::
2003 19 January :: 1.47 pm
I've come to the conclusion, after long-time spent thinking...
I don't like change.
But you know, who does? You just have to learn to go on.
2 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 19 January :: 1.31 pm
:: Music: Desaparecidos-GIVE ME THE PEN
Okay....so....
Friday had to be one of the weirdest/ok/bad-days i've had in a very long time.
It was one of those days where we were all in really weird moods...weirder than usual.
But yeah, that whole deal was when we were in the library, jess, dusty, and i, and we were being really weird and the librarian came in to yell at us for being so loud.
But yeah...then-
after school i went to jessi's and i was unusually tired so i fell asleep on the couch. Later i woke up with killer, killer cramps, really bad. i took some meds but they didn't go away. I really wanted to go to the coffee house still and jess was going to come over still, so i went. But I was miserable. They played good though. We sat and played games and i was feeling really crappy and sick so i called home and ended up just going home.
We think i got food-poisoning, but yeah, anyway.
Then Saturday I slept the day away and at 4 i went to Jessi's house. Then Robbo took us back to my house because i stupidly forgot Fight Club. So then we proceeded to try to find bowman's and we got stuck. plus we went past his road a couple times. haha. all in all i think we scared him. Then becca showed up and we had to push her mom's van out of the drive-way. After we got done watching movies we were going to go home and robby's truck wouldn't move...so all us 3 girls got out and pushed! haha. I was the only one who didn't fall...but i was close. It was funny, robby said first he'd see 3 heads, then one would dissapear and get back up, then another would dissapear. haha.
We got back to jessi's and stayed up till 3 am talking about a lot of stuff.
Then today we woke up and ate french toast and went back downstairs to talk some more. then i went home and i'm here now, i'm not supposed to be on here long because the puppy lady might call so we may be able to pick them up tonight even. i hope so.
hm....
I still feel a little blah but better than yesterday and friday.
I miss Charlie.
hmph.
Say something! |
::
2003 17 January :: 1.49 pm
"I want my baby back, baby back baby back...ribs."
2 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 17 January :: 1.30 pm
My hair is shaggin' in my eyes, draggin' my feet to hit the streets at night...
Jess and i are here. not in espanol. we're here. dusty is here too. so are a lot of other people. which makes sense.
Enough nonsense.
I failed my Alg. 2 exam miserably. :-(
I'm really dissapointed because i studied so much and practiced every single question and i get a 58%. dumb.
10 wrong. But i still passed the class good. I'm just mad about that.
On the bright side, Jessi and i are hanging out at her house, then going to the coffee shop, then going to my house. and she's bringing her baby too and we're going to take pictures and we're going to jump around and go throw rocks at street signs and and and and and..wow. hahaha.
Then tomorrow we're goin to bowman's house. yay. my futon was nice to sleep on.
that's about it for now. I'm so glad exams are over.
PUPPIES ARE COMING SOONER THAN THE LAST TIME I TOLD YOU!
yayyyyy.
later.
3 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 16 January :: 10.49 pm
Safe in here from all the stupid questions,
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, Stay near, Stay close they can't hear...-
-SO WE CAN GET SOME-
Ahhh. I'm in a singy mood. And i feel silly.
Weird. But it's better than being mad or upset, right?
Of course it is. :-)
Never go to bed angry.
7 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 16 January :: 10.31 pm
:: Music: Screeching Weasel
There's a real cool club on the other side of town where the real cool kids go to sit around and talk bad, about the other kids.
YEAH IT'S A REAL COOL CLUB, AND YOU'RE NOT PART OF IT
!!!
My morning went not so well for some unmentioned reasons. Let's just say if it weren't for becca saving my life i would have been in some deep crap.
So yes, anyway.
Got my futon together tonight, I can't wait to sleep on it! :-)
My exams are going pretty well i think.
I got a 95 on my band one, and my grade in animal science is 101 right now.
:-) yay.
If you are in Andrus' class, you've already gotten this speech, but...
Yes, so, when our dear governor was running, one of her propositions was to not cut school funding...first thing she does is just that.
So you know what our school is doing to make up for the 4% we've lost? They're cutting the coffee machines out...lol.
But I also talked to my dad, and when he was at the meeting he said the school board was also cutting down on the lights and cutting out all the little refridgerators...
well then.
haha. I just find that funny.
My throat hurts...
Tomorrow I have:
-Alg.2 (finish exam)
-Geography
-English(multiple choice exam)
....
gosh. too many i swear.
Oh, we watched this awesome movie in Span...
