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2004 4 April :: 9.45am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Legend Of Mana Opening Theme
Life.
Top of the Morning. Exams are right around the corner, I actually attended my cram school for the first and last time.. Dastardly place I must say. I've decided to plan something for my vacation. It's my dojo's program, they're looking for volenteers.. I signed up, we're going to Hokkaido. Atleast I'll be getting away.. My sensei says I should be doing my science work during then but I rather rot in the bowels of hell then do make up work. I fear for a few of my friends, I can tell they're heading down the wrong path and that they will regret it but I'm not sure what to do. Should I let them do it and allow them to learn from their mistakes despite what happens to them, or should I confront them? Bah, what am I saying, it's none of my business anyway.
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2004 4 April :: 2.25am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Legend Of Mana opening Theme
Breif Return
It's early.. I thought I'd post just for Buda since I did kind of shut her out. Not like I regret it or anything... I've been working a lot more often lately, I needed the money. I've been studying my ass off, I sent another letter to Buda even though I didn't want to. Got to study for those exams, I just called it quits for my last study session. It's boring, I hate it. The material is beyond tedious. What is there to know in order to be a wanderer? I probably don't even need college but I suppose I'll end up having to spend the rest of my life in a cube in some big office waisting my life away in front of a computer screen even though that is what I am doing now.. Haaaa. I met a girl, a girl who hates me, she basically insulted my whole being. I think I have developed a crush on her. No I wouldn't call it a crush.. I admire her but I wouldn't want to be with her. That would be a lie if I said that.. She is pretty but I prefer to spend my time alone, you only live once. I have to study anyway, no time for girls. I've been putting my all into training and learning my katas. My master says I've been more focused lately. All I can think about right now is completeing everything I have to get finished so I can relax but the more I finish the more I have to do which brings me to the question: "Will it ever end?" No..It won't. I want to get away, go live in the wilderness for awhile, the people, the buildings... I just want to throw up when I see them. -cough- Anyway.. That's that. Farewell.
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2004 22 February :: 2.15am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Legend of Mana opening Theme
A Classic.
-cough- It's early...I saw one of my favorite old chinese movies of all time yesterday (yesterday was about 3 hours ago..), it's called "5 Deadly Poisons."Great movie, it's about this master who taught 5 different people 5 different fighting styles. He also teaches a sixth guy, who knows a little of each technique, the master tells him to go find the other 5 students and team up with one of them...So he can kill the rest. They're all after the money really, they're trying to find an old man with a fortune.
#1. The centipede (really fast, kinda dumb; dies)
#2. The snake (flexable, the style looks awesome; dies)
#3. The scorpion (his aim is like that of a scorpions claw, he's the one who tricks everyone; dies)
#4. The lizard (Can stick to walls, he's the best; Dosn't die. )
#5. The Toad (He is invinsable except when you hit his ears, he was a good guy but unfortunitly he got punished for #1's crime...I liked Lee Ho..)
#6? A little of all (He teams up with #4 and kills the other 3 guys, he's funny.)
I taped it...-cough- I reccomend "5 deadly venoms" to anyone who likes old martial arts movies... Yea besides that, my Suikoden 2 and Tales of destiney are still totaled, and I'll probably never play them again in this life time.. If anyone has news for the site, make sure you send it ok?
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2004 16 February :: 5.54am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Legend of Mana opening theme
There's no Room in the Fruit Basket for a Rice ball.
Oh what a night...late december back in 63...what a very special time for me, what a lady what a night.
I'm late. Late on posting yes. I lost my way this morning. I watched D.N. Angel episodes, the ones I missed. Ah, that series isn't that great as everyone made it out to be back when it first came out. Me and Riyu are playing Champions of Norwrath...It's addicting really. I dug out my old game Alundra and started playing it, I never beat it and it's pretty strange. Better to give then receive huh? I tried searching for a new Suikoden 2 because Sumi sat on my old one, the guy at the store says they're impossible to find...And to think i bought her dinner on Valentines day. Curse giving. Take what ya can, give nothing back.
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2004 11 February :: 6.57am
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: Legend of Mana opening Theme
Stalkers...
