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2005 31 May :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: sad
yeah... last night was bad
so now im moping
i can not let this happen all over again
yyyyyyyyyyyyy
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2005 30 May :: 3.14pm
ahhh madness
i'm so bored
im goin crazy
he's not...
he is...
and i dont knoe why it went back
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2005 26 May :: 12.23pm
chikabooooooo
i love youuuuu
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2005 25 May :: 2.55pm
ay yi yi
i ate too mucchhhhhhhhhh
i applied at publix where shopping is a pleasure but there arent any spots open rite now so o well.
oookkk how bout last nite i wuz talkin to aj and then i wuz like aj let me call u back cuz ryan called and aj was all "mmhmm" and didnt say bye. so then i wuz talkin to my boo bout stuff and aj texted me cuz he got mad or upset that i had hung up with him to talk to ryan. but yeah i was textin back and then ryan wuz like "wut r u doin" cuz he could tell not all my attention was to him and wut he was saying and then hes like "o well i'll let u go talk to him" and wuz like ahhhhhhh i told him not to go i rly wanted to talk to him and then hes like "i love you" and i said " i love you too please dont go" and he said" i'll talk to u tomorrow, bye" and hung up. i wuz pissed. plus im menstrual and im rly emotional so i started crying and ahhh he still hasnt called me and i wanna talk to my baby... :(
im so bored theres nothing to do but oo i fixed my comp. i got it to go to safe mode and then i did a system restore from there.
oo dr. phil is on
layta bitches
<3
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2005 24 May :: 7.30pm
i never thought it would end up like this
never knew it would get this bad...
and im sorry
it ever started....
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2005 24 May :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
ok... so my computer is broken. i cant even get to my start menu. im rly pissed because i had been trying so hard to clean that computer out. but i guess i couldnt get to all the spy ware and adware and stuff cuz now i cant get to my start menu, or any of my folders. and i am pissed. ahh so now im on my moms computer but she cant knoe cuz she freaks out when ever im on it. but yeah i dont knoe when my computer wil be fixed i think i might get a job and buy a new one. it'll cost $100 or mote to get it fixed by somebody so i mite just get this one comp for $500. but i need a job first and yeah im sooo bored....
i saw my darling yesterday tho and that was sweet. o yeah and i went to ryanns recital and that was cool. but her and kayla are goin to the keys till sunday so im gonna be bored.
k well tootz
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2005 21 May :: 11.59am
he opened up the door and...
i
cant
believe
its
a
man
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2005 21 May :: 10.14am
:: Mood: i dunno
:: Music: trapped in the closet part 2 by r kelly
ahh i havent updated in awhile... im gettin lazy..
wednesday= me and ryann did our scene. we did so good she gave us an A+. same with kay and ju. went to the beach with kayla and ryann but we only were there for like 45 minutes they got bored. but like we were gettin rdy to leave and then sum chubby kid tries to talk to me and i wuz like ahhh go away but yeah. cute guys never hit on me. haha o well i dont care i alrdy got a man.
thursday= went to the st johns town center for the first time... haha me and kritstie went and we met up her mom at cheesecake factory for lunch. yummm
friday= last day of school... wow i cant believe it it didnt even kick in yet... our arts area party was off the chizzain it was pretty sweet i was so loud i was on a sugar high i had so many rice crispie treats and donuts and brownies ahaha ima fattie. it was fun and i took a bunch of pix theyre on my picture trail. well went to the beach with kristie, erin and ashley.. but b4 there was a little situatiion. some black dudes were throwin rocks at the portables during last period and then senora luna and this girl came out were like "we're gonna call the cops if u dont leave" so then they started throwin rocks at them and then sra luna and that girl went inside and the dudes kept throwin rocks and they smashed in the back winshield of katies car. she drove her sisters car to school that day cuz katie took kristies jeep.. so yeah the cops were there and filed a report and then we had to go all the way to arlington rd by my house to drop her car off at the shop and then we all got in ashleys car and drove to kristies to get the jeep and soime towels and then we finally got to the beach at 2:30. seemed like we were never gonna get there. there wasnt much sun left it was gettin cloudy so we didnt stay long but it was cool. we talked to the lifeguards for awhile and then we left and kristie and erin dropped me off at my dads office at the beach, which by the way is super sweet, and i hung out there for an hour. while it poured. i talked to aj and to ryan for a little but when i wuz there but then he had to go do sumthin. he didnt go to school instead he went to the beach with his friend jennifer again.. of course he doesnt wanna come to the beach with me.. i dont knoe y. so i was kinda upset that he would go with her more then once and not with me.. and ive been trying to get him to come to the beach with me for 2 years... so yeah.
