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2005 16 April :: 11.04am
:: Mood: alright
:: Music: Wish You Were Here by Incubus
my mom is so retarded. i was just sittin here on the computer and she busts in my room askin if i took my medicine this mornin yet and if i remembered to take it last nite too after i ate. then she says " i didnt want to tell you this earlier because i didnt want to scare you.. but cellulitis is life threating because you're skin starts to die.." blahblahblah is all i heard after that. but yeah.
my dads birthday party is today... like 20 days after his birthday. i dont think im going its going to be boring. over a 100 people over 35. no thanx. and its at the studio my dads band records at or some crap like that. my mom said i could take somebody but i rly dont wanna go. i rly wanna lay out it soo sunny but i dont knoe if thats the best idea o well.
tootz <3
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2005 15 April :: 10.04pm
i just love how everyone is talking down on me
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2005 15 April :: 9.08pm
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
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2005 15 April :: 5.47pm
i saw him todai
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2005 15 April :: 11.34am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Secret by Maroon 5
ahhh.. im home once again my mom wouldnt let me go to school and now she wont let me go to noodlerama and i wuz like "what?! o helllllllll naaw" lol but i dont knoe. my mom called the doctor todai to ask y i need to take 2000 mg twice a day of this one anti biotic called augmentin or sumthin.. n e hoo she thought it was weird for me to be taking so much of it... but yeah her boss had mentioned one of her friends having cellulitis and having to go to the hospital cuz it got rly bad... and then when my mom called the doctors office they said the reason y i was taking so much is because theyre treating my leg for cellulitis. they think thats what i have but theyre not positive. i do have most of the symptoms tho... i looked it up online lol cuz i didnt knoe what the hell it was. n e hoo basically its a bacterial infection in the deeper tissues of the skin. its not contagious but if its not treated right away it can get rly serious and i guess thats y im taking all this cuz they wont want that to happen. but yeah that pretty much ruins my whole entire weekend. all this from laying out for 45 minutes. geez. first sun poisoning and now this. i guess the sun doesnt like me very much lol. but mi mama said i prolly got it from scratching my bite on my leg but shes not sure.
im gonna go im tired. but if my leg doesnt get better by 2moro i have to go back to la doctora.
tootz <3
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2005 15 April :: 10.33am
:: Mood: sickly
AnD nEvEr LeT mE gO...
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2005 14 April :: 6.36pm
~ i got this from a my space bulletin its pretty sweet~
When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a
few seconds,
She is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you sadly,
She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL IM's you first and genuinely
listens to you talk endlessly about anything
and everything, even if it's another girl,
She likes you. (only sumtimez though)
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says "I love you",
She means it.
When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her future.
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that
TrUe DaT
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2005 14 April :: 6.07pm
:: Mood: longing
:: Music: Aqueous Transmission by Incubus
~LuCkY fOuRtEeN~
interesting day i must say..
i went to school as normal.. took my chemistry test as normal... and failed it. and then i went to dance in 2nd period and i showed kristy my bite that i got yesterday laying out and i thought it was a mesquito at first but it started to hurt rly bad. and like my in my inside area it started hurting and it hurt to walk.. so i wuz puttin on my pointe shoes and i wuz complaining to kristy how bad it hurt and it hurt to move my leg and stuff. she told me to tell ms stampolia but i didnt want to... but ms stampolia kinda freaked out and told me i needed to see a doctor rite away but i didnt think it was that serious. i called my mom and she freaked out and then she came to pick me up and then we got in the car and she started looking for my doctors number. but it went to voicemail and no one answered. so she called my dad and told him she didnt think it was this so-n-so spider cuz its been 3 or 4 hours since the bite. BUT had specifically told her TWICE ii got bit yesterday while i was laying out. and then she started yelling at me blahblahblah and we got into a fight cuz she said i never said that. but i knew what i said. so she said it prolly wasnt a big deal and it was prolly a fire ant. but i was like ah ah i knoe wut a fire ant bite feels like and its not this. we stopped at the library by my house and i drove in the parking lot for a bout a half hour haha it was funnie. and then my mom had to go in the library and get somethin. i called ryan but he didnt answer, but he called me this morning to say he was staying home todai. by then it hurt so bad to move my leg i bout cried... ryan called rite b4 we left the library but i told him i would call him back when i got home so when i got home i ate and then i went to my room and called him. we talked for bout an hour but then he let me go cuz i was fallin asleep and i wuz feelin woozy. he said he wanted to see me and that he was gonna come to my bus stop but since i was at home... so i offered for him to come over cuz he said he didnt go to work till 6 todai. i fell asleep for an hour and he called me at 2:30 when i said i would call him at 2. he wanted to come over so i went up to ask my mom and she looked at my bite and said the swelling had spread down my leg and i that i needed to hurry up and get dressed so we could go to the doctor. so i told ryan and i was disappointed cuz i rly wanted to see him.. but its ok cuz he rly had to be at work at 4 n e way. we'll see eachother later. b4 next week of course lol. but n e hoo my mom took me to this place on cesery and we waited forever i.. like an hour. and then i saw the doctor and he said it looked kinda like a yellow jacket stung me but he wasnt sure. but i was like ah ah i woulda definately felt that. cuz i didnt feel n e thing bite me. but he didnt know what it was. but it hurt so bad and it hurts to touch it n e where around it.. he wanted to be agressive with it lol and treat me with steriods but my mom was like ah ah just give sum anti biotics and sum anti hystamines. the doctor offered to take a blood test to see what was goin on and my mom was like ok cuz shes been rly tired lately abnormally tired. it was pretty sweet to see my blood in a tube lol cuz ive never had blood drawn from me b4. so he tested for diabetes, mono and anemia. but i had none of that but i did have a high count of white blood cells and i had some sort of bacterial infection and he wasnt sure if it was an upper respatory infection or if it was related to the bite. but he gave me an prescription and told me to come back on saturday if it didnt get n e better... but it hurts so bad i wanna cry... im gonna try to lay down but it turns to lay down ahh i ono. and i walk funnie with this weird limp haha.
