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rockon14

:: 2004 28 January :: 10.22am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Next Train

Tattoos!!!!

I have made the ultimate choice.

I want a freakin' tattoo.

The only problem is, I have no idea what I want.

Any suggestions??????



I'm in such a mood today. I have no idea what's up. Perhaps it's from my lack of classes for the rest of the week...who knows. I feel like doing awsome dances and getting tipsy at Jillian's and then kissing random boys. That's what kind of mood I'm in. I get to go home this weekend and I'm super excited about it. Well, I kinda get to go home every weekend...but I'm still always super excited. Nothing works out in Carrollton...not even my hair.

Do you ever get the feeling that something amazing is about to happen to you?

2 Spoke | You can't make me talk!


rockon14

:: 2004 25 January :: 1.53am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: whatever is on the radio

Tipsy is a fun word

Last night we went to Waffle House...yes. What happened in there stays there. Tonight I went to Jillian's. I got such a buzz. I don't really have anything to say. You know what...I think I'm gonna let somebody else write this one...yeah. Here's Melissa. Yay!!

What's up guys?!? This is Melissa. I have taken over to give an account of our wonderful evening. Ok it is actually pretty simple. We went to Jillian's and hung out and it was great fun. We had yummy food and Bekie flirted with Brent. It was much fun. lol. He is the cool Homestar Runner voice. He is so adorable. LOL. anyways, so bekie, in her hot ass pants and rockin' shoes started to drink. Well she drank about 1/3 of Jess's drink. It was a Liberty witch is pretty basicily a pina colada with blue curacao, bacardi vanila, coconut rum, and grenedine. Anyways it is a very yummy drink. She got tipsy and it was funny and Brent called here an alcamaholic. *grin* Then we left and went to feed Pippin @ Nick's house which turned into quite an ordeal. Bekie got her ass smacked and it was hilarious. then we came back to my house and we here now so like I said.. it was pretty simple. I will pass you guys back to the bekster now! G'night all and ROCK ON!!

did not flirt with brent
am not an "alcamaholic"
my ass hurts ouch

You can't make me talk!


rockon14

:: 2004 21 January :: 2.43pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Maroon 5 "harder to breath

My great/horrible weekend

I went home this weekend! *does completly awsomly hot geek dance*

Friday

Emily took me home. We had an awsome drive and talked about many super cool things. She's a rockin' chick. I then headed off with Melissa and Nick. We went into Atalanta so they could go to their classes at good ol' GSU (kicks major bootay.) After that Melissa and I went to Taco Bell and ate lunch with a bum. He was an artist and he said I was "fine." I didn't talk with him much because Melissa seemed to be giving me the "don't talk to that bum, Bekie" look. After that we wander around Atlanta and had smoothies which were super good. I then met some people that I don't remember the names of, but they were interesting. For dinner we headed to Jillina's. I had a little emotional moment where I had to go into the bathroom and cry, but Melissa and I talked about it, so in the end it was all good. By the time the night was over Nick had his job back, which was also good. After Jillian's we went to Melissa's place and I watched Back To The Future. Ha! That movie is so good! I screamed at the screen a lot and nick laughed. I also did this awsome dance at the end, it was so cool.

Saturday

I woke up at like 8, which was like a freakin' wonder when it comes to me. At 1 I went to my sister's shop and got like 4 inches of my hair wacked off. It's in this chuncky cut and I dyed it brown/red. I didn't like it too well but I didn't cry, which was a good sign. That night I went back to Jillian's (of course) with Sam and Melissa. We were gonna sit with Nick, but Brent had an open table so we sat with him instead in the game room which was rather loud and filled with chaos. Sam, Melissa, and Brent all liked my hair while I chose to remain indecisive about the issue. I ate a Philly Cheese Steak which was too big to fit into my mouth. It was crazy. Sam let me put makeup on him...he looked hot. We then went to see Big Fish. I laughed...I cried...It was good. When we got out of the theater it was raining and cold, so of course Melissa and I, being the brilliant minds we are, decided to stand outside and wait for the car. I screamed a lot because I hate cold wind.