but then i went to the loop and target with the rents and then i got home at like 8. ryan called like 4 times when i was gone but he doesnt call my cell phone n e more. makes me sad.. he's still grounded and his mom disconnected his cell phone... i wuz afraid to call his house cuz hes not allowed on the phone and i didnt want his mom to pick up... but she did and it was cool. at first she didnt let me talk to me when i asked her if he was there she was like "yeah hes in the shower but he's grounded" i wasnt sure if he was still or not so yeah and then me and her got to talkin and then me and her were laughing for a bit it was so funnie and i guess she got in a good mood cuz she wuz like "o hes out now and i'll let him talk to you" so yeah that was good. i kinda did most of the talking... o but then he was trying to tell me it was my fault we havent seen eachother cuz he coulda seen me all this week but i had plans and all this stuff and i wuz like well u coulda call me and told me u could i thought u couldnt. but o well. i rly wanna see him i rly miss him and now that its summer we should be able to see each other more often but i have feeling we wont for some reason and i dont want that to happen... but hes still grounded any ways....
and i've been up since 7 i couldnt go aback to sleep i had this dream with ryan in it and i havent been able to stop thinking about it since... yeah...
im gonna go
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2005 17 May :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: yikes
o buddy... todai was alrite kinda boring didnt have to take any finals... but i took a bunch of pics. so i'll put em up on my picture trail soon. www.picturetrail.com/izntlifesojuicy
anyway... ryan came over at like 4.... he went to the beach todai with jennifer... but n e way him and his mom got into a really big fight. and so yeah he came over but he like got into a lil accident on the way here and he hurt his knee and he was all limping and stuff. my poor dear. i tried to give him an ice pack and some tylenol but yeah hes not an easy patient lol. but we hung out in my house for a lil bit talking and stuff and then my mom had to leave to go pick up my dad so we're not allowed in my house and my mom left at like 5 and we were out there until like 6:45 and i thought mymom was gonna get pissed but she was juse like "hey ryan i guess you really dont wanna go home huh?" and my dad was like "hows your knee?" and then ryann floyd came over to work on our scene for 2moro. so he left at 6:45 and it was gettin ready to rain and me and ryann were chillin and doin our scene and talkin to corey and then she had to leave... and like just a couple minutes ago i looked at my phone and i was like o shit... cuz on my my caller id it said his house called at 6:15 which meant it was his mom... and i wuz like ahh that sux so bad. good thing i was outside with him so i didnt answer... cuz b4 he was like dont answer the phone if a call from my house comes in for now on cause it'll be my mom... and im rly hoping he didnt get yelled at or in even more trouble. and i rly hope she didnt figure out he didnt go to community service and that he came over here instead... cuz then we wont be able to see or talk to each other for a rly long time and i dont knoe if i can handle that...
but gotta go memorizze the stupid scene some more...
