:: 2004 21 November :: 10.35 am
:: Mood: mellow

I kind of miss my dad. ...ha. I never thought I'd say it... either did you. I was thinking about this the other night. Why the hell should I spend my life despising him and his wife? They just don't understand, and that's not their fault. It's how they were both raised. It's what they know. My father and his wife only know sucess. They don't know failure. I can't blame him for that. No one taught either of them failure. That's why they are the way they are. Buisness suits, fancy everything. They need perfection because it's what they've learned. I'm still acting really apathetic when it comes to giving him a call. Because I know where it will get me... and that's... nowhere. He doesn't understand my goals or my life. He doesn't understand where I'm going. Quite frankly, either do I. Right now I'm taking one day at a time. If that bothers him, let it bother him. I'll stay another 6 months from his house. He'll learn eventually that it's my life, and if I fuck it up, It's no one's fault but my own.

I know what I'm getting myself into.

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:: 2004 21 November :: 10.32 am

......o_0

silence is deafening.

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:: 2004 20 November :: 9.15 pm
:: Mood: bitchy

For Starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?: haha, nice.
Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?: People don't call me things.
How old do you feel?: 15
How old do you look?: 16
How tall is your best friend?: Josh is 5' 7" i think, and sara is 5' 2"
What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?: black
What color are your father's eyes? I don't know, I havent seen him since June. I forget a lot about him. That reminds me, I have to write something about him in my next entry..
Where do you wish you lived?: Colorado or Arizona.

A Bit Deeper Now...
Do you remember your dreams?: Always.
If so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most: I wrote all of this already. But I accidently Xed off... I don't feel like typing it again.
How about the one that made you feel really good?: Ditto.
When you were a child, did you have very vivid nightmares?: yeah, one re-occuring.
If so, do you remember them even now?: Ditto.
Were you ever betrayed by someone you trusted implicitly?: Ditto.
What do you do when you're home alone?: Nothing exciting. Clean. Ride. Work.
What do you think about when you are trying to fall asleep at night?: Anything bull riding. Never fails.
Do you fall asleep easily?: sometimes. ...well... no.
Who is the one person you could never forget?: Lyle or Mike
Who do you trust the most?: My horse and my bull.

Tell Me Your Secrets...
Are there things that you've never told another human being?: yes.
If so, have you ever even written them down?: no. if someone found it... woof.
Have you ever been deeply hurt by a friend?: no... things like that don't bother me. no matter how much I bitch and moan about it... I'm really not as affected as i make it sound.
If so, have you ever *really* forgiven them?: .
Are you a virgin?: yep.
How do you feel about that?: Fine.
Is there anything that you really regret doing?: yeah...
How about *not* doing?: defifuckingnately.
What frightens you the most in the whole world?: anyone I love dying... or... failure.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?: contemplated, no.
Have you ever tried to commit it?: no.
What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?: Red. That was the best... and the worst.
Are you afraid of death?: Not for myself. ..but for... like... i said... people I love.
What do you think happens afterwards?: It depends on how you live your life.
Are you a religious person?: yes.
What *do* you believe?: things.
What are you passionate about?: bull riding, my life, my career, my animals, my family, God.
Do you carry a lot of guilt?: some.
Would you carry a gun?: m. no.
Do you have a lot of anger?: some.

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:: 2004 19 November :: 8.08 pm
:: Mood: blah

this may never start. we could fall apart... and i'd be your memory. losing half a year waiting for you here... can i be your memory?
So Tiffany spoke with Josh.
It went something like this:

"I know someone who liiiiiikes youuu..."
"Really, Who?"
"Caseyyyy..."
"Really?"
"Uh huhhhhh..."
"Cool! Yeah, her stepdad told me that she did..."
:Tiff laughs::

...something.

