You're standing there alone, and so am i...but i want you here, by my side...
ahhh.

hm....
okay. it was neat today, power outage. no school after 3rd hour. but i didn't do anything except come home. it's better than staying there i guess, i'd still be there right now. haha. suckers.
anyway. i'm going to jessi's tonight :-)
Tomorrow...hm...i hope it works out.
i hope everything works out.

Through these eyes i've seen the shape of things to come...
Hm...today was quite interesting...
School was as usual, but then afterwards, jess and i mentored. Then Robbo picked us up and Phil was with him and we all went over to Robbo's house and hung out. We ended up jamming for a while and it got kind of late. Then Dusty came over and we all played video games. It was a very fun time. I learned how to play the drums..kind of. anyway, it was cool. i want a set. Then we got hungry so we all went to Hungry Howie's where Robbo made us a couple pizzas. hahaha. he spit in phil's. don't tell him. haha. j/k.
he almost did though. hahaha. oh yeah, we also went to flaunt it to check out their t-shirts. they're going to be awesome.
And then we went back to his house and ate the pizza. Phil tipped the box, so mine/jessi's pizza, the extra cheese one, ended up having spillage. So half the pizza was chock full of cheese. My tummy hurts a lot. We all decided that we're not going to school tomorrow due to constipation. hahaha. but that's beside the point. anyway...that was my day, i got home late and didn't do any homework, i can't remember if i had any. oh well. i'm going to fail that assessment, i wanted to study tonight but fun gets in the way of things. oh well. fun is better. haha.
goodnight :-)

Back to the market....
I love poetry. I'm glad we're finally doing it in english. I like analyzing it.
Golf was alright, not a whole lot happened. Jess and Jenna weren't there. Tomorrow i'm going snowboarding, but i suck so i'll probably come back with bruises. I think Phil is going with us. haha. fun. Another person to laugh at me...
Hm. Well. night :-)

I'll face this day and i won't care now...this sunrise promises nothin' new...
hehe. i have that song stuck in my head. My neck hurts.
Goodbye. Oh yeah. Jess stinks a lot.

AH. love this song...
Write these words back down inside: We have burned their villages and all the people in them died
and we adopt their custsoms and everything they say we steal. All the dreams they had we kill. Still we all sleep sound tonight. Is this what you wanted to hear? We erased all their images and dance and replaced them with borders and flags. At the top of this timeline you'll remember, this is the lipstick on the collar and in my own life. I've seen it in the mirror sometimes at the cost of others' hopes. So, write these words back down inside, that's where you need it the most and without conviction of heart you will never feel it at all. Yeah- we all dance to the same beat when we we're marching- yeah- the TV tells us everything we need to know, and this scene is painted in all the fashions of the moment and history is all the same. Everything you say: you stole. Every dream you dream: you bought. But I'm still here and we are all guilty.




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i like it because it's true. very true. I drew a lot tonight. I drew one picture of a lock, and another with some scene about a pile of books burning and a Phoenix. (Most likely from Farenheit 451)
And then i drew a hand in some fire. I don't know what's going through my mind. But yeah...anyway. A lot of fire. hm...
I feel really bad about Ryan. :-( That's not cool, and i know how he feels too.
Hmph.
Not much happened today...
Uh, my dog puked on the way to the vet. That was nice.
Oh and i had golf today. Fun.
Ah. so. that's about all. I have to go.

I cleaned my golf clubs tonight. Wow. I waited too long. Fossilized dirt. Eh...1 whole year. actually, i used them last summer so not exactly a year.
As Charlie and i make sexy golfing jokes. hahaha! :-P
wow.
anyway. i did a dumb thing by setting them straight up against my dresser...
Then 5 minutes later...while on the computer, unexpectedly having them totally fall over and tear the cord out of my vcr and fall on me.
That is why i'm so jumpy. It was SO loud. It woke up my mom and she ran in to see if everything was okay. Gosh. Not having too good of luck today.
I fell down the stairs at my cousin's house today. Slippery carpet and it cause me to not fall down just a couple, but the whole staircase!
We looked at cars today for me. Yay. Hopefully not too long and i'll get one...first i have to have money. lol.
Well i worked today. For once. I just noticed how much i use ellipses...
But yeah, anyway. Tonight i finished typing my report and now it's done! yay!
That's about it.

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That concert was pretty awesome. I have a couple cds of theirs now. Venkman was pretty cool, they were nice, i talked to them a while.
after a while i ended up going home. eh. i'm really tired. blah.


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AHHHHHHH ROBBY STOP SIGNING OFF AND ON AND OFF AND ON!!!!!


tired conversations. hahaha.
ahhh. going to bed now.

Through these eyes i've seen love and i've seen hate...






Hm. I'm tired. Blah.