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:: 2004 14 December :: 8.53 pm

Lost inspiration
Panic on the rise

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:: 2004 14 December :: 8.45 pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: AFI- Perfect Fit

I can't be a part, be a part, I can't be a part.
I can't be a part, be a part in your modern world. Gotta be apart, be apart, gotta be apart...I don't grasp your values!

Total fest. Gosh. Nose running, shoulder hurting, procrastination...

I'll wait...
I'll give you nothing but a mirthless laugh

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:: 2004 14 December :: 4.38 pm

I AM SO MAD. So mad it requires that I type in ALL CAPS.
You'd think someone would know a thing or two, or at least read UP on their insurance. Not let their daughter drive all the way there expecting to get fixed only to get turned away because she doesn't have a co-pay.

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:: 2004 13 December :: 8.50 am

no more donuts. oh my gosh. yuck!

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:: 2004 12 December :: 6.26 pm
:: Music: Alexisonfire

So where
has
all the day gone?
And why
are my
lungs aching when i breath?
Is there something wrong with the heat?
Why am I so cold?
And my heart
feels sick
and it hurts when I speak
and this is not what i call fun...

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:: 2004 9 December :: 12.27 pm

AHHHHH so sick of school.

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:: 2004 8 December :: 2.43 pm

Oh my oh my. Charlie is waking up i think. Wait, no, just rolling over. Wake up wake up wake up!

In other news, I am tired of school. But really, who isn't?

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:: 2004 8 December :: 12.26 pm

Why do people suck so much??? GRRRR.

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:: 2004 6 December :: 6.16 pm

Disintigrating sense of reality- why can I really relate to some of the feelings Philip K. Dick has? Sometimes I wonder if life is all a dream. If everyone is there acting for your play of a life.

"...a severe vertigo that gave him the strange sense that he was dislocated from real life. He confessed to attacks where he doubted his own existence and felt that the world around him was a thin façade over some unnameable reality."

I can relate to that.

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:: 2004 6 December :: 5.51 pm
:: Music: AFI-Third Season

I swear I had an entry earlier explaining a bit about my total disgust about the information I found out today. It's quite shocking.

"his ocean wrists run deep.
but the floods before him,
will not be cause
to drown."

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:: 2004 6 December :: 12.31 pm

OH MY GOSHHHH. You never can trust people.

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:: 2004 3 December :: 9.49 am
:: Music: Elliott- Songs In The Air

I went to school today, but did not go to skills. Yesterday I went to skills, but did not go to school. Flip-flop. I couldn't sleep at ALL last night. I kept getting up. It was SO annoying!!! And my hands still smell like fricken onions. It won't go away, no matter what I do. Dad said to put baking soda and vinegar on them, but then my hands would just smell like vinegar! YUCK! 5 minutes till class.

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:: 2004 2 December :: 5.57 pm

Goodnight, the day is done.
Death awaits.
Rest your head in wavy sun.
Come, take my hand and sing along-
The key of blue, this endless song.
His face worn through but worn with pride.
He saved us all with his hot suicide...

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:: 2004 1 December :: 1.22 pm

Dentist appointments really suck.

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:: 2004 1 December :: 12.28 pm

get to the choppa!!!

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