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2003 30 January :: 9.55 pm
hm....
happy birthday to you...
:-D
Hm. Today was a pretty good day. Surpirsed myself. Well, if i just delete everything that happened since after school. So yeah, I failed my algebra 2 exam. I knew i did. But seeing an "F" on the paper. blah. Made me feel...eh. I guess you have to take the bad with the good. Not that there's anything good with that class to begin with, but anyway. Then...dad said some dumb stuff that made me cry. I'm not strong. I should be...I think i'm going to try harder not to cry everytime something upsets me a lot. Crying is dumb. It builds up pressure. I've noticed though, a year ago i think i would've been embarrassed if i had started crying at school, but now, i really just don't care. So what. Eh....
Anyway. Then i found out someone ate all my good food. AHHHHH. I didn't eat lunch today, and i have to come home to NO FOOD. AHHHHHHHHH.
Can you believe it? Gosh.
eahoighfbanbroigh.
Okay. So, i had some chips and cheese and it was good so i'm better now. haha.
I'm not going to be home again till sunday...
yep. goin' to go away.
I'm hungry again. Does this ever stop?
"...what is the significance of this- of eating? I don't know..."
hehe. oh yah. :D
hint...
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Haha, so i was eating breakfast today and mom had the news on...I was listening about the riots going on outside and all of a sudden, after showing the lines of everyone, it flashes to this picture of a guy as they're saying "...and all ten men were taken to jail"
And I swear this guy looks just like mike doing a rebel yell.
AND IT IS! hahahahaahaha
i thought that was really funny.
I thought they took him away too. lol.
Okay so anyway.
I'm having a better night now. Yes. indeed.
Alright, so goodnight. =D
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2003 29 January :: 11.05 pm
:: Music: The Starting Line- Decisions, Decisions...
I love this song...
I've been singing it all day.
I'm so happy.
And Charlie's birthday is tomorrow :-D
Hm...i'm tired. and extremely hungry.
Gosh. I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
Blah. I'm so sick of it.
G'night.
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2003 29 January :: 6.21 pm
Simpsons!
Hm. I had to take care of the pups today. I just couldn't do it. Look away once and their both peeing on the floor. gah. i had to clean it all up, too. ahh!!
And 6th hour was the worst. Gosh. it seems like every other day of the week she finds one special person to just totally yell at. Today seemed to be my lucky day i suppose. I don't know...I had a lot on my mind.
When she called on me to answer, i told her, "...uh...sorry,...i, uh, was thinking about...something... else." and she wasn't even mad at me. she just said "that's okay, i'll come back to ya."
i'm surprised. but yeah. i had other thngs to think about. and miss.
Well that's about it for today...
Later.
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2003 28 January :: 11.20 pm
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
:`:~:`:~:`:~:`:~:`:~:
We've been through so much. It makes me know that we can get through anything.
Not "think", "KNOW".
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2003 28 January :: 9.23 pm
yep yep yep...
today was...a...long...day...i suppose.
I stayed after with jess and becca.
Then jess and i stopped and got donuts on the way home. hm. yum. hahaha.
Hmmm....I didn't do that much today, got up, did everything the boring way i always do. But it always seems to be fun. Lunch was very odd...very odd. What can i say, i love the table.
That's about it. My nose hurts from blowing it so much. Having colds sucks.
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2003 27 January :: 11.41 pm
Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
By sharing these things
I rip my heart out
It's worth my time
Whatever that means...
Hard to see up
My neck is stiff until i wake up
The orange I choked
And back to my neck
It's worth my time
Whatever that means...so
Share with me
Cause I need it right now
Let me see your insides
Or write me off
Cause I'd rather starve now
If you won't open up
Give it to me
Give me all...whatever you want
It's never been me
To want this much from you
I can see
It tears me up
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2003 27 January :: 11.09 pm
Up and go...just up and go.
And to think i made it all night not crying. till now.
i always mess up.
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2003 27 January :: 10.23 pm
But my smile only shows one side of me...
And sometimes i scream like my life is at stake, cos you're only as loud as the noises you make...
I'm not happy. :-( I'm sad. and stressed out massively.
So many goals and things going wrong and plans. Some things that mean so much to me, i just have to learn to push aside. Like swirl. I doubt i can even go even though it will mean so much.
It's not the dance.
Crystal and i have a plan.
but...
ah.
"What this means to me, is more than it may seem, i guess things do come true, this song itself is living proof...What can i say, that can explain, all this time, i'm loving life. There's not a day that i can say that all this time, i'm singing out a dream that's coming true..."
Ah. good 'ol starting line.
Oh yeah. Robby made me laugh today and i spit all over this girl. I felt really bad about 5 minutes after laughing...
To that girl, I'm sorry.
lol.
:-P
My day was fine, my night was....ehhhh.
Right now it's getting better though.
I'm so tired.
I had to take the pups to the vet today. Had to get their shots.
Megan weighs 3.9 pounds and Oscar weighs about 5 pounds. lol. tiny!!