Yeah, I dunno, you know that old torn apart line about love at first sight? ....eh. I don't know... I seriously can't get over this kid. Any other time that I've had a ''crush'' it's been like "Aw, he's so cute ... ajhfjahfs." I haven't felt this way over someone, I BARELY TALK TO, nonetheless... ever. I'm going crazy just wanting him to talk to me. I want him to come up to me... on his own... and talk to me. I've tried everything just to get him to say something. At lunch I left my agenda on the table on the way out, in the hopes he'd pick it up and bring it to me... he went the other way then he normally goes. He lives two houses down from me. ...ugh. I watch him walk to his truck after school from the bus... I can't take my eyes off this kid. i think he has a girlfriend. ..whatever. I see him at his locker all the time with that girl on my bus. They just talk.. but yeah. She's so pretty. ...Whatever. Fuck, I'm going insane.

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:: 2004 18 November :: 10.11 am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Soty- Sidewalks

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:: 2004 17 November :: 8.53 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: [Sugarcult]

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:: 2004 17 November :: 10.01 am
:: Mood: bored

500 questions. good luck.

001. What is your name? Casey Noelle Schwind
002. Spell your name backwards: yesac.
003. Date of birth: June 27
004. Male or female? Female
005. Astrological sign: Cancer
006. Nicknames: Moe, Sebb, Cas
007. Occupation? stable hand
008. Height: 5' 8"
009. Weight: 135
010. Hair color: brownish reddish whatevah.
011. Eye color: brown.
012. Where were you born? Joysee.
013. Where do you reside now? Jersey...
014. Age: fifteen.
015. Screen names: L caught fLre
016. E-mail: dylandocstar@aol.com
017. What does your screen name stand for?: I caught fire
018. What is your woohu name?: greyXmatter
019. What does your woohu name stand for? it's a finch song.
020. Pets: 10 horses, a bull, numerous chickens, approximately 80 or 90, gunea hens, 4 rabbits, 6 dogs, 6 kitties, 4 birds, 7 geese, a duck, 3 giant tanks of fishies. ...that's it, i think.
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake?: iunno.
022. Piercings?: 4 left ear, 2 right ear
023. Tattoo's?: 2 years
024. Shoe size: 10
025. Righty or lefty? ambidextrous
026. Wearing: grunge jeans, black zipup hoodie, blue tanktop
027. Hearing: this kid laughing behind me.
028. Feeling: warm and fuzzy.
029. Eating/drinking: saliva.

~Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~


061. Have you ever been in love? yeah
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? ...And meant it?: one.
063. How many people have you been in love with? one.
064. Does someone in your family wear a toupee?: lmfao, no.
065. Do you have any nieces or nephews?: neh.
066. Are your parents divorced?: yes
117. Do you have step parents?: now i do.
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family?: ew, how sad.
119. If so for what?: .
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country?: no.

~Music Stuff~


121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life?: "Fever".
122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own?: ehh... none.
123. What's the best cd you own?: In love and death.
124. What song do you absolutely hate?: anything by lyndsay lohan, hilary duff, ashley simpson, or jojo. they're all insane.
125. Do you sing in the shower? nah.
126. What song reminds you of that special someone?: no song reminds me of him. except maybe... eh no.

~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~


127. Pink: i'm a hazard to myself...
128. Aerosmith: i don't wanna close my eyes... i don't wanna fall asleep, cause i'd miss you, baby.
129. Madonna: die.
130. Korn: uh word up?
131. Backstreet Boys: uhm... yeah, larger than life. i can't think of anything.
132. The Beatles: .
133. Sublime: oh, you know that no one can understand them... ;D
134. J.Lo: umm... LOVE DON't COST A THINNNNNNNNG.
135. Nsync: uh.. bye bye bye.
136. Limp Bizkit: girl, damn you're so hott. i'll eat you aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive!
137. Britney Spears: sometimes i run, sometimes i hide, sometimes i'm scared of you, but all i really want is to hold you tight...
138. Creed: Hold me now, I'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking, maybe six feet ain't so far down! ...what she said.
139. Enrique Iglesias: wakin' up... 6:30 in the mornin'.. you tell me babe, 'i feel a little horny'
140. Good Charlotte: why am i so cold? what am i afraid of? i don't even know. i've been searching, waiting, hoping, dreaming you would come back. this story never had an ending. something... something.
141. Christina Aguilera: you are beauuuutiful... blah.
142. Eminem: mmm boy, touch my body, mm boy, i mean girl girl girl.. you know you're my world.
143. New Found Glory: and it's all downhill from here....
144. Kelly Clarkston: Uhm... No.
145. Kelly Osbourne: preacher... daddy... something.
146. Mandy Moore: hell no.
147. Eve: hell no.
148. Aaliyah: she's dead.
149. Nelly: no.
150. Alicia Keys: no.
151. Incubus: eh.

