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2004 7 December :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
Ten things about you:
01. Contrary to popular belief, I’m very, very insecure. I’m not sure why yet, and it really sucks. But hey… shit happens and life goes on.
02. I’m extremely opinionated but not to the extent of sounding stupid.
03. My favorite article of clothing is a R hooded sweatshirt. I currently own seven of them.
04. I tend to be a bit of a trashy person. With one cup of coffee, however, things will get taken care of.
05. I tend to be quite the intimidator if you’re dumb. Taylor would know. xD Otherwise, I am the intimidated. Strange how that works, eh? ;D
06. I care about animals more than I care about people.
07. I currently have no one that I trust completely.
08. I don’t like being touched, fondled, caressed, fooled with, and anything similar. If you do any of those, (unless you’re Josh Miller.. :coughWishfulThinker:cough::)you will expect to be punched in the penis, and or boob extremely, extremely hard. You will see stars.
09. When I was in sixth grade, I woke up unable to walk. That was strange. I was out of school for a month and had my blood taken a total of ninteen times. Quite interesting.
10. People who hurt me should be expected to be hurt in return.
Nine random things that make you smile:
01. Seeing Bev
02. Seeing Josh Belverio
03. Seeing Josh Miller. Although, I only smile in my mind. Otherwise I’d look like a complete doofus.
04. Seeing Juanita.
05. When my bull makes this strange noise that is so frigging adorable you just wanna kick him.
06. Seeing my mom happy. She works so hard, and I don't think she's fully appreciated, and I know I'm sometimes guilty of that.
07. Finding large sums of money in your pockets. We all know this is one of the best feats of random phenomena ever.
08. When Lyle calls me “champ”.
09. When people tell me they love me, and mean it. I know when you’re full of shit. Don’t try.
Eight songs that mean something to you or are about you:
01. Rodeo – Garth Brooks
02. Fever – Garth Brooks
03. Desperado – Clint Black
04. Cowboys and Angels – Garth Brooks
05. Put yourself in my shoes – Clint Black
06. The “Dora the Explorer” theme song.
07. Cut up angels – The Used
08. Standing outside the fire – Garth Brooks
Seven people that you could talk about everything to:
01. Angela, actually. She’s a very trustworthy person.
02. Same with Ross. It’s interesting how I’m not all that close to either of them, but I know they’re worth my trust and I can confide in them whenever I need to just bitch. They’re both nice people that I wish I could have gotten to know better before I left.
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Six things you look for in the opposite sex:
01. Likes me for who I am
02. Taller than me or my height
03. Determined with goals
04. Honest
05. Trustworthy
06. Big heart
Five of your favorite bands/groups/singers:
01. Garth Brooks
02. Billy Idol
03. Bruce Springsteen
04. Coheed and Cambria
05. Van Halen
Four things that you hate:
01. People who don’t know where they’re going and throw their lives away.
02. People who are extremely dumb, and think otherwise.
03. Conceited people.
04. Failure.
Three things you couldn't live without:
01. My horses
02. My mom
03. School
Two things you regret:
01. Really just growing apart from people who could have taught me something.
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One word to sum you up:
01. Spaz.
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2004 7 December :: 10.36 am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [Hard to Say]
WOW.
Woohu is totally and completely different. Wow... I typed... www.woohu.com/update.php and I got this, and I was all... WOAH. I SO took a doubletake.
Anyway, yesterday I wasn't in school because I had to go to the oral surgeon to check out my jaw. They did Xrays and he was all... "YOU MAY HAVE FRACTURED YOUR JAW!" and I'm sitting there thinking... dude... I can talk. I can open my mouth. It's not... fractured. So the dude took some more close Xrays and really all I did was crush my cartilage on both sides... Unfortunately it can't be repaired without surgury, which I'm not about to do until it's neccessary. Then he proceeded to tell me how I should find another hobby. (IE: Not bull riding.) I was like... "Dude." and then I mumbled "shut up." He told me the force could totally fuck up my jaw. I. Don't. Care. It's a jaw. I don't care if you TUBE feed me... I'm not going to stop bull riding.
Oh, Thursday I get to go have an MRI to determine whether or not I need surgury. ...ew. I'm not getting surgury.
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2004 5 December :: 7.35 pm
staying home tomorrow.
just took a bigass long survey.
deleted.
fuck.
love you.
