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2004 18 October :: 8.48pm
I NEED A BOY! GRRRRRR
*-i HATE HEr more and MORE!-*
*michelle
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2004 17 October :: 11.02pm
its about that time again...
time to break down
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2004 15 October :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: eminem
crazy ass day
im not gunna go into details cuz it would be a long ass entry and i dont want to type
so Aaron took me to school today, watched movies in lots of the classes, 5th hour had a sub, had soooo much fun ( why are the hot guys always GAY!!!! omg that shit was soooo crazy!) lunch was so much fun in the line.. i knew sooooo many people in that line lol and theshit we were talkin bout(u had to be there) so we had our first homegame today... we lost 55-0 ... we preformed and i did "ok" i messed up like 5 times it was so gay ! i was so pissed. britt is still on the football team, b4 the game i was dressed as a boy w/ the hat and everything it was so fuckin funny the shit i was doin today... but yeah im about to pass the fuck out im so tierd! im gettin my dress tomorrow! woohoooo! lol im a loser
<3 michelle
-crushin-
*I still HATE her
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2004 13 October :: 10.27pm
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2004 13 October :: 10.23pm
Game today.....lost 12-0 against suncoast....i wonder if well everrrrr win!!
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2004 11 October :: 10.23pm
:: Music: breakaway
weeekend -- sry im missing details
welll, im not in a good mood at the moment, but im going to try to include as much detail as possible in this entry. so hold on tight, cuz this is a long one.
friiday -- well, hmm.. where to start.. uh i walked into government [7th period] and there was practically nobody in the class. we had a substitute and practically nobody was there. nobody i really talked to anyways. except simon. so after about 5minutes into the class.. giuseppe shows up. he walks into class and comes and sits by me. We started talking, and ended up talking and shit the whole period. It was fun because we got to know more about each other and just effed around. might i add, i found out his girlfriend lives in brooklyn while he lives in Queens We got to talking about my spaniish class, and i told him i dint wanna be in it cuz i was italian -- he then told me he would get me into italian. so after class, he walked me to the language department, talked to some lady in italian, and next thing i knew, i was being escorted to italian class. I thanked him, and went to italian. Then after school my girl Lauren* met up with me. We ran into phm [hehe lau] and then ran into giuseppe, i told him how i had a test on my first day in italian and had homework. then i told him he's my new italian tutor lol. he was fine with it. then we all went to arbys. After arbys, lau and i got our nails done at johnnys, then went back to hr house and went online, ate, talked and played cards for a while. went home and passed outtt.
saturday -- woke up hella early, packed for long island. went to long island and just hung out all day. played pool, had muuudsliiides yummy and hit the volleyball a few times. Around 7 we went to aunt pattys for rob's sweet 16. It was fun. i was bartender -- i made 20bucks and i got a back massage [thanks jimmy]. The boys played texas holdom and i just watched/helped. Then they played smash.. oh and the r.o.b won 120 dollars in cards.. lucky lucky. Jimmy and i talked for a lil bit ..and well, if u wanna know the rest of the story just ask lol. then jimmy me rob and glen passed out at like 3am waiting to leave. it was a good night all in all.
sunday -- woke up around 11, had those good egg sandwiches that we always get. just hung out all day, did stuff for my party. we got tents, bathrooms, favors, invitations, and centerpieces all done. all we need to do now is set shit up for a dj and food. that night paul and i went out with jimmy jarryd robbie joey and glen. it was sooo funny. we were supposed to go the the malll, but it was closed. so we ended up going to sports plus which was fun, rob met up w/ 2 chicks, not the prettiest but w/e, hes a pimp lol. jimmy and joey played that dancing game at the arcade with those four arrows and u gotta move ur feet on em or some shit. then jimmy almost hit glens car lol funny. as we were leaving th4e parking lot, jarryd threw a hanger at glens car, adn then glen kept pushing jimmy's lancer little by little into the intersection .. it was soo funny but scary at the same time, we got soo close to a semi. then jarryd threw suntan lotion all over glens car, n then joey threw paintballs at jimmys car. it was fun but crazy. then we went to taco bell and that was another fiasco lol jarryds a nerrrd.
monday -- got honme around noon, and my girl lauren* picked me up and we went to roosevelt field mall. we had loads of fun, didnt buy much, but we sure had fun lol. ran into a few people and saw some hotties, and some not so hott people haha. and were def going for my bday again haha. ran into mrs kucic -- shes soo cool.