<3 yOu
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2005 16 May :: 3.30pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: Holla Back GIrl by Gwen Stefani
ok like ok...
yesterday was like toottaalllyy boring. i wanted to go to the beach with kristie but poor girl wasnt feelin so good soo yeah. so me and my mom hit it up at target and i got some stuff and then we went to cato and publix. perty boring stuff. i talked to ryan for like 5 minutes totall yesterday... sucked. i watched star wars episode 1 yesterday too. ah im a geek.
i talked to aj alot tho it was cool i suppose. we havent gotten to talk much lately so it was cool.
today was absolutely boring. i took my latin dancing thingy final todai and then we had a make up class! fun! lol yeah ms peck did jone'ts eyes crazy but they look rly pretty. i called ryan during B4 cause i was COMPLETELY bored cuz i didnt have to take the final.. but he got mad at me for something i said hurt him or sometimng i dunno and then he called me at like 3 and we talked for like 15 minutes and he was like "im gonna go" and i was like "why" and hes like "no reason" soo yeah i wuz like ook... but poor baby hurt his toe rly bad and all it was all bleeding and hurtin and junk. i should gone over there and took care of him but um yeah
im gonna go take care of my computer now cuz its messed up as fuck.
<3 yOu
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2005 14 May :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: grrr...
~*~ LUCKY FOURTEEN ~*~
todai is our anniversary.. and i rly wanted to see ryan and all but we didnt cause he didnt feel like "planning" which is ok i guess. i just wanted to see him... and we havent talked too much todai either so that doesnt help much. but its cool i guess. dont wanna make him look like the bad guy or anything. cuz he's not. and i love him.
yesterday was friday the 13th but it was a boring one at that. i had ms purcell for 1st period. and she wore SANDALS omg it was great i think they were birkenstocks. but n e hoo she n e hoo she took us down to the theatre to help set up for the awards assembly. so we set up chairs on the stage and i helped usher with sam and katie. lol yeah but they ran out of seats they couldnt fit all of the sophmores, juniors, and parents and all that in the theatre so a bunch of people didnt have n e where to go so they were sent to the cafeteria. a bunch of people left but i wanted to sign jareds yearbook so yeah i hung out with him the whole. but it was soo boring... we were there for like 2 and a half hours... it sucked. aj came for like the last 45 minutes it was cool i guess... but yeah we didnt get to go to 2nd period cuz the awards thing went over so i was like yessss.. no dance! lol. yeah 3rd period was boring we watched national treasure and signed yearbooks and in spanish we had this stupid review and it was like a game and like only like me and 2 or 3 other peoples were the only ones who answered questions it was alrite i guess. i took a bunch of pics and you can see em at www.picturetrail.com/izntlifesojuicy --so yeah.
then ryan came and walked me home from my bus stop and walked me home and my mom surprisingly let him come inside and hang out. we watched tv and my mom made us frappachinos and they were alright. but hes been really sweet lately which is really good except for todai i dunno whats goin on there... wwe had a good time yesterday tho. :) i love him...
but yeah last nite was boring but o i talked to aj on the phone for awhile i fell asleep on the phone tho oops.
i wanna go to the beach soo bad and tomorrow i mite go with kristie it would be sweet
im gonna go clean
oh yeah and i gotta give a shout out to my dear lindsey and my love kayla!
<3
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2005 11 May :: 9.05pm
i saw him todai <3
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2005 10 May :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Free Yourself by Fantasia
ahh im upset... my dog has been outside for the past month because her hair is falling off her tail for some reason and my mom is "disgusted" with that soo yeah. and now my mom is saying she doesnt want her anymore and i need to find her somebody who wants a dog. and im very sad... i love my dog. and this will be the 2 time she has given away my dog cuz she didnt feel like putting up with her. first ruby, my cocker spaniel, and now bailey, well shes a mix of a bunch of stufff...
but yeah i have 30 more chemistry problems to make up for my practice final... hopefully ill get a 100 and it'll bring my grade up to an 89.6... A- baby. then i wont have to take my final! ahh im praying. and i have a bunch of geometry crap i have to do and ah i have all this stuff to doo.....
<3
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2005 9 May :: 10.17am
:: Mood: better
gOodie goOdie gumdrOp
put me in a
tOngue lOck
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