Black roses and Silver tears

5 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 30 July :: 8.17 pm

Urhg.
Yesterday I got a package from my Grandmother in California. It was a picture I had drawn for my grandfather saying "get well soon" in stenciled letters and said on the side in the handwriting of a small child, "From Caroline, to Winter Tiger" which was my nickname for him because of a game we used to play where I would ride on his back and he would pretend to be a big white tiger. That was shortly before he died.

I cried.
I'm crying now.

Last night Stephanie stayed here. It was loads of fun. Today we went down to the Pearl Street mall (which is an outdoor mall) and we hung around for a little while. We saw her friend and he was like, "At two o' clock you guys should come with me and we can smoke some pot." (Not an exact quote) and Stepanie was like, "Cool. But my friend here is a straight edge, so yea. *Turns to Caro* Are you cool with that?" "Yea." *Not really meaning it.* So we're walking to his car and I'm thinking 'Please don't let anything bad happen, please don't let anything bad happen...' over and over and over in my head. We got to his car and he got in and I started crying and Stephanie was like, "What's wrong?" And I said, "I can't do this..." My mom was supposed to pick us up in like, several hours and was in the closing for our mortgage and I didn't think she'd beable to come get me, but I called her anyway. I was lucky. She could come get me. I made sure I wasn't crying when I talked to her and she said she'd be there in fifteen minutes. I asked Stephanie to stay with me while her friend went to get her other friend, so she did and was like, "I know now not to put you in situations like that. I'm really sorry..." She appologised like, a billion times. Mom still doesn't know why I asked to get picked up.

I'm am feeling so emotionaly unstable I can't beleive it.

Like, on Tuesday I broke down sobbing when my mom was going to go to group because I had a horrible feeling something terrible was going to happen to her. I ended up going with her, clutching my stuffed walrus that ironicaly my grandfather gave me when I was about two years old.

I have a stuffed white tiger. My Grandfather gave that to me as well. He searched everywhere for it. He refused to give up. He finaly found one. It's a Stief, which is pretty much the most expencive stuffed animal you'll ever find. I have no idea ho expencive it must have been, but it was probably about fifty dollars, and it's not all that big. I love it dearly.

Hey, I love all you guys. You're all really supportive of me. You rock.

~Caro

:: 2004 25 July :: 7.34 pm

Well, my icon was broken, so I made a whole new layout. I love it. I hope you do too. It's quite a drastic change from my last one.

Not much happened today. Jon came to RPG again, Alan was being hypocritical and over dramatic and my AIM isn't working. My grandma is over and I'm wishing Mandi would fuggin call.

That's about it.

~Caro

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:: 2004 24 July :: 11.06 pm

The most interesting conversations in my lfe are had by me and a guy I know online, and they range from politics to creationism and religion and then to math and study skills.

He's really cool.

~Caro

:: 2004 24 July :: 12.06 am
:: Mood: blah

It's been raining, correction, POURING non stop all day. It's ten now and it's been raining since eleven thirty. I went to Jon's today and we played DDR (He whomped on me again) and then two of his friends came, Nick and Carl. So we played Fantasy Star Online which I found to be extremely pointless and confusing. Then we all decided to watch Jon play Kingdom Hearts, which he has never played before very recently. He was till on the Destiny Island, but he had been being lame and leveled up to fourteen before he left. He still had to catch the fis and what not. Nick has already beaten it, so we were making jokes and such while he was playing and giving him tips. It was fun. Nick is way cool. Then when they left Jon and I played Robotech at which he also kicked my ass. -_-

I have, however, been feeling anxious and depressed all day. But I get to see Kelly tommorow, which makes me happy. I've been talking to Rowan, a great online friend of mine, and that's brightened my day a bit.

My mom's computer got totaly fried by a powersurge, but it's okay, because it was old and causing us more trouble than it was worth. However, i lost a lot of writing and pictures on there, which makes me mad, because I worked really hard on that stuff, yea?Mandi was supposed to call me...I wasn't here. I wonder if she did...I'll check the call log in a while, I guess...

Tess (Thereasa) and I need to get together soon.

Jon is coming to RPG again on Sunday. Should be interesting.

Love you guys.

~Caro

5 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 21 July :: 10.35 pm

Well, I played DDR for the first time today...
...
...
......
....
I sucked SO bad.

