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2006 3 April :: 10.52pm
there has to be something
she has
that i dont.
That would be for me
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2006 3 April :: 10.19pm
:: Music: Martin Sheene or JFK by Yellowcard
i could sleep
but when i wake here
you'll still be gone
and you're my air
i could breathe
if you would stay here another song
so i could stare.
That would be for me
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2006 3 April :: 12.30am
:: Music: Waiting Game by Yellowcard
Everything, everything we have had
Out of sight, out of mind
given that
What I see,
What I dream,
hurts like hell and back.
That would be for me
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2006 31 March :: 8.45pm
:: Music: Screaming Infedelities by Dashboard Confessional
its when i see you in places like these
i see you,
and you don't notice it
but im watching you.
and i realize
its love.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 27 March :: 12.12am
Your Star by The Benjamin Project
lyrics
Slow down,
this could be the last time I come here
I'll come around after everybody's gone
This this, this could be the worst impression of
a "Tisk Tisk" and a guilty look of shame
Dont dry your eyes if your bent on crying
dont ask me why if you don't like lying
I could be your star, but not your ocean
your coast it slips away from me
as your tearing this apart.
I could keep your heart, but not your focus
if I knew where you are, I'd be telling you to get lost
Well I'll admit, that I knew the last time you were here
but part of this has to do with what you said
and this this, this just gave the worst impression of
a kiss kiss, and a lonely look of pain
That would be for me
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2006 26 March :: 10.34pm
Me, I thought you were perfect
Even though I knew
you were not the epitome of perfection
I still thought you were perfect
And when I was with you
It felt perfect
No matter what anybody else said
It felt so perfect
just to be right next to you
And I’ll never be able to forget
What it felt like to be with you
To hold your hand and walk in the sun
To stand next to you or be in your arms
To hug and kiss you
Or our endless conversations
And our inside jokes
Now I guess I’ll just put away these memories
and lock them in my heart forever
and play them back in my head
like a movie
Just for me to see
Other times I’ll wonder
Why I always have to watch the rain fall
and listen to the saddest songs
about how much I miss you
Wondering if you feel the same way too
Now when I look back
To how it used to be
Something comes over me
And everything becomes so blurry...
I thought what we had was perfect
Even though I knew
It was not the epitome of perfection
I still thought it was perfect
Despite what everyone said,
about how we shouldn’t be together
I never listened
Because if you just put me and you together
and forget all the mistakes and details
It didn’t just feel perfect
It was perfect.
That would be for me
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2006 25 March :: 12.35am
:: Music: Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
i got the dress.
i dont like it.
That would be for me
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2006 25 March :: 12.20am
:: Music: More Than Words by Frankie J
if you only knew how hard i try
to make it work.
it seems like im setting my self up for failure.
i cant help that you're irrestible.
you're such a beautiful disaster
that ill never be able to fix.
i'd give it all up just to live a moment
how we used to.
i didnt think you'd understand.
thats why i keep quiet.
dont foget to shut the door when you leave
i already know thats where you're headed.
That would be for me
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2006 24 March :: 3.12pm
:: Music: Two Weeks From Twenty by Yellowcard
you are such
a
hopeless case.
That would be for me
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2006 24 March :: 12.20am
:: Music: Grey by Yellowcard
lyrics
Grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes
Maybe everything was meant to be this way
Will it ever change
But are we stuck here on our own
It's all gone grey
I found telling you the truth the hardest thing to get out
I know it wasn't you that made me feel this way
Will it ever change
Or are we stuck here on our own.
And give it one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
And baby begging me
Will leave you so empty inside
So you shouldn't even try
I know every last regret inside of me is my own
The way I hold them close has made me be this way
I will never change
I know I'm stuck here on my own, on my own
Given one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
Where did we go wrong
I know you still hold on to me
But it's time that you let go
I gave you things I had
That I could not get back again
But I'm better off alone
It's all gone grey
That would be for me
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2006 24 March :: 12.11am
:: Music: Hey There Deliah by Plain White T's
its what you do to me.
sleepless nights.
today was a bad day.
yucky.
i started my period today which contributed to me feeling like shit.
my dress hasnt come in yet and prom is in like a week.
im so sick of everything right now its no surprise you show no interest.
it was silly of me to fool myself into thinking that things would be different.
too many things have changed.
theyre are too many gaps to overlook.
its like trying to frame a puzzle with missing peices
expecting no one to notice.
people will see.
its what you do to me.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 22 March :: 12.37am
:: Music: Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional
no one's words were good enough.
i remember when that one night
it seems so long ago
and we were away from the crowd
you sang to me in my ear.
nothing ever seemed no perfect.
nothing ever was.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 12 March :: 9.50pm
:: Music: Dark Blue by Jack's Mannequin
this bottle is so tempting
one
last
breath.
That would be for me
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2006 10 March :: 11.53pm
you know exactly how to make my day go wrong
That would be for me
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2006 9 March :: 11.28pm
we were so young
we thought we were unbreakble.
i miss the square
That would be for me
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