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2006 15 May :: 10.55pm
:: Music: All Hail The Heartbreaker by THe Spill Canvas
what if i ripped you heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how i feel.
That would be for me
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2006 14 May :: 8.51pm
tidal waves,
they rip right through me
tears from eyes,
worn cold and sad
pick me up now,
i need you so bad.
That would be for me
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2006 14 May :: 8.36pm
:: Music: A Decade Under The Influence by Taking Back Sunday
to hell with you and all your friends
i got a bad feeling about this.
That would be for me
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2006 14 May :: 8.19pm
so my dream last night
cleared up a lot of stuff.
like i wish it really happened, but at least
in the dream we had a good talk.
and we cleared up a bunch of stuff that i never told you.
maybe thats what it was for.
i love you.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 14 May :: 12.37pm
that was so my thing.
That would be for me
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2006 12 May :: 10.16pm
i did not expect to standing there
at three o'clock
crying in julianna's arms.
That would be for me
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2006 11 May :: 11.08pm
i pressed off,
and cried till the nights end.
That would be for me
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2006 11 May :: 8.26pm
so i had an usually good moment in my day right before the end of 4th period.
until 3:13.
it was more or less like the usual slap in the face.
i tried not to look back, but i was disappointed with my ability to fight my desires.
its funnie what a great part timing plays..
♥
That would be for me
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2006 10 May :: 10.04pm
because i have to block out thoughts of you
so i dont loose my head.
because life has a funnie way of biting you in the ass.
because we lost it.
because i lost you.
because of 2005.
because of your corny jokes.
because i never thought i'd end up feeling like this.
because of every day at 4.
because you'll be happy.
because i watched you grow up.
because you're my regret.
because you moved away.
because it happened so fast.
because it never happened at all.
because of your hair.
because we were young.
because we still are.
because of them.
because of notes, letters, and cards.
because of birthdays, christmas and valentines day.
because of your eyes.
because of our songs.
because of late night phone calls.
because of our dinner dates.
because of hide and seek.
because this is all so clear.
because i wish i didnt feel like there was something i missed.
because of cuts, scrapes and bruises.
because of slaps in the face.
because of your rescues.
because i didnt think i would find you here.
because i didnt think all promises would be broken.
because this means nothing now.
just
because.
That would be for me
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2006 6 May :: 1.27pm
:: Music: What A Sight by Matchbook Romance
what a sight
never thought i'd find you here
last i knew you'd disappeared
we all get lost.
i thought i
had lost you amongst the mess
and the cluttered things in my head
but here you are.
when you wake
i'll be a thousand miles away
from the promises i made
and all our love.
i'm a dreamer
with nothing left to dream
trying to tear a hole in the seam
of reality
don't ever forget me [x2]
i thought i lost you
thought i lost you
i thought i lost you
thought i'd lost you amongst the mess
and the demons in my head
but here you are
i would leave
to return more lost than before
a little more tired a little less sure
of where i was
the earth would move but
we would stand in place
hide in the shadows of the day
we're almost out of time
yeah we're almost out of time
don't ever forget me
i thought i lost you
That would be for me
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2006 5 May :: 12.22am
heart breaking
bones aching.
That would be for me
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2006 3 May :: 7.51pm
:: Music: Clark Gable by Postal Service
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
That would be for me
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2006 3 May :: 7.48pm
:: Music: Goody Like Two Shoes by Matchbook Romance
They're all asleep, they'll never know
We'll escape through your window
And they're onto us
But this time is ours
There are reasons for what I did
It wasn't some vile attempt or accomplishment
It was innocent you know
La, ladada, lada, ladada, lada, ladada, lala
Nurse, something for the pain
Something to make this guilt go away
You're forgetting us
You're forgetting everything
And I wanna hate you for my mistakes
I hate you for everything
This is goodbye, this is always
We're covering up our tracks
And living in secrets
We can learn to love life
Or learn to love pain
And if you still hear my voice
Than give me a sign, let me know
You're still here, like it or not
But wait, what do we have here?
Who's that dress for?
Let's keep toasting to innocence
And drown our regret
Let's have no recollection of any of this
Don't wait up for me
I'll be taking swings at a ghost while you're laying down,
playing dead right in front of me
We're covering up our tracks
And living in secrets
We can learn to love life
Or learn to love pain
And if you still hear my voice
Than give me a sign, let me know
You're still here like it or not
Like it or not
My heartbeat was louder than
The sound of my steps to your door
You're cold but you're beautiful
You're a mess but I like it that way
I'm a fool, but only a fool knows a miracle
And I won't ask for anything
No, I won't ask for anything, ever again
Just give me this one thing, that's all I ask
That's all I ask
Don't wait up for me
Well I'll be taking swings at a ghost while you're laying down
Laying dead right in front of me
We're covering up our tracks
And living in secrets
We can learn to love life
Or learn to love pain
And if you still hear my voice
Than give me a sign, let me know
You're still here like it or not
Like it or not
That would be for me
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2006 2 May :: 6.24pm
im sorry i dont have a cute little nick name.
im sorry if i get jealous
im sorry im annoying
im sorry i dont throw my self all over more than already do.
im sorry if i'm stupid enough to think it would work
im sorry im not easy enough
im sorry i dont speak that language.
im sorry my hair doesnt fall the right way
or my make up never looks right.
im sorry i even wear make up.
im sorry i never cheated.
im sorry if i wanted you to be happy.
im sorry i dont live off of false hopes.
im sorry if i dont write pity letters.
im sorry if i hurt you.
im sorry if i just seem to rub you the wrong way.
im sorry if i expect more
im sorry i lied.
im sorry i never told you all the things i wanted to say.
im sorry i couldnt give you what you wanted.
im sorry i let you slip away.
im sorry i never seem to fit.
im sorry im not fun.
im sorry if i actually wanted to talk
im sorry i dont make good enough time.
im sorry for the things i never did right, for all the dissapointments, heart breaks, and all the things i did wrong.
lo siento.
That would be for me
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2006 2 May :: 1.02am
i never said it was simple at all
u just never try
u would be saying the same thing if u saw it
through everyone elses eyes
That would be for me
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