ok tootz
<3
**QuOtE oF tHe DaY**
"Forgive my indecision"
-- Incubus
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2005 13 April :: 10.35pm
I never knew I could...
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2005 13 April :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: contenta
:: Music: Echo by Incubus
todai was alrite... well except for that whole bus mess. its so lame. what ever happened to the good ole 324 days...
i talked to ryan for bout 2 1/2 hourse on the phone it was pretty sweet but he had to go when his mom got home at like 8. i rly miss him...
ryann floyd just left she came over at like 8:30 for me to help her out with chemistry and now i need to tend to my own chemistry needs. i have a real big test tomorrow and i need to start understanding what we're doing i have no clue.
toots. <3
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2005 12 April :: 8.22pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Warning by Incubus
wow i just woke up to eat some pizza. yumm. i pretty much slept for the past 3 hours. i rly needed it. but now i have a bunch of hw that i need to tend to and im not rly feeling that rite now.. mimi was freaking out cuz she called me like 5 times while i was asleep and of course everyone in my house is so fucking retarded they cant even answer a damn phone. im the only one hoo ever does. so she thought sumthing happened to me and started freaking out and called ryan but hes at work so he didnt pick up.. and i rly wanna talk to him but his mom took his cell away cuz she caught him taking the car while she was in church and i ono when he'll get it back.. and hes at work todai bcuz he skipped yesterday so i ono if i'll be able to talk to him. maybe he'll call when he gets home..
todai was a weird day. ive been so tired lately and last nite i was talkin to aj online and i didnt finish my chemistry till like 12 or sumthin i dont remember... chemistry is so damn hard it makes me tense lol and im rly stresseed...
yesterday was ok... i spent all sunday night coughing so i barely got like 2 hours of sleep... i felt fine during 1st & 2nd period but i started to feel rly sick during 3rd &4th... o yeah and aj got me one of the incubus cds. morning view cuz it has wish you were here which is like one of my fav songs of all time and yeah it was rly sweet of him. he gave it to me b4 school started and he goes "happy late birthday" i wuz like aw that is so sweet it rly was. and ive been listening to it ever since the minute i got home yesterday its such a good cd. ya... but then.. i saw my boo. he skipped school yesterday... badbadbad. and him and his friend jon boi hung out and then took him over to DA and he rode the bus home with me and we hung out at my house until my mom made him go home at 6 lol. and i had to listen to the incubus cd rite when we got home lol. but we had fun... it was rly nice to see him since that whole thing on sunday where i didnt get to. and mmm his *kisses* lol. i rly miss him. he didnt go to work yesterday so he could see me.. and he never called in sick or n e thing so i ono if maybe he got in trouble or if his mom had n e thing to say about it when she got home at like 8:30 last nite cuz thats when he got off the phone with me... i ono but i think hes working now..
im rly tired and i need to go hw but i dont feel like it.. ahh.
OoO i just found out mario was the one hoo got taken away n the ambulance he had a seizure. he just got back from the hos-pee-tal thats sum serious shit. scary. but hes ok now so its all good.
<3
**QuOtE oF tHe DaY**
"When I close my eyes... I remember how to smile"
--Incubus
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2005 11 April :: 6.56pm
yeah that pretty much hurt like a bitch...
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2005 11 April :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: contento
:: Music: Echo by Incubus
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting
That would be for me
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2005 11 April :: 6.09pm
his love is like WhOa
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2005 10 April :: 6.47pm
:: Music: Frontin by Pharrel ft Jay-Z
you know i want you bad....
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