but on the real, there were sooooooooo many more details, but i reallly wanan go to bed, so ill catch ya on the flip side. lol and robbie, ur suuch an alcoholic jk jk [ "jimmy -- how u gonna do me like that nigga its my bday, lets drink come on son" lolol.
robbie merked 'em!!
lauren, i want him soo bad, and if not him, i want the other guy.. but hes just a little illegal haha. im going craaaZy
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2004 11 October :: 8.07pm
:: Mood: cryin'
:: Music: room raiders
SHITTY SHIT
welp my dads in the hospital...fuckin' a he doesnt have the flu we dont know whats wrong with him he has something n their testing him i hope he gets out reallllllly soon i love my daddy n i just want him home with me but hes not n i hate when he leaves damn tomorrows gunna be a shitty day but imma go
i want my daddy. :'(
Heather
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2004 11 October :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: aggravated
this song fits me PERFECT
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don’t belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I’m happy
But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don’t know what it’s like
What it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
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2004 10 October :: 9.00pm
edit..//
Katie that ride was fun with ant n puch lol haha n we got a cadilac hubcap that fell off oh fa sho its in katies room lol n damn did i forget to say
WESS N RANDY alsmot got arressted w/ coke on em thank god they didnt but imma go now seriously...peace
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2004 10 October :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: american dreams
Today/night
Today/night!
Woke up n me n Katie got ready n went to Katies stayed there for a lil bit n her sis came n got us n made us go to the mall with her for a tounge ring that shit didnt get but she got a cute ass aeropoastale hoodie n a pair of tilt sandals Katie found her outfit for homecomeing--im still looking!! grr umm went to spencers i got a keychain that says man brain shows a brain n its like beer tits beer tits tits beer tits beer tits beer lol soooo true then jessie brung me n Katie to the rec. WE ROCKED OUT TO spice girels ya'll know whats up lol at the rec. we just all chilled throughout the day it was me katie pas ryan victor pucci wes randy anthony brent ((the twins :) )) n a shit load of more people i dont wanna name then mark wes and randy came back n got me n katie n we went to get randys truck n then mark filled out an app. at Glory Days n got the job of a server right off the spot lol tight shit good luck sweetie....umm then we went n got Katie a Grande soft taco w/ NO lettuce n hot sauce...she had an orgasm over it lol went back mark decided to race a lighting because his car is tight as fuck (black turbo dodge thing) n we almost DIED umm met up w. Randy n Wess n then went to the Meadows park chilled for a lil bit then we took katie home n then me.
Marks picking me n jess up tomorrow at 6:45 n taking us to school of fa sho lol umm my dad is reallllly sick im kinna scared like he only has the flu (at least thats what we think) but its scary he looks so bad n i hope its only the flu but imma go get ready for bed i have to run a fuckin' mile for cheerleading ((fat girels dont run miles!!!)) god this is gunna suck but im out--
1 luv, Heather Lauren!! xO* n Katie today was deff. opposite day lol n dont forget that i had trouble writting a speech so i just got it off the internet..lol love ya girely peaceeee n michelle we need to have that talk love ya 2 sweetie n jess no im not mad at u lol love ya
PEACE!
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2004 10 October :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: if i aint got you
weekend
Friday
I was in such a bad mood all day i just wanted to go home, i was tierd of seeing britt and his girl together all the time all week... after school went to kaitlyns house and she cleaned her room,then we got mickey D's and went back to the school by 5....we played boca. it was there homecoming game... i finally was having fun cuz i was being a dumbass like i am... our uniforms are so gay ..the pants button all the way up on the sides and i thought there were pockets so i put my hands in where the pockets should be and i was touching my legs so i thoght it was funny and walked up to guys in band i didnt know and was like can you do something for me, putu your hand in my pocket .. so they would do it and it was just funny the faces they made when they felt my leg.. i did it to about 4 people.. and then i walk up to a group of the guys and introduce my self to them all and we were havin fun and im like ok You were my next victum put your hand in my pocket ... and one of the girls in gard come up to me and was like "michelle your such a hoe" ( and she was joking) but then after this dumb ass kid did it i went up to more boys an introduced my self to them the girl that called me a hoe was like come here come here so im like w/e and she draged me over to a bunch of people and one of them is eric ( the kid ive had a crush on since 6th grade) and shes like let him see whats in your pocket and i was like no and they kept tryin to get me to do it and im like no ..eric do you even wanna see whats in my pocket and hes like idc and the girl screams so fuckin loud at me " DO YOU EVEN HAVE SHORTS ON UNDER NEITH... SHELL LET YOU SEE CUZ SHES A FUCKIN HOE" and i flipped out i was yellin at her and i pushed her a few times cuz she was tryin to be all "im sorry i was kidding" and the caption took me away from her before i stuk her.. i was sooo fuckin pissed!! so for the rest of the game when we were in the stands and dancin and shit i was like ohhh wait i cant do that they might think im a hoe and shit grrr i was pissed.....we lost the game 55-0....