Lately the number of stalkers has increased greatly. I don't know how much more I can take, Kendo is really starting to take it's toll on me. Why can't girls just understand the word no? And then they ask me why like I need a reason. I've got some new bruises on my chest, my arms, and my legs. The one on my back is fading and turned this weird shade of green, maybe I should take a break from kendo. I have to consintrate on my classes and work, man does work suck. It's the worst place to get stalked too...You're stuck and can't leave unless you want to get fired, then again I should be able to handle it. Ah, I'll live. Did anyone else see the 3rd Inuyasha movie? It was alright, can't say Inuyasha is that great though. Finally got the new shonen jump since I woke up late and they ran out of copys at the gas station on Sunday. That Rock Lee sure is smart...Later.
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2004 23 January :: 7.48am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Legend of Mana opening.
Frozen eye-lids?
I just got up and it seems Satan himself has changed his way of doing things. My eyes didn't want to open. I couldn't peer, peek, glance. I just couldn't see. Perhaps It was just one of those off days? Maybe, but un-likely. I'm a morning person. It could have been a glitch...or maybe worse. A defect. Why has this event come today of all days? I should have been here typing an hour ago. Is it really worth pondering? It's nothing. It happens to everyone it's only normal; that is what I've ben saying over and over to myself since I finally got myself out of that beds clutches. So warm and beckoning as I rose out of it. Curse it, and curse whoever made early morning the enemy. Early morning isn't the problem, it's the night that calls to you, the excitement of the wee hours. Everyone loves it, the partys the darkness. But what they don't know is the morning has it's secrets. And when those secrets find you...You'll eat the sky.
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2004 14 January :: 8.30am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Legend of Mana main theme
Came out victorious
After some time since Zelda: the Wind waker came out.. I've beaten it 7 times. The reason I play it so much is to get every secret and every hidden item in the game no matter how usless or hard it is to get. My biggest task was getting all those figurines, not because I'm a so called "hard-core fan" but it's just something I thought I needed to do to make myself feel complete besides the fact there's nothing else to play in my spare time. (Even though I should be doing my make up work. Curse thy science!) Well now my Wind Waker legacy is over for I have received all that needed to be found and collected all that seemed accessable. I suppose I'll move on to something else, what? I have yet to find out. Maybe I'll get back into the Arc series or better yet, Suikoden, now there's something that's always fun, nothing like raising an army. Naruto is on, it's a rerun...Naruto vs. Kino. Yea I guess that's all. Try figuring out this riddle:
The beginning of eternity
The end of time and space
The beginning of every end,
And the end of every place.
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2004 8 January :: 6.48pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Same
Nothing new.
Same kind of day as usual. Got up, had class...Getting a D in science. I don't know why I guess it's just not my subject. Went to work, same old cronies, same old cheap geeks for dragonball Z and pokemon cards, and old men for hentai. ( Just so you know I work at a comic book store in a dead strip mall, we don't get much business..) Came home, took a nap and then went to kendo. Hasn't really changed either, typical Warm up, introduction, katas, sparring, and reflections (in that order!). Came home, took a shower, went to bed...Got up and did some make up work for class, and here I am. I thought I'd end this thing up with a poem...yes a poem. Why? Don't know.
THE CLOUDS their backs together laid, The north begun to push, The forests galloped till they fell, The lightning skipped like mice; The thunder crumbled like a stuff—
How good to be safe in tombs, Where nature’s temper cannot reach, Nor vengeance ever comes!
-Emily Dickinson (1830-1886)
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2004 5 January :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Legend Of Mana theme song
Not that guy again..
Yea, i'm back once again. I know I came back and then went away for some time. A lot has happened with in that time I suppose but I'll focus on current events. My rank as a Rokudan has deffinitly proven to be challenging, the new years festivals have ended and today is my first day back to class and school. Current book I'm reading is Hagakure, it's a requirment for everyone in my class in kendo, righteous as it may be, I need to focus on school work because I'm getting a "D" in science. -clears throat- Anyway...I think that about sums it up for today. (y-.-)y Peace.
You are KAKASHI!
Mature. Balanced. Quirky. You're not what people would call a "black sheep" but at the same time, you aren't quite normal. With a subtle sense of humor and a slightly less than subtle way of teaching people a lesson, one thing is for sure: no one can wait to see your whole face
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2003 21 September :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: I forgot.