~Caro

4 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 19 July :: 8.49 pm
:: Mood: Mixed
:: Music: Metal Gear Solid 2 Main theme/Various Mega Man 2 songs

Another that looks long but really isn't that long.
Dude. This is kind of sad, but really funny. I'm listening to MIDIs from Mega Man 2(which is for the NES) and getting nostalgic. XD

Well, yesterday went well. Jon came to rpg with me and sat there silently mostly the whole time, but I think he enjoyed himself.

Endariel, Alan's Character, made it very clear, though didn't (But almost did) say it, that he is in love with Lenore, my character. O.O I was like "OH SHIT. WE'RE ALL [me] GONNA DIE." in my head. Yea >.>

Well, this is where I stopped writing and got
dinner. On the way back I saw a rainbow. I said, "It really looks like there is an end of the rainbow. But when you get there, it's still just out of reach..."

A rainbow is so beautiful. But it always fades....

Anyway, where was I?

Oh, yes.
So yea, that was all fun and stuff.

I'm still hoping to be able to colaborate with Nee soon. By the by, I want my sketchbook back XD Just so I have an excuse to send you the new one. I don't want you to have to pay to send your's, mine, and my other one x_x. Cause that would be bad. Hoi.
*Huggles t3h Nee*

Well, I now own Final Fantasy X and Soul Calibur II, all for the price of about thirty-three dollars. Yep. The Game Stop is awesome, cause they sell used games cheap. >.>
<.<

Yes...

Still no word from Mandi...

AHG. It's driving me mad! Like, totaly CRAZY. RRRGH.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow,
Why oh why can't I?

~Caro

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:: 2004 16 July :: 8.03 pm

Oh, yea. I met Sierra's new owner. She rocks.

~Caro

:: 2004 16 July :: 5.43 pm

Alright. Nee Is gnawing on my arm *Points* to rimind me that I haven't updated in a while. =P So, here goes.

I'm going to that organizational class, right? I met this kick ass guy there named Jon. Her rocks. ^_^ He's really into anime and rpging and such. I was like, "We should go to the Anime Convention together!" He thought it was a good idea. And, no, I do not have a crush on him. But he's way cool. We have a lot in common.

Hana and I are back on good terms, but only because I hate people being mad at me. She was supposed to stay at Stephanie's, but her mom walked in on them (Steph, Hana and Steph's way cool friend Shawn [sp?]) smoking pot and kicked them out, so Hana had no place to stay, so they came here begging me to let Hana stay. -_- So I'm gonna give it a try, but I'm not happy with my self. I'm also very wary of the situation. I don't trust her.
"Trust is like yesterday. Once it's gone you never get it back."

I had to uninstall YIM from mom's computer and didn't have it for a few weeks. Amanda was messaging me and I didn't know it. She sounded rather distressed...

Nee! Get yo punk ass online or call me.

Right-o

~Caro

:: 2004 9 July :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

I'm feeling so alone lately. Kelly and Kate are out of town, I haven't seen Amanda in two weeks, I haven't talked to Nee in ages, I haven't seen Stephanie and she won't answer her fucking phone (I hope Hana hasn't turned her against me), Hana is a bitch and therefore not my friend any more, Sandi is working on painting her new house, Aimee is in China, Theresa's in Ireland, Rowan is out of town, too, Mom's taking a class and I just don't like hanging out with my dad that much...And that would take all of my friends off the list. So I'm stuck here with no one to be with untill Sundays! Ahhhg! T.T It's really getting me down.
I've been having a good art period though. So that's good.

Love you guys.

~Caro

:: 2004 8 July :: 2.43 pm

Well, Aimee left for China yesterday. I won't see her for two months. I cried last night. It just isn't the same without her. I mean, like we got home from the play at like, eleven fourty five and my parents were like, we're going to sleep. Normaly Aimee would be there to stay up with me and chat, etc. But nope. Not there. That's when I started crying.

I got a good picture done during my insomnea, though. It's of an elf playing a harp. It's pretty.

Love you guys.

Miss you Nee.

~Caro

:: 2004 6 July :: 9.47 pm

Damn it's cold in here...
My sister leaves for China tommorow.

For two months. I've been depressed about it all day. I'm going to miss her so much. And then when she comes back, she's probably moving back to California.

But I'm worried about her.
Aimee is my sister and I love her and I'm worried something bad is going to happen. After we take her to the airport tommorow I know I'm just going to cry my eyes out. I'm trying really hard not to now because she's already stressed enough.

She's going to Hongzhou, which is supposed to be the prettyest place in all of China. I'm exited for her, too. She's going to teach English there.

