Phantom Planet reminds me of ninth grade
those were good times
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i cant believe i lasted a month
seriously a whole month.

saw ryan yesterday. he met my aunt and uncle. it was fun. i had a good time. for the most part. my aunt and uncle like ryan.
i think its funnie how my mom keeps talking about "when you and ryan get married" or "you're gonna get married anyway" or "hes practically family". my mom kept going on about how ryan is the only one who gets her. and how much she likes him and stuff
thats a change....
so my mom got drunk yesterday
hilarious let me tell you
i couldnt stop laughing.
5 beers, 4 cosmos and 2 shots
hahahaha
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lots to catch up on........ but i dont rly feel like it
heres some:
- my cell phone is broken and i dont know when im getting a new one cuz i still got 1 year and 6 months until my 2 year contract is up.
- i lost my best friend and i dont even know why
- me and ryan
- my aunt linda and uncle ceasar same into town from new york
- saw the sea & sky spectacular from their room at the sea turtle inn
- x & y is playing constantly
- josh
- havent been getting good sleep
- back to best friend... i havent talked to her like 3 weeks and its rly killing me. im guessing we're in a fight but i dont knoe why. last time we talked on the phone i was crying over ryan and she told me never talk to him ever again i got rly upset about it.
- i miss her like crazy