Imagine
It's been along time, I've finally made it back from my training... And well it was hell. I'm glad i'm back and well I doubt anyone will read this but John lennon was great man and a symbol of peace.
( -.-)y
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2003 22 August :: 12.09pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Same, but I don't think it's working.
Just a song.
I went to my first class of being a Rokudan, and it wasn't very different from Godan but, it was alright. Has anyone ever heard a song called "One" by Metallica? It's a good song and I didn't really understand it intill I looked it up. It's about this old war flik from like the 70's which was a book at first that came out in the 30's called: "Johnny Got his Gun" I believe, and well There's this kid like 18 who's sent off to war, and He gets hit by a bomb, loses both arms and legs and lives. He can't hear, see, or speak. So, he get's sent home and his father takes him on a tour around the country in a side show, or freak show or whatever. And he had no way or saying anything because he couldn't speak or write or anything so he did morscode (is that how you spell it?) He knew morscode from when he was a little kid when him and his friend next door did that stuff and anywho, He would bob his head in morscode and what he was saying was: S.O.S Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me over and over again, and well that's the story cause i guess he only wanted to die...poor guy anyways later.
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2003 20 August :: 2.20am
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: Metallica- Unforgiven
The test...
Today, or I mean yesterday was my test from going to a Godan to a Rokudan. I went down town and me and my class all said a few words and wished each other luck. After that it began... One by One we were called out to perform our Kata's.( kata- A system of basic body positioning and movement excercises.) The first 7 katas are done with a bokken which is a long wooden sword, and the last 3 are done with a Shidachi, a short wooden sword. I thought I did well on all of them since I've been working so hard. Then...I waited...and waited...and waited intill finally the listings were up. Everyone jumped up and ran at the list and I waited intill it was half clear to see if my number was up there. i must say i was intensly nervous. my number was 111 and suprisingly it was there! I remember exactly what it looked like too, it was 108, 110, 111. I was so releived i passed the first part but I still had the written test to do which Is my weak point. I got my test and I knew every answer with out a second guess, it was so easy, I'm glad I did all that studying. I handed my test in and sure enough I passed on to Rokudan. I was recognized at the ceremony that I passed to the next level (like all the others) and right there and then i felt pretty damn special. Turns out for my other class mates they all had passed too and my sensei has told us that we were all to be in the same class together again, yes, that's a good thing. Well, i suceeded...did you have any doubt?
( -.o)y
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2003 17 August :: 10.35am
:: Mood: Nervous
Upon my return..
Alright...sorry for being gone for a while, I forgot to tell everyone I would be gone a few days. My test is in two days...well in half an hour it will be one day. (-.- );; We (my kendo class and sensei) went down town to What's it called (i forgot) To see what everything was about and what to wear and so on. I spent the night in a hotel with my comrads for what was it 3 days? We trained our ass off in that huge temple, it was my first time there so I was indeed nervous. A thing about old people is that when they treat you as an equal, they're pretty cool. Within those 3 days (or whatever) Me and my fellow class mates got alot closer, and I don't mean in a gay way Yusuke...Once we advance we may be split in to knew classes and I really hope that doesn't happen. Anywho, they taught me something I'm sure i've heard but never thought about it intill now. "There are two kinds of quiet men...Those who are always thinking about something bad, and those with experience who don't say unnecessary things." well that's my breif knowledge lesson for today, later
(y*.*)y
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2003 14 August :: 10.26am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: same
A trip to the Meds.
Alright today I went to the Hospital To make sure i was all good and my simptems from the "sickness" weren't acting up again. First i just talked to this Doctor guy (old man funny voice ) And then I had to visit the vamps and get my blood taken. (that's always fun. ) Oh and I had to pee in a cup (whoop-di-doo. ) I came home and trained some, went over my studies and stuff then went to kendo. I practised with my fellow class mates (old people ) and then came home, studied, and here I am now, g'night. ( -.-)y
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2003 13 August :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: same
The eye of the tiger
Today at work I was training in the middle of the comic book store. I turned on the song "The eye of the Tiger" and practised my kata's and read all the material i need to know over and over again. I'm trying my best to pass this test and I hope I'm doing the right stuff.
( -.-)y
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