You felt alive, like a motion picture. It's just a matter of where you are when you're awake. When you fall asleep, this music will end. Forget everything, your dreams willremember right now.
So. . .hm. . .where to begin. Yesterday was enjoyable. Grandma got me a new knife set. :-D yippee.
Stayed home last night, I don't even remember what I did...Got my new plugs yesterday. No, not "electronic" plugs Becca. hahaha. You think I'm a dorko. And you think my plugs are disgusting... :-) But I love ya. My ears have been hurting from them though, so I don't know if I should continue the stretching.
I got something in the mail today...from poetry.com, see, the only problem is I don't know if it's a scam or not. They said they've chosen my poem to go into their book and be published. From what i've seen, the book looks pretty nice, hardcover. But yeah, they chose it and I was just happy with that. I kind of want the book, but it's so fucking expensive so my mom is still thinking about it. I just don't know if it's a scam or not...
Anyway, moving on...
I mowed the lawn today. That was my day. Mowing the lawn and packing for the trip. Leaving tomorrow for a week. I'm so excited! And it only takes 6 hours to get there. I'll be at Grand Marias tomorrow by 3pm. I think... There's this really cool thing going on at Lake Superior where they have all those float planes fly in for the 3rd annual "Big Splash" and they drop water balloons and stuff for accuracy tests. Fun fun fun. I'm excited. Robby and Jessi and Becca came over today and we hung out for a while. It was fun. I have to get to bed soon.
I've been thinking a lot and a lot and a lot for quite a while. A couple of months on and off maybe. and I've come to a sort of conclusion thing. . .And I think I really miss ya.

This is one of my favorite songs by them...
it's funny how things work out...the ones we need don't know we're there...if I were sand and you were oceans...the moon would be why you're pulled to me...I wake up and think dreams are real
I sleep so I don't have to feel...the truth that you can't ever be...the one person that won't ever forget me...

I hope that dreams come when I die...so we can talk, I won't wake up...I'll ask you how your life worked out...I'll never know that I'm just dreaming...

I wake up and think dreams are real...I sleep so I don't have to feel...the truth that you can't ever be...the one person that won't ever forget me...let me sleep some more
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Yeah, my cds came yesterday, and this is one of the best ones I think. I have one of the worst headaches in the world brought on by a lot of thinking...which just proves even more, thinking is no good. haha.
Recent events have just made me contemplate a lot more about things. It just...makes me sad. Because that song is so true. You probably did forget me. So I should just not think anymore. I'm going to start crying and I do know why...but I don't know why I'm doing this so late. I just talked to my friend a ton and it made me realize a lot of things. And stuff. I guess.

Even the Mona Lisa is falling apart.

Grrrr. I have to go to bed soon because I have to get up early tomorrow. Little cousin's birthday and I'm supposed to go. Gotta get up at 9. That's early for me.
Well so long.

It was you who could get me high, with whatever you say...
Yeah, I had so much fun last night. I have a new interest, too. But this is how it always begins. Oh well, this is life. I guess it's supposed to be this way. Tomorrow I have work really early in the morning, like 7am till 2. Grrr. but eh, it's money and I need that. haha. And then a surprise party. Blah. Anway, that 'tis all.

Where is my mind?
no, really, where is it?
If someone can help me out here...
I checked and it's not up my ass.
Ah crap I'm so fucking bored.
Tomorrow is going to be another day wasted sitting home.
So my friends said he's a prick anyways, I guess so.
I feel kind of misplaced. Eh. Whatever. Fucking shit I am so alone.

Yeah...Yesterday my parents didn't even come home at all. So I went over to Becca's. We saw The Italian Job, which was pretty good. I just got back from her house. I had a lot of fun. Hopefully Friday works out, that would be cool. I have hopes now. I'm kind of tired. Just sitting in that chair, I think I was letting my brain wander, I forgot where I was. Yep, so, I am really tired.

What do I get...
Well...Yeah.
Ghost World is now on my list. I really really like that movie. Something about it. I don't know.
Anyway. Becca came over yesterday and we went to Andy's graduation later on. Kind of awkward. But yeah, so everyone ended up going in the pond whether they liked it or not.
I've found something quite intriguing now.
And Becca and I stayed up till 4 am this morning. Then we got up at 1. Took a very very long walk in the middle of nowhere. Like one of those spur of the moment "Why don't we follow this field till we get to the woods" sort of walks, and so on. We didn't even get shot at or anything...Haha. It was a lot of fun though.
My parents sure do know how to embarrass me. And I'm not easily embarrassed. But you know... They know. Crap.
Well, that is about it. I'm so going to see The Italian Job tomorrow (probably...?) Edward Norton is my favorite.
Okay, that is all. G'night. :-)

I've got a plan, drink for 40 days and 40 nights, a sip for every second-hand tick.
Last night was definitely fun. I wasn't sad it was the last day of school. Because I know I will see everyone during the summertime. And that's the only reason I would have been sad. But I'm not. I wasn't sad, but I wasn't happy either. Oh well.
Last night Jess and Andy and I went to see Finding Nemo. I loved it! It was so cute. And funny. And we brought in those toys that make noise. Funny. Dory and Nemo. Ah...anyway.
I touched a grave last night. And...Jessi's stomach snores. Hahaha. :-P Becca just called me. Tomorrow will be fun hopefully. It doesn't feel like vacation yet, but I like however this feels right now.

Under the red hot moon You take the bus downtown to the graveyard shift tonight.
It's all cryptic.
Today was pretty good. Exams=almost over.
School=almost over. I love it how I can get out of class even more now. Tonight I hope to go to the show with Jess and Ryan.
Yeah. My ass hurts I sit on it far too much. But hey I walked my dogs last night. It shouldn't count because they're so short 3 steps is too far for them, but it does count so ha. Well...
I must be going now.