"The Official Story".
I think i'm going to get it. I love it. It was so interesting and good. yep.
Well, that's about it.
Have a good night everybody.
Yay. tomorrow is friday.
2 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 15 January :: 11.16 pm
..and you, i don't think i could ever forigive you...
Say something! |
::
2003 15 January :: 11.12 pm
...you never tell me...
Say something! |
::
2003 15 January :: 10.55 pm
:: Mood: happy!
Yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*jumps*
(ouch, i forgot.)
haha. yay! :-P
I just felt like being in complete and utter happiness.
you make me really happy.
:-)
I think...think i'm going to bed...soon, pretty soon...
i need some food.
.night...thgin.
Say something! |
::
2003 15 January :: 10.08 pm
so many exams tomorrow...
Today was pretty good.
I went to Jessi's to "study". Well, we didn't study, just lounged around watching t.v. and listening to music, specifically Bruce Said Checkers. Very cool guys, very cool.
I got home later tonight. My whole body aches. I fell snowboarding the other day and jess did too and now we both can't move. I'm serious, my whole RIGHT side...lol. can't move!
It's funny, i have nothing to do right now, so i'm taking this a.m. radio and painting it black with a permanent marker so it goes with my room.
I'm such a loser.
Gosh.
I got my schedule changed today. crap i don't want to quit band at all, but she showed me what my schedule would have been and everything would've been screwed up. every class. And i definetlly cannot take Alg. 2 1st hour. I don't even function right then.
Eck. My room smells like permanent marker...Friday night jess and i are going to the coffee house that should be fun. Then she's spending the night and Saturday night we're going to bowmans and then i'm spending the night. It's going to be a good weekend away from parents and exams and such.
Hm...Getting ready for the puppies. Only 4 or 5 days left.
I'm cold.
I love the book we read in english.
You know what? I cannot wait to get away from my stupid-ass classes filled with dumb people. gosh.
All they do is complain and bring their snotty-ass attitudes in to greet everyone. Complain complain complain. Gosh.
Blah blah blah. I'm so sick of it it's not even funny. If i have to deal with not getting my test info again on an important class due to stupid people talking all the fricking time i swear i'm going to go crazy, considering i haven't already...
I got a 99% on my span. 3 exam i'm happy with that. But i'm worried about my essays.
blah. don't care right now, frankly.
I'm tired.
Goin' to bed real soon.
Night everybody :-)
Say something! |
::
2003 14 January :: 10.22 pm
Today has to be...one of the worst/weirdest days for me in a long time. Especially when it consists of emotional outbreaks coming out of nowhere.
Wow. I don't know what the heck happened when i started crying but i couldn't stop. And the smallest things seemed to just snowball in a matter of minutes.
It was weird. I've never done that before. gosh.
and i couldn't stop
I cryed till my eyes were red.
lol. gosh.
But then, after the minutes it started in lunch, after lunch i was fine.
Gosh.
On a lighter note, the daschund lady said that Ice Cream ears may be the one for us too. Kitt Carson may also be the male she wants for us. Yippee :-)
Next monday :-)
that's about it for now.
1 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 13 January :: 1.53 pm
Jess just screwed up her computer!!! hahaha. We have 7 minutes left. Then we're going to robbo's house to eat and sleep. lol.
i have hardly any homework tonight. we're finally going snowboarding! yippee.
Charlie, i hope everything goes well. :-/ (((hug)))
Have a good day everybody
Say something! |
::
2003 12 January :: 9.55 pm
Puppies are coming in a week and a day. yippee. :)
2 -finally spoke up |
Say something! |
::
2003 12 January :: 9.47 pm
Yesterday becca and i explored in the woods. It was really pretty out. We walked so incredibly far. It was hard to believe that i've lived here all my life and yet, it takes me this long to explore the area.
It's hard to explain the way it looked.
Anyway. Today i got up and took a shower and my fam sat around. Then i had to go work. I was there a long time. Got frustrated. gosh. Not fun at all.
Then went home.
I got a FUTON today. And this really neat circle chair for down stairs and it has the biggest cushion you could possibly imagine.
Gosh. I'm really worried......
Hmph.
Say something! |
::
2003 12 January :: 12.41 am
:: Mood: tired.
:: Music: Long December...Counting Crows
not december...haha. WOW.
Yesterday and today was fun.
My hair is still in dreads, i like it that way. :-P
Becca came over and spent the night and today we just hung out all day.
Not much happened other than that.
I'm tired. I'm going to bed. Night.
Say something! |
|