That was fun. I haven't hung out with Crystal in forever.

I've been thinking about something all day. I'm really confused. But...I don't know. I'm happy. Happily confused I guess. err. whatever.

Yeah. My parents finally got home today. Yep. They were in good moods too.
Hm. I'm so extremely bored. I'm not tired at all either.

Oh yeah!!!
I forgot!
My mom was really awesome about this too.
Yesterday on Ebay there was this thing for 50 band posters. It was sooo awesome. Because I'm going to cover my wall in posters and black when i redo it, hopefully soon. But yeah, she said i could bid. And i won! yippee! i'm excited.

Yep
Wow.
Yesterday I pretty much stayed home unshowered taking care of puppies.
But then I took a shower. haha. Last night was fun. quite fun...i really surprise myself...i don't know...i'm confused.
But yeah. It was nice.
My parents were all cool-like for once, "Wow. You're home much earlier than we expected."
That made me happy that they're cool. Ahhh. I shouldn't be up this early i don't know if i'm making sense to myself.
Oh yeah, so i went to bed at 11 last night...11! I didn't feel that well. Then I woke up at 3 (but it was really 4) and i was "delirous" as my mother so kindly put it. hahaha. I don't know what the heck was wrong with me. It was so weird. I dreamt some really crazy stuff. One dream was about talking to some people online about something really important and when i woke up i really thought i had talked to them and everything. And then, I was awake and i was thinking i was in a movie. Weird. And some other crazy stuff but yeah. I won't get into that.
Then I woke up at 8:30 and I wasn't even tired. Not one bit. And now I'm up and I can't get back to sleep. My parents went to work and they went to pick up some stuff my aunt sent me. Some neat thing. I can't wait. Right now I'm working on this really cool sketch thing. It's really neat, i'm proud. hehe :-)
I had a lot to say today. holy crap.

Remember when...
I had a crazy dream last night.
This is so odd.
I woke up and it was like it was still going on, but not. Weird. Anyway.
It's all icey out. Nice spring break, real nice.
I love this song so much. Davey is hot. I don't know if i'm weird for thinking that but I do...black lipstick, whatever, he's still hot.
Haha. anyway. Tonight shall be swell.
Not at my house anymore though, which is fine. We'll still have fun. My parents are in great moods. It's really nice. I took the dogs out today they were slipping all over the place. It was quite funny. I put some colors in my hair today.
Well. I've got nothing to say.
:-P

I'll lay me down tonight/ much further down/ swim in the calm tonight/ this art does drown.
And these flamin' hot cheetos hurt my tongue.
But they're so good.
I need to go to sleep, i'm so weird...
blah.


Breaking into hotel swimming pools, and wreaking havoc on our world
hanging out at truck stops just to pass our time
the blacktop singing me to sleep
lighting fireworks in parking lots
luminate the blackest nights...
sharing cokes under this moonlit summer sky
2015 riverside, it's time to say goodbye.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up
these are the best days of our lives

this song is stuck in my head again...

I'm so stuffed up it sucks. Blah.


I've given up on my idealism.
Now I'm just out to have fun.
I don't care about school as much. Blah. Screw it. It's the same thing over and over, you just have to get the right system and you're fine. I've had the "worry worry worry" system going for me and it sucked. For now I just feel like I don't care. And I was reading through here the other day, and I realized that jessica and i skip 6th hour an awful lot. Wow. But it's always fun. hahaha. Good 'ol span 3.
That's what i love about not worrying so much. Just plain having fun in life. Because that's what it should be about.
GAH. I'm through!. I had practice today, which mainly consisted of walking the whole course. I'm tired and hungry and I think I'm going to bed. Match tomorrow. Blah. But it's home so it's okay.