~Favorites~


152. Color: grey or green
153. Food: CHEESECAKE? ME TOO! with chocolate on top.
154. Song: I'm not okay
155. Show: CER
156. school subject: language, math
157. Band/singer: Billy Idol, The Used
158. Animal: bull or horse
159. Outfit: something warm... hoodie and such.
160. Radio station: 96.1
161. Movie: SAW!!!! GO SEE IT.
162. Pair of shoes: my work boots cause they're so friggen comfortable.
163. Cartoon: if i had to pick, ed edd and eddy.
164. Actor: don't have one.
165. Actress: ^
166. Potato chip: doritos.. anything.
167. Drink: orange juice or apple juice/cider.
168. Alcholic drink: mikes hard cranberry lemonade.
169. Holiday: Easter
170. Perfume/cologne: i prefer body sprays from bath and body works... for guys.. whatever josh has, it's so fucking sexy.
171. Pizza topping: yes stacy, big clumps of rigot cheese.
172. Jell-O flavor: i love jello, stace. its so sexy. uhm... green.
173. Lunch meat: Turkey and swiss.
174. Board game: you could never get me to sit down and play a board game unless you consider twister a board game.
175. Video game: i don't play video games.
176. Website: Sankey Rodeo Schools
177. Book: ..
178. Computer game: no interest.
179. Number: 27
180. Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch, Honey bunches of oats, Cinnamon Life
181. Comedian: none.
182. Dessert: Cheesecake is my favorite food. don't... forget the chocolate on top.
183. Disney character: ugh ew.
184. Clothing store: old navy, salvation army
185. Passtime: em.
186. Teacher: Adamczek
187. Childhood toy: who knows..
188. Carnival game/ride: that damn... thing that goes in one circle upsidedown the whole time... because i fuct the guy who runs it. ;D
189. Candy bar: Reeces or Snickers
190. Magazine: PBR
191. Salad dressing: Caesar, oil and vinegar, or ranch if i need to.
192. Thing to do on the weekend: ride.
193. Hot drink: hot cider.
194. Season: spring.
195. Sport to watch: bull riding.
196. Person to talk to online: bev or brielle.


~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~


197. What color are your sheets?: Dark blue and plaid
198. What color are your bedroom walls?: I don’t really know.
199. Do you have posters on your wall?: Not really..
200. If so of what?: Poetry, notes from people, pictures, song lyrics.
201. Do you have a TV in your bedroom?: Yes… one of those 80’s TV’s.
202. How many pillows are on your bed?:: Four, I only use two.
203. What do you normally sleep in?: plaid pants, unders, and a bra.
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: read above.
205. What size bed do you have?: Small. ha
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunk bed/daybed?: I used to have a bunk bed! That was the shit.
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom?: no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep?: yes, volume level two, bass off.
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: I was on a school bus with mike tate and I got a nosebleed and he started punching me and humping me.
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: sometimes
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed?: one.
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? I sleep with my feet propped up on the wall 70% of the time.
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: NO!
214. Do you snore?: I wouldn’t know.
215. How about drool?: sometimes.
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Nah. I always wake up at the time I want. It’s really strange.
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Like…. White.
218. What's under your bed? A whole shit load of books and junk.