slept at kaitlyns house with cher...
--insiders--
*me with the whole "Idiots"
* Screamin at the things that go off everytime they make a touch down "SHUT UP...Fuckin idiot" lol( in my lil voice i was doin)
*mine and kaitlyns dance lol
*"put your hand in my pocket"
*me:WAZZZZ UPPPPPPPP ( makin the face and everything!)
*"haha i made a funny"
*dressing kaitlyns lil bro and lil bro's friends up ass girls ! omg that was the best!!!!
* me with wanting to meet the lil kids older brother! lol
Saturday
went to the movies...saw shark tales... lol it was soooo fuckin funny i love that movie!
then wes and randy picked me up at like 9 30 and we went to nikkies and chilled ,then went got beer, got heather kt poso ryan and victor...took heather and kt to heathers house and we went to nikkies... had alot of fun... then one of eds friends call me and omg he is so fuckin funny ,i just wanna meet him cuz he sounds like he would be cool to chill with..we talked for sooo long but while me wes and randy were leving daniel and robert pull up so i saw them for like 4 seconds lol ... awww randy looked sooooo cute passed out in his truck lol... when we got to wes place i was like randy wake up and hes like no i dnt wanna im like you gatta drive home hes like mannnnn... it was sooo fuckin cute lol. me and wes were gunna go in the hot tub but i didnt want to get went so we didnt.... wes asked me out last night .... he pissed me off so i was like w.e im goin to sleep good night and hes like will you go out with me and im like GOOD NIGHT! i felt so bad.....
today
slept till like 1 30 and then his mom took me home... layed out by the pool for about an hour till a damn bee fucked with me... today in my day .. im just relaxin and do shit for my self..
*-michelle-*
-- I fuckin HATE her
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2004 9 October :: 12.42am
:: Mood: tired
tonight
Tonight was tight...
Hung out with Nikki n Joe went to the bowling alley with a shit load of people...saw danny :-( n zach....wow that was weird...umm Joe was a witness to a shooting that shit was fucking crazy...Mike gave me a branddddd new bowling pin but its in his car :( lol umm thats basically it i would update more but im TIREDDD as FUCKK!!! so yeah
Peace out--Heather Lauren
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2004 7 October :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: walked out of heaven
i had a really good day today...
it was weird... i scared my self so bad in the morning that i was sick to my stomach.....
Today i actully felt like i had a family.... dont ask i know i have a family but i never felt apart of my family really till today for that brief few minutes.. it felt good...
my mouth has been numb all fuckin day from the dentist and it just wore off and it hurts so fuckin bad i cant talk
so i saw britt w/ his girlfriend like 374838 times today and i just look at them and it makes me feel like shit.. its like one of the worst feelings... its so gay ... i look at her and i think why cant that ever be me, i never get the guy i want... ive never liked a guy like i like britt and he had to go get a g/f... i mean i was better when he was atleast just a friend and shit but now hes always w/ his g/f and its like he cant talk to me cuz his girl will think shit... life sucks! lol
but umm yeah thats one of my "good" days.
--game tomorrow--- so gay lol
*-michelle-*
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2004 7 October :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: laguna beach
Game
Game tonight against Lake Worth....
We lost!! 48-0 Damn!
I hurt my knee and on monday the whole team has to run a mile!!
We dropped Alyssa n I broke her Fall!
Thats about it....
xO*Heather Lauren!!*
Wishing...for...you!! >:-X
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2004 7 October :: 6.43am
:: Music: welcome to my life
No you don’t know what it’s like
When nothing feels alright
You don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you’re down
To feel like you’ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one’s there to save you
No you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
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