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2006 2 May :: 12.08am
im am super bored. . and i just feel like i have to say this and get it off my chest. . now if u just so happen to get with ryan agian. . .make sure he doesnt do the same damn thing to u that hes done before. hes apologized over and over agian and nothing changes. . .to me this just seems like hes being all sweet now and when he gets u back. . its gonna b the same, maybe not right away but u know itll happen. ill respect ur desision only if u know itll work. . dont go into it thinking "maybe itll work this time" im saying this to u as a friend and not cuz i wanna b with u.im not gonna do nething until u know wat ur gonna do, but ill b by ur side thru this, i hate to see u so confused. . .but just bhappy ok. . .do wat u know will make u happy. jerry springer taught me a lesson about love today, love can b the best thing that happens to u but it can also b the worst, u need to move on if u know its not gonna work cuz all its gonna do is hurt more.. . haha those were his words. but for serious if ryan doesnt see wat an angel he has had in his life, he might as well tear his eyes out. . ok im done now before i start goin crazy and its umm 130 in the mornign and i need to get to bed. . .
That would be for me
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2006 29 April :: 3.12pm
:: Mood: yucky
lyrics
I saw your new girlfriend the other day
And i expected for her to be so much more than she was
I checked out her style, the way she smiled
The way she moved, the things she said
The way she looked at me like, "i got yo man"
She cant love you like i can
Her awful love just cant compare to what i have
She cant touch you like i do
Cause when y'all touching, you pretend its me and you
And theres no way her love's as good as mine
Theres no reason for you to waist your time
When we were together you told me what you didnt like
And you went out and got exactly that type
Except that your new girl is nothing compared to me
Everything that she did wrong i always did right
She cant hold you like i can
Boy you a fool if you cant realize what you had
She cant feel you like i can
Cause im a girl thats always standin by my man
And theres no way her loves as good as mine
Theres no reason for you to waste your time
And theres no way her loves as good as mine
Theres no reason for you to waste your time
theres no way, theres no way
that her love could be could be good as mine
theres no reason no reason
for you to even go and waste your time, your time
and theres no way her loves as good as mine
theres no reason for you to waste your time
and theres no way her loves as good as mine
theres no reason for you to waste your time [repeat until fade]
That would be for me
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2006 26 April :: 11.45pm
im barely listening
to last demands,
i'm staring at the asphalt wondering,
whats buried underneath.
That would be for me
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2006 26 April :: 10.56pm
To Be Second
To be second means to know that they like you… not love you
It means to know they think your cute instead of sexy
It means to know you’re the one she falls back on when he leaves
It means to know that they think of you secondly…
To be second means to know that you love them and need them with a passion
It means no matter what, you want them to be happy… no matter who that’s with
It means you can look past the fact that you are second
It means that no matter how hard you try… you’ll always be second best
-- TB
That would be for me
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2006 26 April :: 3.42pm
:: Music: Bruised by Jack's Mannequin
every inch of me is bruised.
That would be for me
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2006 26 April :: 11.45am
:: Music: Where'd You Go by Fort Minor
its funny what time does to the senses
how easy it is to hide secrets.
there has never been such a great distance
between you and me...
That would be for me
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2006 22 April :: 10.42am
:: Music: Hey There Deliah by Plain White T's
im so over it.
That would be for me
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2006 19 April :: 8.20pm
:: Music: Shh By Frou Frou
i was never one to catch on quickly.
but my efforts to remain bitter with you are useless.
you always had a way around it.
i end up being bitter towards myself
realization.
because i never knew something so passionate.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 19 April :: 5.22pm
:: Music: Someday You Will Be Loved BY Death Cab For Cutie
and your memories of me
will seem more like bad dreams
That would be for me
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2006 18 April :: 10.54pm
i never thought to think that this image
might haunt me
in my head.
something so surreal yet so farfetched.
as recollections hit me hard
the reminiscing of what once wasn't
seems so foolish now,
you never knew what you did to me.
you made me question myself.
twisted turns, and do not enter signs
follow me around every where i go,
and i always seem to arrive at a dead end.
being stuck isnt the best position to be in,
not being able to move forward,
rejecting going back to the nightmare you just left.
i was the one worth leaving.
That would be for me
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2006 17 April :: 7.50pm
One More Chance
That old saying about love being blind never had such an obvious meaning until now... I always thought we could take both our fragmented hearts to make one, strong only with and by the other but again, I was wrong. Yet in my love for you, I hope and pray you'll be happy. I only wish I was the one that could fulfill this in your life. Jealousy, the one ingredient taking over the feelings I once had. I would be lying if I didn't admit to being jealous; yes I am envious of him, envious of the way you love him, the way you want him to love you, however I only blame myself. I guess our lives have different paths... No matter how much I wish that to change, I imagine it never will. As the clock tics each second away we grow farther and farther apart, beginning new lives with new people. Soon, I feel I'll be nothing but a mere memory that will soon fade away with all the new ones you will have to replace it. So here I sit, lamenting the decisions I've made. Hoping we can reunite in friendship again in some way/shape/or form, knowing how my heart still screams for you ever minute of the day. Trying to seek myself among this shattered heart never has been so hard; if only all of the pieces were not screaming your name… calling for you to please … please give me one more chance.
-- TB
That would be for me
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2006 16 April :: 8.42pm
:: Music: Nothing Better by The Postal Service
Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry
So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
I feel I must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave
So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...
Oh, oh
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye
That would be for me
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2006 10 April :: 5.20pm
:: Music: Avondale by Yellowcard
If you're gonna rip my heart out
Could you use a knife that's dull
And rust in color
Once I die
There will be no way that you can cover
That scar. It's hard, I know.
And if I get a little blood on, you
Finally the world will know you're guilty
Know you're wrong
Of taking everything you're gotten from me
No heart. It's hard, I know.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 8 April :: 10.55pm
:: Music: Trouble by Coldplay
O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
O no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,
I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
O no, I never meant to do you harm.
O no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in love in a bubble,
Singing, I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Although I never meant to do you harm.
They spun a web for me.
That would be for me
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2006 7 April :: 10.46pm
[ 6 months from the day. ]
That would be for me
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