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2004 5 December :: 11.17 am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: [Shut the fuck up] - Blink
WHY AM I NOT UPDATING?! Dammit, it's like January. Hahaha... I have to go to the New Jersey PBA Banquet today, because... well... I got invited to it... because me and my horse own the fucking show ring... and you... don't. HA. God damn, I'm so cocky and it's not even funny. It must be the bull riding. xD
So eh... I was supposed to go to... ::finger mock:: MEDIVAL TIMES today... But because banquets are so much more important... My 4H group will go alone.
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2004 2 December :: 10.44 am
:: Mood: amused
To pick up Bev: I'm good at math: U + I = 69
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2004 2 December :: 10.43 am
:: Mood: amused
To pick up Josh: Hi. I'm an astronaut and my next mission is to explore Uranus.
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2004 30 November :: 8.29 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: erm... goodies?
baby tells me that I update this too much... oh well... =]
today... OH!
we're gonna do a step by step today cause i'm in a step by step mood.
first period--
bitched at everyone for making fun of josh for the second day in a row. these people don't know when to fucking drop it. i was so pissed off and i was like "dude, shut the fuck up, he's a great person and you have no right to talk about him like that. he didn't fucking do anything to you." blah. blah. blah. yeah...
second period-
sat ... on my ass. did a worksheet by myself while everyone worked in groups. no one talks to me in that class... it's weird. robs there, tylers there, josh is there, ashley and jesse are there... none of them talk to me that period. it's kind of strange.
third period-
fell asleep listening to senses fail.
fourth period-
formatted pictures like CRAZY to get them onto my website that i'm making for that class... josh baby if you're reading this, send me 45796949476 pictures of you through email. thanks.
lunch-
holy mother of shit. well.. this was the best lunch of all lunches so far this year. First thing, we find out that SHITBRICK GOT A GIRLFRIEND! GO RYAN! hell yeah kiddo that's how it's done! GIT ER DUNN! haha, and... then bev with her broken knee fell off the cafeteria bench.. holy shit me, stacy, josh, and ryan were laughing so hard while bev just sat there with this "i can't believe i just did that" face. hmmm... as always, the chefs got to work and we made a little ensemble i'd like to call "Ketchupmaplesyrupskittleschocolateandskimmilkhashbrownandsausage". It's a mix of... would you have guessed? Ketchup, maple syrup, skittles, chocolate milk, skim milk, hashbrowns, and sausage. then i said, "hey shitbrick, i dare you to eat that." and he goes "i dare myself to eat that. and we were all: "GO SHITBRICK GO!" and... he ate it. I screamed. Bev screamed. Josh screamed. Stacy freaked. ...you know how it is. gross.
Fifth period-
flirted with ben... i don't know why. it was... strange. and uh.. timeline.
sixth period-
took notes, sat quiet.
seventh period-
ditto.
eighth period-
ditto... except i went to the bathroom and realized that my fly had been down all day. and i was all... wtf.
later bitches.
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2004 29 November :: 9.43 pm
:: Mood: amused
If you could create your perfect mate, what would he be like? List both physical and personality traits.
He would live on a farm, or at least be interested in farm animals and farming. He's funny, respectful, loyal, and fun to be around. He shares my interest in rodeo and horses. He's not really a "cuddler" and would rather get into a mud fight. The perfect way to end a day is riding the horses on a trail ride, watching the sunset from the tailgate of his truck, or, to make things dirtier, cleaning stalls. He'll help me take care of my animals. Physical charachteristics aren't important to me.
Parents: What traits do you think that your daughter would look for if searching for the ideal mate?
My mom wrote:
Physical:
tall
physically fit
Presonality:
gentle
animal lover
"rodeo cowboy"
good sense of humor
fun
financially responsible
Parents, what traits would you consider most important if YOU were choosing her mate?
My mom wrote...
Someone who shares her compassion for horses and rodeo competition, someone with a gentle touch and a big heart, also a good sense of humor.
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2004 29 November :: 9.18 pm
my bull riding equipment still didn't come yet.
:insert anger face here::
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2004 29 November :: 8.07 pm
so it's true. my words are contrived. i tell lies just to get into your mind. i'm as fake as a widow's smile. this mask of glass is what i chose to wear so i won't ever have the need to bear the total truth to anyone but me.
please do this now.
i beg.
duct tape my arms and legs.
throw me into the sea.
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