I went to this photo shoot thingeh with the horses. We're gonna be in Boulder Buisness some and such. It was me, Megan (One of the other girls) and Diane (The woman who runs Medicine Horse). Amanda and CJ didn't come.

Nee, please please pleeease call me.

~Caro

:: 2004 5 July :: 9.56 pm

|I keep thinking about what would happen if my dog died...Either of them, but mostly Sadie...

I'd be so sad. I love her a lot.

More than I can say. She's part of the family and always there to help me feel better. She's been with me since I was five. That's nine years. Yep.

~Caro

:: 2004 2 July :: 11.16 pm

10:35 pm
I don't think I talked about going to see Romio and Juliet. We went to the University of Colorado's Shaskespear Festival and saw Romeo and Juliet. It was amazing! Though they left out the end where the prince says, "look, assholes, see what your fighting has done? Lets be friends."
We had to sit on these weird thinggys cuse the seats are stone benches so we got these seat back things and my but hurts man.

Right now I'm having insomnea and making the best of it by role playing and waiting for my sister to get home. She's flying in from San Francisco tonight, but I don't know when she's due in...

So I might be here a while.

~Caro

:: 2004 2 July :: 7.02 pm

Well, I've been spelling Stephanie's name wrong.

~Caro

:: 2004 1 July :: 8.13 pm

8 matters of buisness.
1. My dad can't sing.

2. Apparently Hana called, and when my mom answered the phone, she hung up. Gee, I wonder why she called??*Sarcasm drips from the very words she speaks*

3. I'm trying to get hold of Steff so we can get together tonight. My mom has classes till nine, and we can hang untill then, so yea. Her line is busy.

4. Kate left for Australia today. I can't remember when she's coming back.

5. Okay, just got hold of Steffany. She's gonna call me back when she gets back to Gunbarrel.

6. I haven't talked to Nee in what seems like an eon. I MISS YOU! I just know you're gonna call somet time that I can't talk. I can just see it coming. -__-

7. If the woman who is intrested in her buys Sierra she is going to have a great home. One-hundred-forty acres up in Red Feather Lake. I'll be really happy if she buys her. Diane (The woman who owns and runs Medicine Horse) doesn't think Sierra is the right horse for me anyway. Now, it's not like it's ever going to happen, but she thinks that Sundance, Sierra's sister (She was a Premurin foal too, they have the same dad) might be a good horse for me. She's two years old and therefore would require much less time a week as she would not have to be trained. If I bought Sierra I would have to spend at least four days a week training her, plus do the ten hours of voulonteering it takes to get the decreace in board fee. I don't think I'll be able to do the ten hours a week anyway, so that's also a factor in buying a horse. Also, an adult horse costs a LOT more that six hundred dollars.

8. Kelly owes me ten dollars. The boot repair cost twenty. ^_^ So it's all good. Boots be fixed, as of Monday or Tuesday. ^_______^

~Caro

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:: 2004 30 June :: 5.06 pm

If you have a livejournal, add me. draconian_dream. Even though I never use it. I intend to start using it, though! XD no matter what, woohu is my foremost journal. I had one and never used it, but I changed it cause I didn't want hana to be able to read it.

And, Woohu kicks LJ's ASS!!!!
Love you guys.

~Caro

:: 2004 29 June :: 9.33 pm
:: Mood: devastated and crying my eyes out

This is going to make me seem like a total spoiled brat, but I need you all to read it. All of it.
It's official. I can't buy Sierra. And another woman is interested in her anyway. I cried so much. SO much. Oh my god. I love her way to much for my own good. I mean, I knew I would never, ever be able to gett her, but I've hoped and prayed that we'd be able to. I've agonized about it, and wished and hoped and prayed so hard that we'd stumble into some money or something.

Hana said I get everything I ever want and that I'm so rich. And I feel bad about even almost being able to get a horse. But she was only six hundred dollars...And we had already discussed that there was no way we'd be able to pay for the boarding money, even if I did the ten hours of voulonteering it takes a week to lower the fee to $250...But that doesn't mean I dont love her more than anything. I'm starting to cry just writing about it. Oh my god. It's just not fair. You're probly all gonna think that Hana is rs right now, but I love her so much. I love her so much! You'd never know how much I love her. Ever. But Mom said that since Megabyte has cost us so much mony, and since she gets so sick, and it costs so much for her vet bills that if Sierra got sick we'd never be able to pay for it, and I love Meg too. And I'd have to put a lot of work into training her but I just don't care! I'd do the voulnteering! I'd do the training! I love her! I absolutely adore her! She's helped me so much! I just can't stand it! I just can't! I want her to be my horse, to love and to care for, who can love me, too. I mean I've been with her since she was like, six months old! And, I mean, I'm not going to be able to see her any more, and I don't know how I'm gonna go see her tommorow without crying, and I don't want anyone there to see me cry! I mean, if I'm crying just writing about it, which I am, how am I going to see her!?? It's just not fair. You probly think I total spoiled rotten kid now, but I don't care if you do cause I love her to death! I really do!!!!!!!! I can't stress that enough. I just can't. That's all I can really say. I love her.

