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2005 7 June :: 9.00 pm
Well, gave my notice tonight. They said I was always welcome there. But I can't believe I cried! Blah. It was a hard decision. Hmph.
So I will be working at Two Sisters Cafe at Champion Fitness Center. That is about it for now.
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2005 3 June :: 12.02 am
Ugh. Not feeling so well.
I do have a new job. It is so hard to decide whether or not to take it though. They pay a lot less than Carino's. I'm making $8 there, but at the cafe I would be making $6 (more in the fall though). I just went in to hand in my application and she was excited and we talked for an hour an now I have a job there. It'd be good because it'd be a more relaxed atmosphere, which is what I need right now. It's just so hard right now. I love working with the people I work with now. I don't want to leave yet! Ugh.
I really am having a hard time with this.
Tummy hurts going to bed now.
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2005 1 June :: 9.06 pm
I'm not so scared anymore. Still scared about my parents. Still thinking about it. Not so sure yet. I am so stupid. We'll be fine. We will be fine.
P.S.- I may have a new job @ Champion. The cafe there. Going to drop off my application tomorrow. Who knows. I'm sad about Johnny's though. There are so many people there that I have grown to know and I am so comfortable there w/everything. I know a lot there.
I think that's the problem, I know everything I can about what I do there, so there isn't challenge anymore. But I love working there sometimes and that doesn't help me make my decision.
Gah. That's about it right now.
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2005 30 May :: 9.03 pm
It just feels like a vacation. I'm watching Hell's Kitchen right now. I am getting kind of scared...of everything. I want to make sure this is what career I want to do. I've been cooking for a while now it feels too late to back out. I just want to get to the top the fastest way I can. It's really hard. About something entirely different,
I am scared it is too late. I'm calm but scared. I keep messing up. These dreams are strange. I keep dreaming the same thing.
But Charlie keeps me strong. Ahhh have to go.
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2005 24 May :: 12.06 pm
It feels great to be out of school. I feel lazy though. I slept in till 11 this morning. This is going to be one busy week. We'll see what's new probably Friday.
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2005 8 May :: 6.44 pm
Oh man. I am kind of worried. I mean, I wouldn't be so worried if it wasn't for my family's views and everything. I just don't want them to hate me and I would hate feeling out of place w/them.
Mowed the lawn today. It is SOOOO nice out. And my parents said they'd let me go up to Grand Marais w/Charlie over Memorial weekend. Dad said it was because he trusted us both. So it will be fun. We shall swim in Lk. Superior. Heck yeah. Okay I am done.
5 DAYS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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2005 24 April :: 4.18 pm
THIS is going to be really strange. Oh man. Freaking out.
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2005 11 April :: 2.16 pm
:: Music: The Black Maria
Hmm...haven't been on here in a while. I am really not looking forward to going back to the 'ol routine. Crap.
It's been pretty nice. Things are happenin'.
Goin over to the best guy in the world's house in a little bit.
:-) heck yeah.
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2005 4 April :: 7.09 pm
Gramma and I went shoppin' today! It was fun. We went to David's Bridal.
I got a dress! FINALLY! A prom dress, mind you. But a wedding dress isn't far off. I called my mom to tell her they're holding it, and when I first told her where we were, she was quiet/confused then she freaked. haha. I had to remind her we're looking at prom dresses.
Got some shoes they're going to dye for me and a bag and my grandma got me these really beautiful earrings and a necklace. Holycrapawesome. Yes indeed. I can't wait to go w/Charlie! :-)
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2005 27 March :: 8.52 pm
:: Music: The Clash- (White Man) In Hammersmith Palais
28 school days left till we're out.
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2005 27 March :: 6.09 pm
AHHHHH
No one CARES ANYMORE!!!
I hate them all.
I need to talk to someone who feels like I do.
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2005 27 March :: 4.36 pm
Ugh. It's disgusting me. Oh well. Not like anything will be done about it. No one cares anymore.
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2005 25 March :: 11.40 am
I guess you could say for you ignorance is bliss. Whether you're happy or not though, it doesn't change the fact that you're an idiot.
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2005 23 March :: 1.23 pm
haha I got Charlie an Easter basket. hehehe :-)
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2005 23 March :: 1.20 pm
:: Music: Thrice- Don't Tell and We Won't Ask
We don't need no evidence.
We won't ask you how you sleep at night...
I actually managed to get on the computer during the week. Things are busy. But I'm getting kind of used to it. Eh. I just want to sleep.
We have either 29 or 30 school days left, I forgot where I started the count. But things seem to be ending. School that is. It just went by so fast. But I've worked hard. It feels good to almost be done. Speaking of school. I have Calc to finish. :-( Sad Sad Sad.
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