I'm sorry it took me so long to come around...

:: 2004 3 June :: 7.02am

i get to stay after school for math today!
woo woo!

:: 2004 2 June :: 6.07pm

I HATE THIS WEATHER
IT SCARES ME SO MUCH
IT'S LIGHTENING OUT
AND ITS REALLY WINDY
AND EVERYTHING IS BLOWING LIKE CRAZY
its scaryyyyyyy =(

:: 2004 2 June :: 1.12pm

yesterday after school i went to christies house with mike and irving.. haha it was so much funnn! we were suppose to be working on our final exam.. but we didn't
haha instead we just hung out.. wowowow it was FUN.. then mike and irving left at 530.. and i was suppose to leave at 545.. but then christies like " ooh stay for dinner!"
so i did.. and then we were talking about our civics project.. and how we did to do it.. and then christies like.. I GOT AN IDEA!! " you can sleepover, and we don't go to school tomorrow, and we work on our project" i didnt think our parents would say yes.. but they did =) and it was funn.. i came home about 1245.. and now im here.. blahhhhhhhh... goodbye

:: 2004 31 May :: 11.02pm

daBlaCkRose69: i told tom that we would be usin his basement and hes like is the girl that was smilin at me comin and im like brielle and hes like yea
daBlaCkRose69: ;-)
daBlaCkRose69: hes like she can sleep in ma bed and im like ugh n0 thats ok

:: 2004 31 May :: 9.43pm

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

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:: 2004 31 May :: 1.49pm

dorney park- the ride there was uneventful...
casey and katie were listening to there cd players and i was talking to sara underhill and kyle stevens

when we got there.. we went on hangtime.. that wasn't a cool ride.. i thought my seat was gonna break and all the blood was rushing to my head

we watched pat go on
then when we were leaving that ride
we saw ross, paul and jason
they were wet.. they went on the logflume

then we went on the ride
and the seat i was gonna sit in..
it was like.. retarded..
and i wasn't happy with katie and casey
haha

then we ate lunch
went on the logflume
the water was fuckin freezing

then we saw mike and pat
they were going on the dominator
haha so caseys like " ooh lets follow them "
so we did and we went on the one that shoots you up
haha and the whole time caseys like " penis, penis, blowjob, blowjob, fuck, motherfucker..
haha everthing you can think of
and mike was like " fuck, fuck fuck fuck fuck"

after that.. i think we saw courtney?
and like all her friends and got dip n' dots
we went on the white water rapid.. or something
and then i saw deanna.. and shes like
" IM LOST BRIELLE!"
so she stayed with me
her and i wanted to go on the whip
so we did
we got seperated from casey and katie
and then deanna saw her friends
so we went with them
and pat and i walked around for like a long time.. like 2-3 hours
looking for our friends because his friends had his money and i wanted to find casey and katie
but i didn't
but he did find his friendd
err.. luckkkyyyyy
so we kept walking
and i saw deanna
and shes like " ooh brielle lets go on the cat and mouse thing" but then her, pat and i got off line because it was too long and we played the game were you won the cool hat
but we didnt win
but we did spend 7 dollars in like 2 miuntes
that wasnt cool
then we went into the gift shop
and then it was time to leaveeee
so we left
the bus ride home i sat with mallory
because i didnt want to sit inbewteen casey and katie
so yeah
i was really tired
mallory and i listened to a cd player some of the time
and hten it died.. so we were bored

saturday- i got a dress for the dinner dance

sunday- went to church
then the parade
there wasnt that many people throwing candy but when somebody did i would give it to jeff, jason or shawn.. i wasnt diggin the parade
then after went to footbridge for like a half hour
then kristens
kristen n' megan wanted nothing to do with me and deanna.. lol
haha but me n' deanna had fun..
we love grandma.. haha.. but bobby doesnt
awwwwww... lmfao deanna.. his car... lolllll

:: 2004 29 May :: 9.30am

okay... so...

i am waiting for danielle to come back
and so won't
i know the second i leave my computer
shes gonna come back

:: 2004 25 May :: 9.38pm

WHY IS IT THAT ONLY DANIELLE KNOWS IM LIEING
WHY CAN'T EVERYONE ELSE SEE THIS
WHY AM I PUSHING DANIELLE AWAY?
I NEED DANIELLE
I THINK ABOUTLAST SUMMER AND HOW THINGS ARE SO DIFFERENT
AND EVERYTIME I THINK OF SOMETHING
SHES THERE.. MY GOD
BRIELLE STOP! STOP! YOU CAN'T PUSH PEOPLE AWAY YOU NEED THEM
I PUSH EVERYONE AWAY I NEED
I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
I HATE LIEING ABOUT THIS
ITS REALLY STUPID
AHH, WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!!?!?
DANIELLE.. I NEED YOU
DONT LET ME PUSH YOU OUT

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:: 2004 25 May :: 8.56pm

krstn0984361V: do you wanna know what i did today
a broken dream x: not really
krstn0984361V: how did i know you were gonna say that
krstn0984361V: i dont care im telling you anyways
* haha just like on the way to gym as im checking out the highschoolers and she thinks im listening to her =)

i went to the concert tonight
i got to hang out with courtney =)
lmfao even though mr. feeney chased us down!
good times court, good times
i miss her
shes better hang out with casey, katie and i at dorney
got my ticket today
im on : Katie, Casey, Deanna,Kristen & Mallorys bus =)

i love courtney molinare
i love jess jones
i love katy bauder
i love mallory fox
i love deanna lascari
i love kayla conlan
i love ashley riley

:: 2004 24 May :: 10.51pm

i wish things we're how they use to be
but they aren't
it was so much easier than
everything was fine
i was i could replay the summer of last year over and over again
it was all perfect
it's not now
no.. not at all