~This or that~


219. beach/mountains: mountains
220. Donuts/bagels: if it’s a chocolate donut with chocolate frosting, I’ll take the donut. If not, I’ll take the bagel.
221. Day/night: depends.
222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: west.
223. Heaven/hell: Heaven
224. Make love/have sex: make love
225. Coffee/tea: tea
228. Britney/Christina: britney
229. Swiss cheese/American cheese: swiss
230. Real World/Road Rules: real world
231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: Fuck that.
232. Silver/gold: Silver
233. Nike/Adidas: adidas
234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: burger king
235. Sweet/sour: sour
236. Punk/emo: punk… eh…. No. emo.
237. Hot/cold: hot.
238. Winter/summer: summer
239. Spring/fall: Spring.
240. Operas/plays: Plays
241. Read/watch TV: tv
242. Cd's/tapes: CD’s
243. Dvd's/vhs: DVD
244. Old/new: new
245. Shorts/skirts: ew, neither.
246. Pink/red: Red
247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: black and white.
248. Meat/vegetables: veggies..
249. Mexican food/Chinese food: m-m-m-mexican.
250. Commercials/infomercials: commercials, definitely.
251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies.
252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: guy’s swim trunks, bikini top.
253. Sandals/tennis shoes: tennis shoes
254. Dogs/cats: neither.
255. Unicorns/fairies: unicorns. Duh.
256. Water/land: land
257. Sugar/spice: Spice
258. Black/white: Black
259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons
260. Chicken/beef: beef
261. Colored Christmas lights/regular white Christmas lights: white

262. Cars/trucks: trucks. I could never own a car. I need a pickup for the farm.
263. Austin Powers/James Bond: neither.
264. Popcorn/pretzels: chocolate covered pretzels.
265. Hip/hop: hop fo shizzle.
266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kisses with joshua miller. ;D
267. WWE wrestling/real wrestling: neither.
268. Back rub/foot massage: Back rub.
269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums
270. Pens/pencils: liqui-pens

~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~


271. Eminem: oohma..
272. Virgins: hi.
273. God: another day.
274. The Osbournes: fuckers.
275. Reality TV: =]
276. J.Lo: gross.
277. Religion: brain phreeze.
278. Emo music: eh…
279. Valentine's Day: gross cause all the sluts in school are like “ooh I love you baby, by the way, I don’t want to go out with you anymore, kaybye.”
280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: so gross.
281. Homosexuals: love..
282. Abortion: hey, do what you want, whatever. I give up.
283. Inter-racial relationships: who cares.
284. Murder: death anyone?
285. Death: death is something I havent been able to cope with very easily. 3 years ago my step brother killed himself and that was like… fuck.
286. Obesity: sad.. that’s really sad. My mom was struggling with it a long time ago but 4 years ago she got that gastric bypass surgury and she looks great now.
287. Pre-marital sex: not for me, but whatever floats your boat.
288. Terrorism: jealousy.
289. Pornography: ...molestation.
290. Fortune tellers: I’m so fucking itchy today.
291. Threesomes: whatever.
292. Prostitution: hi.
293. Politics: die.
294. Country music: yep.
295. George W. Bush: royal stupid shit.
296. Cloning: -sheep
297. Britney's boobs: sexy?
298. Gas prices in America: big.

~Name Game~


What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?.

299. Jack: black.
300. Tiffany: hott
301. Ben: affleck?
302. Maria: fat
303. Jennifer: lmfao.
304. Nicole: red head
305. Amy: dice.
306. Adam: black hair.
307. Richard: ahem.
308. Justin: sprague.
309. Arnold: football
310. Tom: dog showing beast with insanely long nose hair.
311. Melissa: birthmark
312. Charlotte: my horse.
313. Harold: Fat.
314. John: madey
315. Joel: emo hair.
316. Vanessa: piano.
317. Michelle: pretty, stuck up.
318. Kevin: KOEHLER!!
319. Brent: brent.
320. Jake: pellicier