Wow. That was some major thunder right there. It's the hardest I've ever seen it rain, and the lightning is really close....

And I can't stop crying.

:: 2004 29 June :: 7.25 pm

Okay, it's out in the open. Hana hates me, and frankly, I'm glad. Really glad. She wants to kill everyone that's better than her at anything i.e. Kelly. *Grins at Kelly* You go girl! And she becomes annoyed with all of her friends at some point, and then plats to kill them. And, she does the same with everyone else. Yep. I hope she dies and burns, since she wanted to burn the hurt bird that Steff found. Yepperz.

And there's more, but there is to much to type right now.

Bye all.

~Caro

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:: 2004 28 June :: 11.09 pm
:: Mood: Suprisingly good
:: Music: The awesome techno on CSI

Ahoy!
Well, today was good and bad. Kelly and I get together, but I got yelled at for taking so long to get it all planned, we saw The Stepford Wives, which was all good, we broke my friends boots, which was all bad and then on the way back from dropping off Kelly my dad yelled at me and took me on a guilt tripBut here's how we're gonna fix the boots: instead of buying new one's we're gonna try and get them fixed. My dad knows a good repair place. I asked him about it. So, depending on how much that costs, it's all good. She never needs to know we killed them. ^__________^ I like my plan. And then I can try to buy them from her *Insane laughter* XD

On the 'morrow I'm gonna have to wake upa t like, six because I need to be at Medicine Horse by eight thirty. eh-he. *Little mushroom sigh thingy* Oh well. It should be fun. I'm still working with Emily which is cool. And I get to see mah little Sierra!! ^_^ *Huggles horse* Yesh yesh.
I'm going to try and set up a get together for me and Steffany for next week, as my mother has said that I need to have stuff planned at least the night before or I only have a half hour to figure it out [x_x] because it took about three hours total (Including me trying to get a hold of Kely for an hour) for us to set today up. Hoi. Well, that was today. Woo.

Love you guys.

~Caro

:: 2004 28 June :: 1.04 pm

Hana just called.

It was a wrong number.

:: 2004 26 June :: 7.28 pm

Well, Mandi and I broke up today. Untill school starts at any rate.

Not much else to say, really.

Now about the horses:

We put the three male foals in the arena and watched them play. Seattle is damned fast. I mean, he was like, wicked fast. You could see his muscles bunch under his skin and then he just took off. It was beautiful. And Nevada was a total trouble maker and Niwot, though he was the most smoth in his movements, was a total clutz. XD It was great to see them play and run. Horses are so pretty. ^_^ Sierra (The foal I work with [and LUUUURVE]) used me as a scratching post, as usual. It's better than being used as a kleenex, which happens, too. Ahh, well.

Anywho, I just got a call, so I have to go.

Love you all.

~Caro

:: 2004 26 June :: 12.44 pm

Quizes

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5 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 25 June :: 9.37 pm

I want to know how many of you actually read that entry about the horses.
(Titled "Woo. Only read this blah blah blah)
Please comment if you did.
I doubt many of you did XD

~Caro

:: 2004 25 June :: 8.58 pm

Okie Dokey
Here's what I've decided about Hana:
I've known this would happen for a while. To her, people are expendable. She gets bored with people and tosses them aside like old toys.
I'm not going to make the effort. It's fuggin not worth my time. If she wan't it to work, she'll have to make it work. If she doesn't want it to, it'll just happen again. And again and again and again. So it won't work no matter what! If she doesn't want my friendship, well fuck that. I no longer give a shit.

Thank you Nee and Kelly for helping me see the light.

And thank you once again to Kelly and Nee for being people I know would never do that to me.

Love you guys.

~Caro

6 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 24 June :: 10.51 pm

Okay.

So it's official. Hana either hates me or is really pissed off at me. Steffany was here and I called Hana for her and when Steff said she was hanging out with me, Hana said "Why the fuck are you hanging out with Caroline?"
I have good hearing.
Sometimes. x_x

Yep. I'm not happy about it. At all.

