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2004 12 May :: 10.24pm
i <3 when people comment
i wonder how many people would care if i died... probably not a lot
i was so upset before
i was crying so hard
and i dont even know why
i was breathing so hard
gasping so hard for air
maybe its from all the stress
from being afraid of not passing 8th grade
from change... i hate change
from not being able to stand myself
to shutting people out of my life
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
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2004 11 May :: 12.49pm
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
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2004 11 May :: 12.46pm
i was gonna go to school today
but my mom told me to stay home
i was dressed and all
shes like .. "OH MY GOD, YOU SOUND
SO MUCH WORSE THAN YOU DID YESTERDAY!"
thats my story, i was gonna go, i was gonna go...
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2004 10 May :: 3.14pm
krstn0984361V: omg where wre you today!? =-O:-(
a broken dream x: where you mortified?
krstn0984361V: YES
a broken dream x: so was casey
pe ople heig ht: i missed you so much
pe ople heig ht: it SUCKED without you
pe ople heig ht: i was SO ored
pe ople heig ht: BORED
pe ople heig ht: i was like.. banging my head on the desk
pe ople heig ht: i was... absoloutly.... mortified
pe ople heig ht: when i walked into mech
pe ople heig ht: and
pe ople heig ht: i go
pe ople heig ht: "kaitlyn, wheres brielllllle?"
pe ople heig ht: and shes like "absent."
pe ople heig ht: and i did like
pe ople heig ht: a broadway theater cry
pe ople heig ht: sappy music played in the background
haha.. wow... i love them <3
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2004 9 May :: 4.09pm
Can we pretend for one second that we are together,
What's the point of keeping my feelings at bay,
It takes alot of me,
To get the nerve to wake up,
Everyday,
And what if I don't,
Would you even care,
Would you even care...
i've been sick for the past two days
and it sucks major ass
i think im going to the doctor tomorrow
right now im going out to dinner
even though i feel like shit
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2004 5 May :: 10.05pm
holy shit.. NO
xxkay313xx: No!!! Change is not good!!!Why??
why would you (being such a hott mamma as yourself) want ti change?!? You are nuts positivley nuts!!!!!! Never Never Never Ever ever Ever!! Change Babe!!!i love you the way you are!!!
lyssssssssm!!!!
^ i love you kayla!
something i noticed:
im not really that good of friends with danielle anymore, i mean i dont hang out with her much anymore, and i just noticed liek a few days ago
but she noticed awhile ago
and said soemthing to katie
but i didnt think anything of it
its just weird * danielle dont take this the wrong way, i dont love you any less than i did *
like today
she says to me in the hallway " hi brielle"
and i look at her in a weird way and go " hi?"
my facial expressions
i never use to do that before
its something i've started
in the past 2 years
i've changed a lot in the past two years
except my shyness
i have yet to overcome that
man spanish spelling bee boring
but i got to sit by kristen
so it was all good
and then after it
me and casey should have gotten a cut slip to 4th period
we were really like.. i think like 8 minutes?
hahah yes
we were still in the 8th grade hallway
and then casey stopped and talked to mrs. fasano
haha
and 5th period
when crystal walked in the room
christie goes " hey * and calls crystal by her sn*
and crystals wa slike.. HOW DO YOU KNOW MY SN?!
and christie goes.. i was talking to you last night and you thought i was brielle!
and shes like...ooh that was you
and they went on
and christies like.. yea you said to me" well.. brielle, i dont really hate blairstown, and i do love you"
AHH, IM GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH CRYSTAL!
and than its was funny
and then christie wa slike... yea you said " i love you, nick and newton"
haa i love you cg!
ew mr. ross showed me his stiches today
quite nasty i might add.
it must have hurt
jess jones told me he cut himself during school
and acted all cool about it
mr. ross is really awesome, despite the rest of my grades opinion on him..
okay.. is that it?
i think so
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2004 4 May :: 9.11pm
well lets see
today was rather boring
went to school
and im too tired to write anymorez
maybe i'll go to bed
one trees hills on
i've never seen it before
kristen really wants me to watch it
but i wont
tomorrows gonna be an easy day
i mean... 5 periods of nothinggggg!
awesome.. and then half a math
lunch and then another half
the only real work is gonna be civics
because last period we get to work on our projects
anddd yea...
haha niemos funny
today she kept saying " im a laid back kinda gal" ah.. haha
haha MALLORY IS REALLY FUNNY
holy shit at the softball game
lmfao! funnnyyy
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2004 3 May :: 11.32pm
i dont wanna be the person i am right now
im so confused.. but im showing that
as i said, im not good at showing anything i feel... expecially how much someone means to me...
i wanna be a different person
i dont like the person i am now
i cant stand myself
i need a change
im ready for a change
it's time for a change
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2004 3 May :: 8.43pm
dude friday night
is gonna be awesome
im bringing kristen
because shes my best friend
i love herrrrrrrr =)
and she also my madskills in basketball along with deanna
im very quiet good!! haha
and we walk around the hall 7th period
because were cool like that
lmfao
" AND YOU GUYS WILL GO TO A DARK CORNER AND MAKE OUT!!"
... as john looks out the door
lmfao.. i love you kristen!
5th period was boring
i was eating jelly bellys
i believe they are called
and i gave christie a tutti- frutti one
and she like.. haha went to the garbage and spit it out
and then i gave her another one
and shes like
" YOU GAVE ME TUTTI-FRUTII?!?!, YOU KNOW I GET SICK OFF OF THOSE!!"
lmfao, i love you so much christie!!
and the rest of the day was boring
wendesday is gonna be fun
that spelling bee is gonna be along time
like 5 periodsssssss!
well according to mr. brandt
laters
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2004 2 May :: 3.47pm
i thought katie would be here by now
err.. i am so incredibly bored
maybe she forgot?
who knows
i dont wana be in this boring house
my brothers at my neighbors
my dad and sister are outside
my brother and mom are sleeping
its so quiet here
which is a change
i wanna go watch a movie
but im not sure when katies gonna get here
if she comes
i dont wanna stop it half way inbetween
she said maybe after three...
who knows...
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