321. Billy: davvit
322. Sarah: christian
323. Natalie: imbruglia
324. Christi: bracutti… :shudder:
325. Nick: toso
326. Linda: :blank:.
327. Taylor: evans
328. Jordan: fat
329. Jamie: my dog
330. Adrian: braces

~Have You Ever....~


331. Mooned anyone? Yeah… lmfao that was great.
332. Been on a diet? Yeah
333. Been to a foreign country? Psh no.
334. Broken a bone? My foot
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? Er…
336. Swear at a teacher? yes
337. Talked to a xanga member via e-mails or instant messages? Iunno.
338. Got in a fight? Yes.
339. Dated a teacher? no
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? YES!
341. Thought about killing your enemy? I have no enemies at this point.
342. Gone skinny dipping?: lmfao yeah with jill and rachel and katie.
343. Met another xanga member in the flesh? No..
344. Told a little white lie? yes
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? Probably not.
346. Stolen anything? yeah
347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? Lmfao probably.
348. Been on TV? yes
349. Been on the radio? yes
350. Been in a mosh pit? yes
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friends? yes
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
354. Deceived somebody close to you? yes
355. Broken the law? yes
356. Been to a rodeo? Yeah… all the time.
357. Been on a talk show? No...
358. Been on a game show? No…
359. Been on an airplane? Yes..
360. Got to ride on a fire truck? yeah
361. Came close to dying? Yeah… every time I step on the back of a bull I come close to dying.
362. Cheated on a bf/gf? No.
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? Yeaw.
364. Terrorized a babysitter?: no one ever babysat me.
365. Made a mud pie? yeaaw
366. Had a dream that you’re falling off a cliff? no
367. Snuck out of the house at night? Yes, with rob.
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? I mean at the time, probably.
369. Had an eating disorder? Nope.
370. Felt like you didn't belong?: ohmuhgod yes the first time I came to belv.
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? No.
372. Smoked? Yeah...
373. Done drugs? no
374. Been arrested? Almost… RACHEL.
375. Had your tonsils removed? Nope
376. Gone to camp? yeah
377. Won a bet? Mhmm.
378. Written a love letter? Yeaw.
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? I’m attempting to.
380. Written a love poem? Probably..
381. Kissed in the rain? Yeah haha at the football game
382. Slow danced with someone you love? no
383. Participated in cyber sex? no
384. Faked an orgasm? no
385. Stolen a kiss? ?
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? Not really.
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? I no
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? Nah.
390. Done jail time? Nah.
391. Had to wear a uniform to work? Yes.
392. Won a trophy? yes
393. Thrown up in public? No..
394. Bowled a perfect game? That’s not possible.
395. Failed/got held back? Stayed back last year.
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? Pfftno.
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? No but I’ve always wanted to.
398. Taken ballet lessons? I used to with amanda becker.
399. Attempted suicide?::
400. Cut yourself?:

~Childhood Stuff~


401. Did you play with Barbies? yes.
402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? What… is that?.
403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? …..don’t believe so.
404. Did you play Simon? Simon?
405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? ha
406. Did you wet the bed?: yep
407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed?: I don’t think so.
408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them?: no
409. Were you shy? Not really. A little.
410. Were you spoiled? yes.
411. Were you abused? Not really…
412. Did you go to the circus? once.
413. Did you go to the zoo? Once.
414. Were you in a car accident? Never.
415. Did you build snowmen? Once or twice.
416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? no
417. Were your older cousins mean to you? No… I have no cousins.
418. Did you think slinkies were cool? Are those those things you throw down the stairs? Yeah I thought they were cool.
419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? Didn’t care enough to think.
420. Were you afraid of the dark? Sometimes.
421. Did you have slumber parties? Yeah.
422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? wtf?
423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? O_0
424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? Yeah.