"can i, sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset yeah...can i, just be here one more day till my sunset fades away..."
haha. he's a BURNOUT ASSHAT! YEAH! hahahaha.
yep.
Anyway. That's about it. tomorrow i have to stay after with jess and becca. then i'm coming home and sleeping all afternoon.
I'm tired. Night everybody.
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2003 26 January :: 10.05 pm
depends is the super absorbent refastenable underweardepends is a product for old people with bladder control problems
depends is a really lame topic
depends is then likely to fail and toxicity results
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2003 26 January :: 9.46 pm
what does it take to get you high,
what will it take to get me-high,
what does it take to get us high,
whatever it takes to get you high...
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2003 26 January :: 9.37 pm
:: Music: Jimmie's Chicken Shack- High
> My head hurts <
Really bad.
I didn't do much today. But those sort of days are nice. gosh. I want to see Charlie so bad. Hmph.
School again tomorrow. again. tomorrow. morning. ah. nooo.
I was thinking, Logan is going to be in our school next year, isn't he? Wow, that's going to be cool! haha. :-)
I feel more alone than ever before. Just these past days. I don't hardly see anyone. New people in my classes. I'm kind of seperated and on my own and i'm not used to it. Sometimes i like, and sometimes it seems a little depressing.
Ah. well.
Now OKGO is playing. hehe. like this song. "...everything's a stress, and what's more, it's all somebody's fault! Hey. GET OVER IT!!!..."
anyway...
I like nestea. hm. I'm bored.
My aunt sent me this really nice e-mail.
Made me feel good. My puppy megan and i watched Van's Triple Crown Snowboarding today. And that's pretty much all i did. It was funny, i've never seen a dog actually watch t.v.
Ah, they are a lot of work. 24/7.
Well. That's about it. later.
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2003 25 January :: 3.50 pm
:: Music: TBS
So sick so sick of being tired and oh so tired of being sick...
That's how i feel right now. And i have to go watch this hyper kid tonight too...woooo...i think i'll bring aladdin. lol.
I found out something GREAT today. THE ANNIVERSARY IS PLAYING! HERE!
(or...close to here...)
Here is some cool stuff...soon!
_______@ The Shelter-Detroit________
-The Anniversary- Sun. 2/2/03
-Onelinedrawing- Sat. 2/22/03
-Rocking Horse Winner- Sat 2/22/03
-Plain White T's- Fri. 2/28/03
-Rise Against- Mon. 3/10/03
-Hot Rod Circuit- Sat. 3/15/03
-Tsunami Bomb- Sat. 3/15/03
-The Eyeliners- Fri. 3/21/03
-cKy- Sat. 3/22/03
_______@ St. Andrews Hall-Detriot_________
-The Juliana Theory- Wed. 2/5/03
-Vendetta Red- Wed. 2/5/03
-Finch- Tue. 2/11/03
-The Movielife- Tue. 2/11/03
-The USED!!!!- Tue. 2/11/03
-TRUSTcompany- Sat. 3/1/03
-Ben Kweller- Sat. 3/8/03
_______@ State Theatre-Detriot_______
-Hot Water Music- Sat. 3/15/03
-Sparta- Sat. 3/15/03
These are great bands. there are too many to go to. Wow.
Grr. Too many.
I hope i can make it to at least one! lol.
Wow. my puppies fight a lot. Gosh.
Anyway. that is what i've spent my time doing, looking for concerts and breaking up fights.
wow. i'm so bored!
There they go again...
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2003 25 January :: 2.33 pm
:: Music: Lost Prophets-For Sure
I got a pamplet today for Evansville, Indiana. It looked very cool. The Univ. is huge. It doesn't have any culinary classes and that sucks, but i still showed my mom. Come to find out, she's played basketball there. haha. I thought that was cool. :-)
She said it was huge.
I'm really bored.
I have a cold. it sucks. I slept pretty much all day so far.
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2003 24 January :: 10.40 pm
:: Music: The Distillers.
I've lost track of all days this week.
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2003 24 January :: 10.15 pm
:: Music: The Used :-)
Marry me, stay the same, lie to me and try to say you never will
I've got a feeling in my gut now fills me
with so much hope
said fuck it i'm fine
dine and dashed
the pianist peddled into morning...
Today was a long day. I fell on my bed and passed out.
But, it's friday. I can't go to sleep yet. that'd be a waste...noooo, i have to wait till early hours of the morning, because otherwise it'd be a waste of a zzzzzzzzzzzzz....
useless friday night. i should be out doing something but..zzzzzzzz... i can't. i haven't even been home all day, i got home late.
oh...gosh.
I got some cool stuff today.
Yep...that's about it...
My feet are cold.
yeah.
They get that way sometimes. lol.
Wow. I have nothing to say but i keep typing anyway.
I'm going to try AP History next year if i can...
This past, oh, couple weeks has been stressful as of my schedule. dammit. i'm sick of it. i hate change. some of it at least.
zzzzz...i'm tired. i don't know what i'm going to do for now, but sleep sure sounds good. the bed looks nice...
hm...
yep.
night everyone. haha. i knew i'd break.
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