking hate seeing her so miserable. It's just going downhill. Things are fucked up. I need to go to church before I die.
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2005 21 January :: 10.08 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: [Billy Idol] - [Flesh for Fantasy]
I'm like so incredibly hyper tonight and I have no meds and I'm like bbbbzzzzz jngkjsngksngsi and I need to like... go to sleep but I can't because Josh is calling me later and I haven't talked to him since like 7th period. SAD.
I love eighth period.
I love it a lot.
Midterms were so rediculously easy except that kid distracts me.
Tonight... is going to be a blah night.
BUT... Sara is over. and her left boob is warm.
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2005 21 January :: 4.25 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [Taking Back Sunday] - [Cute without the E]
You know how a couple of entries ago I was talking about how vulnerable I am? And how I let people do things to me that they probably shouldn't be doing? Yeah... Josh brought it up when he was driving me home today. He was all... "I have to say something and I might as well just go out and say it." and I was like "Oh god." and ... he was like... "I hate it when people touch you and kiss you. And I don't like how you let them do it, when it's obvious you're so uncomfortable with it. They're using you. I have morals Casey, and you know I'd never do anything like that to you. It makes me sick to see that you allow people to do that to you."
It amazes me.
It's a real wake-up call when he tells me this kind of thing.
It's like... wow. Someone really honest to God cares about me.
I love that feeling.
I just, wow. I've always been like this. I don't know how to go about changing things. And I don't wanna be like "Yo, fuck off." because ... I'm not like that. But whatever.
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2005 21 January :: 4.19 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: [Taking Back Sunday] - [Cute without the E]
I know you know you're right.
Yeah, ha, I do like him.
Shut up, I don't like you.
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2005 21 January :: 3.47 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [Two of a Kind, working on a full house]
I never said I liked him/had feelings for him/whatever else. All I said was how amazing he is. Well... to most people, that's an immediate assumption that I like him. Do I need to censor my journal from now on, so that the dumbshits don't get confused? Or should I just beat the dumbshits? Or.. whatevah. I don't know. People are strange.
School sucked today, the only good parts were of course seeing Josh and hugging him and OHMYGOD THAT REMINDS ME I have to call him. Shit. Baaaah...
Call me tonight. I wanna hang out.
(Directed to anyone)
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2005 21 January :: 10.23 am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: [Atreyu] - [Bleeding Mascara]
My horse will be bred to this stud. That is... once I make $8,000 for the stud fee. xD
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2005 20 January :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: amused
Screw that.
BleedingNext2You: is the lady a fucking retard or sumthing??
You know... I love this kid. xD
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