~Randomness~


425. Do you believe in aliens? yes
426. Name three things that are next to your computer: lotion.. dot dot dot…. A guitar, and cologne.
427. Do you have any hidden talents? Probably.
428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? God yes that would own. Then they’d actually live up to their name. How strange would that be? O_0
429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? Something to do with rodeo.
430. What would your movie star name be? Casey Schwind
431. Do you play any sports? Yar, bull riding.
432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? dunno.
433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? SAW!!
434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? Dunno.
435. Do you drive? yes
436. What is your dream car? Ford f150 with a bigass hemi and some major load capacity, a trailor hitch, and an 8 foot bed. That is, if you pay for the gas. ;D
437. Do you think your good looking? Not particularly.
438. Do others think you are good looking? Dunno.
439. Would you ever sky dive? No.
440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? No.
441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 10
442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no
443. Do you believe in God? Yes.
444. Do you believe in Satan? Yes.
445. Do you believe there is a heaven? Yes.
446. Do you believe there is a hell? Yes.
447. Do you own a pool table? Neh.
448. Do you have a pool? Yeah.
449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? Yeah.
450. Do you like chocolate? Yes.
451. Who/what is on your 2005 calendar? rodeo.
452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 6
453. Ever wished on a shooting star? Yeah.
454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? Elf. ;D
455. Do you carry any weapons on you? A switchblade and a boxcutter just in case.
456. What is your weakness? I have a lot but sh..
457. Name something you can't get enough of: mud, blood, broncs, beer, bulls, steers, trucks.
458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: daring, dirty, tough
459. How many kids do you want to have? However many decide to pop out.
460. Future daughters names: Ivy
461. Future sons names: Michael Adriano … named after adriano moraes and mike lee..
462. What is your ideal way to die? As soon as I’ve lived up to my own expectations.
463. How do you release stress? Bull riding or work.
464. Are you a trendy person? Not quite.
465. Are you an artisitic person? Not really.
466. Are you a realistic person? yeah
467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? Nope.
468. Are you a strong person? Physically, yeah, mentally, sometimes.
469. Are you a strong willed person? yes
470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? Josh I think.
472. Do you hate chain e-mails? YES.
473. Are you a deep sleeper? Sometimes.
474. Are you a good story teller? No.
475. What do you believe is your best quality? I’m just a fun person when you get to know me.
476. What is your greatest accomplishment? Working on it.
477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? Candles.
478. Do you do yoga? no
479. Do you have your own credit card? No, whatthefuck do you think I am?
480. Let's say you win the lotto? Great. Fly me out to colorado, buld me a house there, and lets start the rodeo!
481. Do you have a check book? no
482. Do you like your driver? …
483. Do you tan easily? Out west I do.
484. What color is your hair naturally? Blonde.
485. How many fillings do you have? None.
486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? None.
487. Worst feeling in the world? Letting yourself down.
488. Best feeling in the world?: …eh… for me, It’s knowing God’s on my tail wherever I go and he’s got my back.
489. Is the glass half empty or half full? Neither, I drank the rest.
490. Last thing you downloaded? ehhh.
491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? I did a couple times.
492. What do you think people think of you? That I’m annoying and obnoxious.
493. Are you a likeable person? Depends.
494. Do you need therapy? .
495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? ..
496. What the best way to be proposed to? Eh… no ring. No questions. You’ll know you’re right for me when the time comes, if the time comes. All you have to say is, “we’re getting married.”
497. What kind of movie would you star in? …
498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? probably
499. When are you moving? Soon.
500. What's your favorite phrase? Dunno.

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:: 2004 17 November :: 9.51 am
:: Mood: shocked
:: Music: [Sugarcult]

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:: 2004 16 November :: 6.06 pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: [MCR]

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:: 2004 15 November :: 7.45 pm
:: Mood: amused

well... lets see.... i'm grounded til january first... i can't talk on the phone, can't go out, cant take jumping lessons, cant have friends over, and cant go to 4h meetings. i can't have my cell phone back until schools over, and i can't be online :cough:

basically.. in a nutshell... no affiliation with the outside world until january. besides school. later kids.

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