Sunday

My daddy went out of town so I didn't get to go to church. As a result of this, I slept in until like 2 in the afternoon. That night I went out with Melissa again and I got to meet Jess, Sam's girlfriend. She's from Florida and she's tons of fun. We headed for the Mall of Georgia...but then we realized it was Sunday and the mall was closed. We went to Jillian's instead. I decided that since it was the night before I had to return to Carrollton, I wanted something different. Melissa ordered for me...I'm not too sure what I ate, but it was much tastey. Brent was our server...again. I'm supposing they weren't too busy or something because all the servers came and sat down at least once at our table. It made me feel very loved and such. While sitting I happend to say outloud, "I've had a horrible weekend." Brent was like, "No you haven't" or something like that because I then went on to explain how my weeked was horrible. I started off with "Well first off I got a bad haircut" (by this point I had made up my mind that I hated it.) Brent of course came back with, "Well I like your hair...and my opinion is better than yours." I think I called him a bitch or something to that nature. After I ate my meal of whatever it was, Melissa was like "I bet you if I order you cake, you can't eat the whole thing." I was like "Oh yes I can!" Yeah...that was really stupid. So they brought cake....I don't think I've ever seen so much cake on one plate before in my entire life. I got a few bites into it and then though I was gonna spew. About half way into the cake, evidently I was lookin' pretty damn sad...like my grandma died sad. This is the only reason I can come up with that would posses Brent to have the longing to come over and shake me and say "Cheer up!" As soon as he started that Melissa screamed, "Don't shake her! She's gonna throw up!" I had to take a break from the cake....but I did finish that bad boy. I never want cake again...in my life. Before we left Josh gave me a whole $5 to leave for a tip...he's so super cool. We then went to Nick's place and sat around...then to Melissa's place and sat around some more...then I went home.

Monday

I got up super early so Jess, Melissa and I could go to the mall. I bought the hottest shoes ever. They're pink and glittery and the laces are white with pink stars on them. They're converses....oh they are so hot. Then I went button shopping. They say "Kiss me, I'm a rock star!" "this snowflake tastes like fishsticks" and "No, my powers can only be used for good." After that I had to head back to Carrollton...so sad.



So pretty much, I learned these things over the weekend:

No matter where we plan on going...we always end up at Jillian's

I own the hottest shoes in the world

My hair is super cute

I should never eat cake again in my life

Brent enjoys singing "Cheer up Charlie" when he thinks people are sad

Jess is a super cool person

I like to put makeup on boys




You can't make me talk!


rockon14

:: 2004 12 January :: 2.13pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Video Killed the Radio Star

Happiness overflows from within me

I have a ride home for this weekend! *Screams and does geek dance* I've missed everyone amazingly, even though I've only been gone for a week. Yes...I am a MAJOR dork face.

This week of classes has been pretty good though. I feel more socail...and I've made some super cool friends in Carrollton. It's just that most of my life long amazing friends are back in Lawrenceville. I also miss all the people I met over Christmas break. I'm such a geek.

Last night our neighbors played their radio really loud, so Alyssa and I played 80s music even louder. We sang along and danced around the room. We also redid our answering machine. Only bad things happen when we try and redo that evil thing. After about 50 tries we just left the message and went to bed.

I want letters. Everyone should write to me. Ask me for my address...I'll give it to you. Just don't send me icky things...like parts of dead bodies and such.

My computer is still broken. I'll get it fixed...one of these days.

Maybe.


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plainmornings

:: 2004 11 January :: 3.04pm

i know a lot of you have been inquiring and i really haven't had the time to get back to this so...

yes, i am fine (thank you much) & my poor car has $2400 worth damage to it... seems like the engines fine so thats good.

everything else has been okay, schools been fine.

Wished upon a star?:shooting :0)
Found a lucky penny?:heh the Jew in me I pick up pennies everywhere lol.
Had a dream come true?:dreams are always coming true
Been in love?:still am
Broke someone's heart?:i'm sorry.
Had sex with a stranger?:nope
Been turned on by some one of the same sex?:if by no you mean yes :0P
Skydived?:1 year we're going!!!
Bungee jumped?:i've been on the skycoaster
Snorkeled?:& scuba dived!
Lied to a good friend?::0(
Danced in the rain?:and gone mud sliding <3 Blue Ridge
Had sex on an airplane?:ha. that would be terriby inconvenient
Swam with dolphins?:in Ft.Myers
Donated something?:absolutely
Stolen something?:stupid stuff, not from stores or anything :0P
Made someone cry?:i hate it because i know this is how i feel when someone else makes me cry.
Achieved a goal?:i always find myself suceeding a little more
Made a snowman?:in Switzerland <3
Loved yourself?:yes

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rockon14

:: 2004 8 January :: 8.56pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Moon River

Survery I stole from Melissa

== The Basics ==

Full name: Rebekah Marie Hogsed
Nickname: Bekie
Do you like your full name? gag
Age: 19 in a little over a month
Location: Carrollton, GA...wishing I was in Gwinnett
Family: depends on my mood
Pets: Puffy the Cat!