And Hana, if somehow you still have this link and have been reading my journal: I want an explanation. Is it because I couldn't hang out with you the other day? Or is it because I've gone all "main stream" and "punk goth" or something like that? Have I become annoying to you? Am I being a dumb fuck?! Is it because I can hang out with Hunter and you can't!? Is it because I told you I have a girlfriend and you don't?

I'm hoping she'll get over it, but she doesn't let go of stupid shit like this. Ever.

I almost want to put that list of stupid shyt that she would be angry at me for in my livejournal so I knew for sure that she'd see it. GOD DAMN. It makes me so angry!

But I'll let go of it! SHE wouldn't!

AHG.

~Caro

4 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 24 June :: 7.41 pm

Woo (only read this if you want to read about my dealings with the horses)
I doubt any of you are actually going to read all of this.

List of the horses we are working with: Moxie, Gabi, Singapore, Mandy, Cisco, and Kid.

Please bear in mind that the kids I'm working with are eight to ten year-olds.

The horses kept freaking out today. It wasn't that bad but one of the girls who is working with Gabi, (one of the three Passifinos [sp]) who is super sensitive, kept freaking out cause Gabi wasn't really doing what she was supposed to do and it made Gabi freak out even more. And Cisco was all like, "I don't feel like moving, so every time I get to this particular cone in the ring, I'm going to stop and make you work to get me going again!" Yep. Mandy (she's the other mare we're working with besides Gabi) was like, "I'm not going to do what you want me to do! Woot!" and was generally hard to deal with. Kid was being his usual stop and go self and Moxie was playing the Mounting Block Game. Yep. So he was like, "Nuu! I will not let you put that near me and I'm going to be all evasive and stuff and it freaked out the rest of the horses. So it was very chaotic. Several times Mandy refused to stop and actually dragged the person who was leading her. Yea. (Don't worry, they were on their feet the whole time) So that was much "fun". It really wasn't that bad. It was just a little frightening, for all involved.

Yea...

~Caro

:: 2004 24 June :: 7.40 pm

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES??
green
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? The Mysts of Avalon

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Nothing. It��s black. And we never really use it.

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Cranium

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
anything as long as its interesting.

6. FAVORITE SMELL?
Rain

7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? Uhm��Decaying flesh

8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING? It��s different all the time.

9. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? It would depend on who it is when I look at the caller ID.

10 WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Love

11. FAVORITE SOUND?
Music, laughter, the sound of my loved ones voices.

12. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Soooo chocolate.

13. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
I dun have a car.

14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
Yes. ^_^

15. STORMS COOL OR SCARY?
Way cool.

16. YOUR FIRST CAR:
See above

17. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE:
Nee.

19. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY: April third. Aires.

20. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
I don��t eat broccoli.

21. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? Musician or artist.

22. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT
BE? I like it the way it is: brown with purple streaks

23. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yeah

24. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Full

25. FAVORITE MOVIE? Monty Python and the Holy Grail, Spaceballs, Pirates of the Caribbean, Starwars, The last Unicorn, My Neighbor Totoro, Princess Mononoke��The list goes on and on

26. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
Sometimes.

27. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
A bean bag.

28. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
two

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Hockey

30. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
Spiders. And the death of my loved ones and friends.

31. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS
TO YOU:

Hmmm...She��s nice.

32. THE PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I��m not actually sending it to anyone.

33. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO
RESPOND?
Not sending it to anyone.

34. What CD are you listening to in your car stereo
right now?
VNV Nation

35. FAVORITE TV SHOWS? Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion, Friends, Monty Python��s Flying Circus.

36. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
Neither.

37. HAMBURGER OR HOTDOG? Hamburger

38. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? Mountain Dew.

39. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Um. The Grand Canyon was way cool, and I love the Colorado Rockies.

40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? The ��My Pictures�� one.

~Caro

6 See through my crystal fearsXD | Are you crying?

:: 2004 23 June :: 1.47 pm

Hooray for my new layout!

I want comments. I need to know if the layout goes with the icon (cause I want to keep the icon) or if it just sucks in general. You know, stuff like that.

Sp00t. Please give me feedback!

~Caro

:: 2004 22 June :: 10.16 pm

every single time mmy dad drinks there is yelling involved. e flipps out a the slightest thing.He alwys makes me pissed off or makes me feel like shit when I've been having a perfectly good day. Then he makes it into a perfucktly shitty day. Yep. It's not like Me and my sister and my mom haven't tried to get him to stop. We have.He just won't.

~Caro