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2005 31 July :: 9.53pm
:: Music: Different by Acceptance
sweet lyrics
Tell myself, on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I, I'll know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Something that's different (something that's different)
That would be for me
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2005 31 July :: 9.14pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Time To Waste by Alkaline Trio
yayyyyyy
ryan came over todai finally.
he kept saying he wasnt but then finally he did. i drove over to his house. woohu. and did beautifully. i didnt drive back tho cuz my didnt feel comfortable in me have a "passenger".
but we had fun. loooaddddssss of fun. we didnt rly do much we just hung out and watched tv. and i wanted to take pictures but he said noooo. and i wanted him to help me pick out an outfit but he wouldnt. but it was sweeet. he was different. liked he looked different, and he sounded different... and acted differentttttt. but it was all in a good way and yeah.
yeah im on the phone with matt. he got back from ohio todai.. and i was like yayyyy mattttiiieeee. he was like "hey i bet you cant say you listened to ohio is for lovers in ohio." and i was like oh lordy lordy looks a retard. but n e wayzzzzzz
todai was pretty sweet day. and i cleaned my room so its looked prettty.
i need to read tho like for serious.
i need to finish this book by wed
and ialrdy said i shoulda finished it by todai but oh well
im screwed
im out.
<3
That would be for me
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2005 30 July :: 10.58pm
:: Music: Sooner or Later by Breaking Benjamin
yeah whatever ok.
That would be for me
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2005 30 July :: 10.30pm
:: Music: Different by Acceptance
yeah so i went shopping todai with kristie and it was awweesooommme.
she picked me up at like 12 something and we hit the st. johns town center and went into ross and spent $40 for 2 pairs of REALLY cute jeans and green top. and then we went to target to get stuff for her sister becuz katie and kristies b-day is this saturday... omggggggggg i totally dont knoe what im going to get her. but ne hoo i got a teal tank top there its rly cute and then we went to american eagle, sephora, abercrombie, buckle and this rly weird old guy was like hitting on us at dicks sporting goods store or whatever.. and we were talking about how kristie wanted wrist weights to strengthen her arms and we told him we dance at DA and hes like oh i used to subsitute there for health and gym and band and hes a "talent agent" so a bunch of girls tried sing for him and yeah it was rly weird. but he said his ex-wifes mom works in the deans office and we were trying to figure out who it could be but i dunno if we knoe for sure or not.
but yeah so after going into victoria secret we left and we were gonna go to her house but hen we decided we didnt wanna go there so i still had $50 left so we went to the avenues mall i havent been there in like a year because my mom never feels like driving out there. and i found a lot of cute stuff but not enuff money tear. i got another shirt at wetseal and a balero. or whatever theyre called. and then we ate at the foodcourt and then we went to go pick up katie and nikki and then we came back to her house to get rdy and we had to stop at josh's hous to let out his dog and that house is so scary it was thundering and lighting and dark. and it was like straight out of a horror movie when like 4 girls go into this huge house when its storming and the owner is out of town and then they all go missing. it was so scary lol. but yeah then kristie took me home and now im here and im tired.
oh how bout ryan finally called me when were in target finalllyyyyyy. he said his mom took all the phones away because she found out he made a late phone call to one of his friends.. so yeah. but it was good. he told me to call him back 4ish cuz he had to mow the lawn but he didnt pick up and never called me back soooo yeah. but tomorrow we're supposed to hang out cuz i havent seen him in like a weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek and its gay and retarded so i asked my mom if he could come over but i have to clean the whole house first b4 like 1 and then its still not a definate yes. but it better be cuz i didnt sleep over kristies so i could see himmmmmmm. but yeah
im out
<3
That would be for me
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2005 29 July :: 11.49pm
:: Music: Galang Girl by M.I.A
ahahahahahahaha
lmao
i was laughing so hard
my mom calls me over to check if i was high
she grabbed me to check my eyes to see if they were dialated
word
That would be for me
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2005 29 July :: 11.34pm
:: Mood: jofgousgebfluagfousf
:: Music: Stronger by TRUSTcompany
HEY PIDDY!!!!!!!!!
check out my new ride
ahahahahahahahahahaha
That would be for me
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2005 29 July :: 9.14pm
:: Music: November by Azure Ray
lyrics... this song always makes me so sad...