== The current state of... =

Your house: very clean...as though nobody lives there
Your room: at home....empty. here...i'm a slob!
Your job: none
Your family: okay
Your reading habits: Yay for reading. It's super cool
Your eating habits: Food = much love
Your hair: brown with my icky blond roots
Your nails: short and painted. they need a new job though
Your makeup: never ah!
Your love life: sucks
Your school: West Georgia

== Do you have... ==

Piercings: yeah, one in each ear. i'm gonna get another one done if i don't chicken out
Unusual Hair color: nope. it's brown it's blond. sounds normal to me
Tattoo: nah
Favorite movie: Right now the LOTR movies. <3
Favorite Book: I can't choose
Favorite TV show: I don't really have one
Favorite Comic Book: none
Favorite Band(s): Ummm....I dunno

== The best of...the worst of ==

Best Movie, why? I can't choose this either. geeze
Worst Movie, why? The old version of Oklahoma. much unlove
Best TV show, why? I don't know
Worst TV show, why? Boring stuff...like that station with the nuns
Best Concert, why? You know...all my concerts are crap so far. somebody take me out
Worst Concert,why? Alan Jackson...icky
Best CD, why? Anything that's a musical i love
Worst CD, why? Britney Spears. please put me out of my misery
Best resturaunt, why? Wendy's, that's some good eatin'. And Jillian's because it's just all around fun
Worst resturaunt, why? I'm not too fond of Krystal
Best relationship, why? Haven't had one yet. sigh
Worst relationship, why? Yeah...still haven't had one...dork face
Best thing you ever did, why? I've done a lot of good things recently. Stop talking to certain people.
Worst thing you ever did, why? Eh, I really don't know
Best Quote, why? "It was so hard, he could crack a nut with it!" Trashy Romance Novel. it makes me laugh every time
Worst Quote, why? "Bekie's a dork face" Nikie...so not true

You can't make me talk!


plainmornings

:: 2004 6 January :: 4.34pm

note to self:

crashing the car is a really bad thing. yup. anyone want to give me rides everywhere? (granted i'm not grounded forever.)

grrrr. welcome back to school kids.

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rockon14

:: 2004 6 January :: 11.31am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: stuff...yeah...ha

First day of classes...again

Last night I pulled my first real "all nighter" for no good reason. Alyssa and I were just talking...and next thing you know it's 7 in the morning. I haven't felt too tired yet.

Classes have been okay. Nothing too difficult so far it seems. The neighbors have once again started to play their amazingly loud music. Maybe they need another dose of beat poetry.

I forgot to mention that Saturday night was the first time I had ever cried in a really public place.

Brent bought me cheesecake and then put some on my pants...my cute pants.

What is up with that?


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rockon14

:: 2004 4 January :: 12.27am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: stuff...i don't even know

the most amazing night...ever

Today I am leaving for Carrollton. I say this because it's 12:20 in the morning so really it is today. Melissa and I spent one more night haning out before I left. It was the most amazing night ever. We went to see Calender Girls....which was pretty freakin' funny, and then we went to Jillian's. Everyone there has made me feel so amazingly loved. I was hugged more times than I can even recall and kissed. Ohhh...I don't know how I'll stand to stay away for another month and nine days. I love Melissa and Nick and everyone at Jillian's for making this the most amazing Christmas break I've ever had.

Thanks soo much!

You can't make me talk!


rockon14

:: 2004 1 January :: 11.03pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Sarah Brown Eyes

I want to be alive

I have this amazing rush of joy going through my system right now.

For the majority of my life I have been sheltered. Right now I want to go out and live my life the way I want to do it and fill it to the brim with amazing things. There are millions of things out there that I have yet to experience. I told Tim what I felt about dating him...pretty much how it would never work out. And I did it on my own. OH OH HEY! THAT'S ANOTHER THING OFF MY LIST!

I have a list of things to do before I die...it's great.

Sarah brown eyes

Don't be shy now

Sarah brown eyes

Oughta take a chance

The stars are silver notes

Across that sky now

Sarah brown eyes

Come let's dance

I'm leaving for Carrollton soon. The one default in my wonderful plan

You can't make me talk!

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