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izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 13 January :: 11.59pm

i just realized....
i am him
and you are me.

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 13 January :: 11.58pm

friday the thirteenth!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh scaryyyyy
jaykay.
today.
went to see rumor has it with ryan, and then went to the mall to go pick up my paycheck at pacsun and then got something to eat.
then jonet picked us up, took ryan to his aunt's house, then she came over and we chilled.
thennnnnnnn lindsey and brooke came over and we had a beautiful time. and we went to walmart.
ahahahhaaha and it was pooring rain
and then lindsey.. hmm yeah.
oh and the seat belt was hanging out the car on 9A and it scared us goin klonk klonk klonk on the highway ahahahahaha
yeah
we had fun.
i could not stop laughing
i love those girls.
♥

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 11 January :: 5.26pm
:: Music: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K

"I'm sorry for the person I became.
I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been."

hmm today was early release.
yesssssssssssssss.
its really sad because we have 4 days weeks all this month and i still feel like there is just too much school.
it all passes soooooo slow right now.
today was an ok day.
i guess it was because it was early release and that usually makes up for everything else.
tomorrow is the new oc episode and i'm quite upset i wont be able to watch it because i have to close tomorrow and ill be at work till like 9:30 or so.
i told my brother to record it but i have a feeling he's not going to.
well i have homework.
♥

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 9 January :: 9.37pm
:: Music: Cigarette by Yellowcard

lyrics

Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go
You built me up and you broke me down somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now

How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now

And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)
And I will wait for you (oh), if you will wait for me (yeah)

Intoxicated the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down this time

And I would wait for you (oh), if you would wait for me (yeah)

How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now

How can you say

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 9 January :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: All My Life by K-Ci and JoJo

our song.

head ache.
it hurts.

ive been trying to read the scarlet letter but its so hard. 1 more chapter to go. and then i have spanish hw.
aahhhh will it ever stop?
report cards today... blah
all A's and a B+ in dance aestetics.
i was so mad.
i worked my butt off on the project.
grrr.
no phone call tonight...
♥

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 9 January :: 9.30pm
:: Music: Something of Value by Yellowcard

lyrics

All that I need to hear from you
something of value but something untrue
All that I wished that I'd find within you...

See how what she wanted and she needed
Tore it all down in the end
Some how like a sickness she infects me
She's simple but deadly my friend

All that I needed to hear from you
Something of value but something untrue
All that I wished that I'd find within you
Stings when I see all the ways that you...

Took me for granted and told me it's through
Picked from my pockets and smiled
Empty is nothing and nothing is you
Think I'll just sit for a while

See how what I wanted and I needed
It wasn't enough in the end
somehow with a quickness I forgot her
I realized she wasn't my friend

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 6 January :: 8.03pm
:: Music: Cigarette by Yellowcard

you built me up
and you broke me down
somehow.

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 5 January :: 8.08pm

im so mad right now.
but i knoe i have no right to be.
today
grrr.
but then it was nice.
i love watching him.

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 4 January :: 9.50pm
:: Music: Lack Of Color by Deathcab For Cutie

school today.
it wasnt bad but it wasnt great.
i just remember now why i hate it so much.

we had auditions for lindsay's peice today. very stresssssssssful
but they liked it and hope fully it will be put into the concert because lindsay worked so hard on it. she deserves it.
after rehearsal me and ryann went to the mall to go shoppppingggggg.
funfun
i spent $90 and i only have 157 left in the bank and i wanna keep it above 100.
ryann says i'm a swiper with my atm card.
i knoe im setting myself up for disaster
i love to spend spend spend.

not much talk with ryan.
he wont call me back...
♥

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 10.48pm
:: Music: Wreck of the Day by Anna Nalick

its so easy to be fake and nice and sweet.
it almost makes me giggle.

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 10.33pm
:: Music: So Sick by Ne- Yo

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 10.18pm
:: Music: Hide And Seek by Imogen Heap

work today.
it was fun.
i love my job.
i saw emily and katelyn and ahahaha her dad. it was so funnie.
i love her dad. he is hil-a-ri-ous let me tell you.

school tomorrow.
im not looking forward to it.
i hate school.
its shitshitshitshit.
audition for student choreography tomorrow after school.

so my mom always want to get under my skin about everything.
i cant stand her menopausal self anymore.
i just cant take it.

i just want to...
///////////////////////////////

i think im going to start working out to let go my anger and stress.
that way i could loose a couple pounds of flab in the processss
which would be sweet.

all this behind my back shit is annoying the hell out of me.
seriously.

♥

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 10.28am

"cause i know that no matter how hard i try i'll never be as important to you as he is. i'll never be good enough."
-- tb

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 12.57am

you're a fucking liar

That would be for me

izntlifesojuicy

:: 2006 3 January :: 12.14am

hello there
the angel of my nightmare.

That would be for me