I was afraid to be alone
Now im scared thats how id like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay
And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And i dont think they'll ever go away
That would be for me
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2005 29 July :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: saddddd
:: Music: Bitemarks and Bloodstains by Finch
yeahhhhhh
so how bout i still havent heard from ryan since tuesday.
and ive called his house a bajillion times and still no answer.
and even jonet and sarah called.
and kristie and mimi and i called from my moms office
so hes definately not home.
but damn where the hell is he
he needs to call me a.s.a.p.
especially since t.i. knoes me
oh yeah orientation was todai it was sweet. i had to get my sched changed cuz i needed to get out of apush. i just dont think i can handle that with everything i have going on this year...
so heres what my schedule is lookin like until they change it again prolly
but i hope not i like these here teachers
A1 Eng III Hon- TBA
A2 Dance- Stampolia
A3 Junior Choreography- Penney
A4 Spanish II- Luna
B1 Algebra II- Hull
B2 Dance- Stampolia
B3 Physics I Hon- Lipp
B4 American History- Coleman yessss hes sweet
aight im out
<3
That would be for me
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2005 28 July :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Dirty Little Secret by The All American Rejects
:(
ryan still hasnt called meeeeeeeeeeeee
im sad
i rly wanna talk to him i feel like i havent talked to him in forever
even tho its only been like 2 days but still
maybe i'll talk to him tomorrow
i'll call him b4 i leave for orientation
and if he doesnt pick up then ill call again when i get home but yeah
peace
That would be for me
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2005 28 July :: 2.31pm
:: Music: Car Underwater by Armor For Sleep
i guess you never really knoe how well you know someone..
That would be for me
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2005 28 July :: 2.07pm
:: Mood: sigh
:: Music: Morning Scale by The Julius Airwave
hmm
ryan never called me back last night
today hes doing community service until 6 i think
so i hope he calls
orientation is tomorrow
ahh i hate this school is so close its depressing
and i still need to do shopping
clothes & dance
definately need new pointe shoes mine are shot and stampolia told me to get a different kinda and its like ahhh stressful
im on pg 90 on huckleberry fin im gonna try and get to 120 or 130 todai cuz i need to hurry up and finish this shit. i still got the good earth and the awakening to read after this one.
hmm i wonder where ryan was yesterday... i dunno
im gonna go
later
That would be for me
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2005 27 July :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: bored out of my eyeballs
Part Expert Kisser |
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable | Part Passionate Kisser |
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
That would be for me
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2005 27 July :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: hmmm
:: Music: Set Phasers to Stun by Taking Back Sunday
i went to the beach todai with logan, kari and aj
it was sweet
got some sunnnn
yesssss
but this whole summer reading thing isnt going too well...
3 books to read
and it sux
and ive called ryan like 3 or 4 times today and i dont know where he is cuz he wont answer my calls..
sooo i dunno if maybe hes mad at me for go to the beach with aj
or if hes out..
but i couldnt imagine where he would go
he has no ride...
but hopefully he'll call soon i wanna talk to him
<3
That would be for me
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2005 26 July :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: :(
:: Music: Run by Snow Patrol
i miss my boyfriend
<3
That would be for me
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2005 26 July :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Dirty Little Secret
yeahhhhhhhh
i hung with my lover kristie todai. and i slept over last night and watched laguna beach and it was sweet.
and then todai she had to baby sit so i came with and chilled by the pool
and i saw the sweested cat today
and kristie got her hair cut a regis and it is CHARMEAUTIFUL.. lol khalids word.
but yeah i had fun
and i cut me some bangs like an hour ago but i dont knoe if i like them or not i tried to get them to look pretty tho
k well i'm out
<3
yarnnnnnnn
That would be for me
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