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2006 13 August :: 8.35pm
The sun brings its haze
The clutter of days
You can't find your dawn
So stuck in your ways
But all you can say is
"The moment has passed now
but where has it gone?"
You wake up, only to find
There was no peace of mind in your sleep
You wake up, the dreams that were there are
The memories you can't seem to keep
Another day, you walk this spinning wheel
Forgetting how to feel
And how long since it took your breath away
Don't spend another minute trying to
Find out where the moments have gone
You wake up, only to find
There was no peace of mind in your sleep
You wake up, the dreams that were there are
The memories you can't seem to keep
So lost in this place
The lines on your face
Were built by your mind
All of this time
When does love decide
Now to shake you up, wake you up?
You wake up, only to find
There was no peace of mind in your sleep
You wake up, the dreams that were there are
The memories you can't seem to keep
That would be for me
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2006 12 August :: 11.02pm
:: Music: Where The Falls Begin by Mae
words of yours
i'll always love you -to- only sometimes
i'll never leave -to- until now
i promise -to- that doesnt count
i'll never lie -to- i just didnt tell you
always and forever -to- not anymore
things you said you would never do
now become true
i should have seen it coming,
i should have seen it coming.
unspoken words are left unsaid
lies, well i guess that's what you fed
to me.
i never saw it coming,
i never saw it coming.
you said you were changing
stupid of me to think that was true.
stupid of me to think that would be something you would do
i dont want to waste another day,
wodering where the memories we shared
went to stay.
i never wanted it that way.
love is forever
and that will never change
well if that was true
then there wouldnt be a love game.
i should have seen it coming
but i never saw it coming.
That would be for me
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2006 15 July :: 10.45pm
i wish i hadnt let you fool me
then things would have turned out so differently.
you should always keep promises
because you never know
who will be remembering.
That would be for me
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2006 15 July :: 10.33pm
because words once said
have disappeared
as if they were never there.
because you could never hear
me begging for you inside.
wishing wanting
factors of you always held close.
i wish more than anything
for you to mean the words you said
instead of snatching them
right out of my hand.
i wish it never began.
That would be for me
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2006 15 July :: 10.28pm
Believe Me
Yeah, see that
I guess that this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to
Then you don’t have to
Believe me
But I won’t be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now
Believe me
That would be for me
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2006 8 July :: 10.37pm
its funnie how i didnt even have to look
to know exactly what it was.
That would be for me
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2006 8 July :: 10.27pm
wow yeah
that really makes me mad
people
gosh
sometimes people need to mind themselves
today was a bad day.
That would be for me
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2006 3 July :: 9.32pm
:: Music: The Alamo Is No Place For Dancing By The Scene Aesthetic
set myself up for failure
i should have seen this one coming
but no one sees whats creeping up from behind
its a flaw set from the beginning.
That would be for me
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2006 3 July :: 9.07pm
im give up
i really do.
That would be for me
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2006 28 June :: 11.32am
You're driving me crazy
I just want to get away from the place
Away from all the things you said
Away from all the things I wish you did.
I shook myself awake
To break away from this nightmare
You're face haunted me again in this dream
I don't know how much longer I can take it.
You were right you were right
How does it feel to be right?
Every night, every dream
You remind me
Reminding me of all the mistakes I've made
Every wrong turn
How does it feel to be right?
Don't tell me I did this to myself
I didn't know what I was getting into
Oh please, why didn't someone just warn me
The signs were so unclear.
You were right you were right
How does it feel to be right?
Every night, every dream
You remind me
Reminding me of all the mistakes I've made
Every wrong turn
How does it feel to be right?
I thought by now things would change
Closer to the way they were
So funny how things get so twisted
So fucked up how we become so screwed.
How does it feel to be right?
Please dont try to figure this one out
I drifted out too far to be saved
This ocean is taking me in.
Silent cries, sleepless nights
Too afraid to sleep, in fear I might see you there.
If only you knew how much you're taking over
I just want to get you out of my head
Please just get out of my head
I can't take it anymore.
You're driving me crazy
I shook myself awake
You were right you were right
Don't tell me I did this to myself
I thought by now things would change
How does it feel to be right?
Please dont try to figure this one out
I can't take it anymore.
That would be for me
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2006 3 June :: 12.40am
you said: "there are plenty of others who are better."
"who? ryan?"
you: "no"
"who?"
you: "i dont know"
"him?"
"yeah, he would be the best."
That would be for me
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2006 25 May :: 11.54pm
:: Music: Unfaithful by Rihanna
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
That would be for me
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2006 23 May :: 12.04pm
you're haunting me
while i sleep.
its tearing me up
inside.
and i think
its driving me crazy.
That would be for me
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2006 21 May :: 12.18pm
i cant believe i was crying to him about
you.
That would be for me
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2006 16 May :: 7.34pm
:: Music: Summertime by Mae
did you think i wouldnt find out
or was it that you thought i was too stupid to do so.
That would be for me
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