:: 2005 10 March :: 6.44 pm

Wow school has been crazy with all the threats. Im kinda scared that something will happen but like i have no idea even if the ppl r gonna actually do what they say they r gonna do.

Um haha i didnt have to take the band test today....but tomorrow i have to :( im gonna get last chair....o well.......last chairs ROCK!!!...riigh corinne??...lol

YESSSSSS RITA'S OPENED TODAY....IM SO GOING TOMORROW!!!....wooho

Well im like kinda getting along better with my parents.....well my mom atleast. Like we both r trying to make an attempt to include eachother more....i hope that works.

Well it looks like im deffinatly NOT going on the band trip cuz like no openings for gurls have opened up :( .....o well...im gonna die that week. Ill be away from Evan for the longest time so far in our relationship. Thats gonna suck!!

Jeez...where is everyone?....like all my friends who r normally online arent for some reason.....i know... they probably have a life...unlike me....lol...j/p....i have a good busy life :)

Well i have nothin else to say so im gonna shut up....im out.~~

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:: 2005 9 March :: 5.54 pm

How to make a Hnybee288

Ingredients: 5 parts mercy 1 part self-sufficiency 3 parts beauty

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!

:: 2005 8 March :: 5.32 pm
:: Music: I Hate Everything About U--Three days Grace

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:: 2005 7 March :: 4.54 pm

im having a deep convo with Evan and i dont really want to talk right now...........im out

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:: 2005 6 March :: 8.34 pm

Wow....what a day! lets see...where do i begin....well ill start with the best part of the day....lol. At 1:00 Evan came over and we hung out. Then we at 4:00 we went to that resturant called "Ryan's". Then when we to Curcit City and he looked at cool tvs and like i got a new cd by Three Days Grace...they r cool. Then we left and i invited him to come this church thing of mine where we play games and have fun. It was cool but then it got kinda boing. Then it was time to go and the day was over. We drove him home and that was it. I was glad i got to spend the day with him...cuz thats my favorite thing to do :)....well its getting late and i gtg take a shower. Im out.

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:: 2005 5 March :: 6.41 pm

My grandparents r here haveing cake for my dad...fun fun!

Well today i really havent spoken to Evan....like we both had things to do this morning and now he is somewhere for his little sister...and the only way we have spoken today is throught text messaging and i can never get into full detail of what i want to say cuz typing on the phone takes a lot longer than typing on the computer. Like i feel like im in love with him but like i always think about what would happen if we break up---i would literaly die and never be the same. Just the thought of that makes me sick....but like either we r gonna be together forever or eventually break up and i hate the thought of not being with him. Like he always says that i get mad about stuff but im really not mad---im just like "omg what if we break up cuz of this?" and that makes me come across mad cuz i hate that thought. And like he tells me he loves me a lot and that im like the first gurlfriend he has really fallen in love with and like that is soooooo sweet but like at the same time i kinda hate hearing that cuz i dunno what would happen if i loose him and like i have like given my whole heart to him and i really would hate if its broken....like omg i cant even describe how i would feel with out crying. So at the same time that i love him and that im happy we r together....im also kinda sad. Cuz like no one knows and he doesnt either, how much he means to me...i cant even begin to explain it. My mom keeps telling me as Evan and i get closer and closer, that boys come and go....but i honestly dont know if this one is gonna go...but if i tell her that i will get a long lecture on how im only 14 and i have a long time be4 things get really serious with guys. And sometimes i think she is right, but then i see Evan and we hang out and i just cant see myself with out him. I cant help falling in love with him more and more everytime i see him. Like the feeling is indescribable...the only way i can describe it is by saying: it feels like ur heart has a mind of its own and like ur so emotionaly attached to the person that u just get mezmorized (spelling?) everytime u see and talk to them. Ane when they hug u, u feel like ur gonna melt in their arms and all ur troubles go away. Like Evan wants to know the reason y i dont say "i love u" to him face to face....and this is the real answer.....first of all, i have never said that to ne one outside of my family be4 and i am kinda scared to say it bcuz i dont want to like give my heart to him even more and then get it broken...wait, more like shattered. Im sry Evan...ill say it when im ready.

well i've said a lot and im out of things to say......im out

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:: 2005 5 March :: 3.13 pm

Well today i am proud to say that i wasnt bored......i went to paramount elementary school and helped with their winterfest and i was there for 3 hours so not i only have 27 more SSL hours left.

Today is my dad's birthday....there is no way in hell i am saying happy birthday to that homo....haha he wishes.....i know that sounds mean but he doesnt deserve it.

Well, thats about all thats has happened today so far....im out

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:: 2005 4 March :: 5.12 pm

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:: 2005 3 March :: 5.29 pm

Well school was once again boring and not much good stuff happened...........but omg jon breehl was right behind corinne today.....omg...omg she is soooo lucky...haha.lol

Well in band mr.k mentioned that there r only 17 more days till the band goes to flordia....but im not going and Evan is...aww i wont see him for like a while...bummer....that really sux...and im gonna miss him...:(

Tomorrow is a half day at school.....:) i cant wait to go to the movies with Evan, Victoria, and possibly krissy, todd, and hampton...but thats only if Evan talks to them about it.

Well i have nothing else to talk about....im out.

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:: 2005 2 March :: 4.27 pm

Ahhhhhhh omg i am about to shoot my little sister in er fatass!!!!!!!

omg just the other day i heard the song call "All that I've got by The Used and i told my mom about it and i was like ?"ooooo im gonna buy that cd" and my sister was right there. Well i came home from school today and she comes running up to me saying "look annette i got The Used cd!" and i was like "what?" and then i looked at my mom and i said "omg i just told u i was gonna get that and u go and let her but it?" and my mom was like "well she gave me the money for it so i got it for her" and i was like "well thats not right cuz i just told u i wanted it and then u let her get it" and then she like blew up and was like "well too bad annette" when i specificaly told her i wanted it. My mom obviously has no respect for me and neither does my sister cuz she was right next to me when i said it. And if werent for me she would have never even heard of that band! And everytime i tell my mom how she thinks she knows rock better that me and that she likes bands that i like all my mom say is "well atleast she doesnt like rap ne more and thats thanks to u annette".....boo hoo...cry me a river, like giving me compliments is gonna make me feel better...yea right. So at the moment im pretty mad now and if im not in school for a while just know that i did kill my sister and im probably either on the run or in jail!

Anyways...moving on...umm school was good, i took a test and did a BCR and thats about it.

ill update later...im out

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