Today is supposed to be a WONDERFUL DAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY! HAPPY HAPPY 15!
yup today iz emily'z birthday... and yesterday she had a couple people over... but letmeh start from da beginning...
FRIDAY WUZ RYANN"S 15 BIRTHDAY! she left school after 1st period to go get her learner's permit.. friday wuz ok... at skool... hmm first period wuz ethnic and we did these african dances... aha funnie.. um yeah im too white for that stuff... but hmm 2nd period wuz mrs barret class... hated it... 3rd period we watched the road to elderado and people finished their molas.... boring... um lunch wuz boring i wuz rly rly hungry tho.. and then 4th period i dont remember wut crap we did...
but n e hoo i went to ryann's house at like 7:30 and i got her flowers, a piggie that oinks! (she sayz itz a boi cuz it looks like itz got a weewee but i said it wuz a belly button!) and lolli pops... i always have fun with ryann... it wuz just me, kristy and ryann tho cuz sum peez couldnt have fun... we had chinese food. yummy! itz so funnie to watch ryann eat.. her dad iz hilarious... then we watched blue crush.. we stopped it in the middle to watch what not to wear.. had popcorn then watched blue crush again and had sum ice cream... but we were all rly tired and went to bed soon after that... it all started out with all 3 of us on ryann's full bed and then i didnt feel like being squished so i slept of the floor... i like sleeping on the floor now itz weird.. but i dreamt about ryan.. i wuz kinda in a good mood cuz jonet called me from her church friday nite and told me that ryan just left but he gave her like 5 notes to jonet and this wristband with an R on it to give to me... so ya... we all woke up like 5 times in the morning but we didnt get out of bed till till 10... we watched bring it on again and had cinnamon rolls and fruit salad for breakfast. kristy had to leave at 11 cuz she had dance.. we missed her teartear lol well then we finished the movie and started to get ready to go to the mall.. took awhile.. and then ryann got on the computer and then she yells my name.. and said "alyssa come here! quick!" i wuz like o...k.. and ryan wuz online! he had hiz away message on fer awhile and i talked to emily about him and i read hiz journal on his website... hmm yeah and then finally he came back when i wuz on ryann's sn.. we didnt talk very long cuz we had to go.. but it wuz weird.. i ono... i saved the convo thoo...
k well then ryann drove us to the mall!!! wooohoo! lol she did good! we got to the mall and ryann wuznt rly in shoppin mood and i wuznt in n e kind of mood... but i got emily'z b-day presnt... which wuz totally different than wut i wuz plannin on.. i got her earings, a necklace and bracelets and then i got her an i love u dog... cuz shez always there for me and i love her to death and the only time we were every truly in a fight wuz that time in october.. and it wuz all over aaron... it all seems so stupid now... everything iz soo different... but n e way i got flip flops and a new purse...
hahaha me and ryann went to go eat in the food court and after we finished eating we just sat there and stared at every body and analyzed them.. we talked about if they were single.. y they were at the mall, wut kind of person they are.. wherre they r going in life... and there were these 2 guys sitting at the table next to us and we looked and we were like o no hunnie.. haha on had a buncha of piercings but they looked good kinda and there wuz the surfer lookin guy.. and we said "yeah those guys think they got it and think they can get sum but rly they cant n e.." lol then they started talkin to us... they were hittin on us.. theyr asked about how we liked our food.. from charley's and they asked if it wuz good and stuff... then they said "well yall dont look like ur having fun." we told em how we were observing people.. they started laughin... then they were like "so yall go to skool here?" we said "yeah" "where at?" "Douglas Anderson" "O iz that like a highskool?" "yup" "what grade are yall in" "9th.." "OMG DAMN! yall r freshman??? yall sure dont look like freshman...." ahaha ryann said we should of told him we were juniors... then they asked us how old we thought they were... i knew they werent in high skool...well the surfer guy looked like he mite be a senior but the other guy looked like he wuz in college.. i told the guy with the peircingz he looked about 18/19 and i wuznt sure about the other guy... he looked younger tho... but it turned out that the pericings guy wuz 21 and the surfer wuz 18... lol... o yeah and after that we say erin and jason.. my old childhood friend lol.
when me and ryann were in claires... jonet called me and shez like "guess hoo'z here?" "i dont knoe hoo?" "GUESS!" "ryan?" "yup wanna talk to him?" "yup" ok so we talked fer a lil bit.. he kept shivering... but um yeah then we didnt talk for like 20 minutes.. he wuz talkin to everybody else and i dont knoe wut wuz wrong with me im just like that sumtimes but yeah then he gave the phone to jonet and said "yeah shez not talkin soo" hmm then jonet asked me wut the deal wuz and i just i rly didnt have n e thing to say to him and he wuznt talkin to me soo.. it wuz weird... but after awhile we had to go and ryann left and i waited in the food court.. i called jared and he thought i wuz emily AGAIN. i saw those guys again... after awhile emily came and we went back in the mall cuz her mom had to get sum more of her gift... after that we went to best buy and stayed in the car and read YM. when we got to their house devon wuz home and emily wuz rly happy cuz he wuznt supposed be home... then danny came and then jared... so it wuz just me, emily, jared, dannyC, devon, nikki, katelyn and her friend and then jordan came later... at first i wuz rly hyper.. i wuz crazy... we went outside... when it wuz rly dark.. in da woods! devon proposed lol.. then we went on to the bailey property.. and itz rly scary down there.. we had these 2 wimpy flashlights.. and all the birds in the house were sleeping... devon kept scaring the crap out of me and we were gonna walk all the way down to the river but every kept gettin scared and then devon freaked them all out by tellin em there wuz sumthin in the house or wutever down there and sumone wuz coming so everyone starts walkin rly fast back to emily's house but emily tole me he wuz jokin well it wuznt funnie boi!
when we got inside we had papa john's pizza behbay! mmm mm good. lotz of funnie stuff... i kept bumpin into emily's mom and then i got cake down my shirt... and then lmao... danny starts gettin everybody paper plates and stuff and hez like "i can stack em for az long but that doeznt mean im puttin them away.." and emily thought it wuz so funnie and then her drink came out of her nose... ahahahaha.. priceless... we were video recordin alot... and then we went back outside... all of dem skateboardin and devon wuz talkin to jenna.. they be having sum problemos. poor dear. jordan kept stealin my phone... awhile layta jonet called again... we were talkin about ryan alot and i started crying..it wuz just all this stuff about how i cant look at couples n e more.. and i cant watch tv.. and now that valentines day iz every where.. u knoe... so i wuznt very hyper n e more... and me and jonet kept talkin bout guys... sean... but she had to go cuz her and angela had to have a deep convo. u knoe. lol yeah well i luv ya jonet. after that it wuz just me , danny, emlily and jared... devon, jordan and nikki had to go home and i didnt get to say bye to devon. tear. emily and jared... welll they were eh hem.. hmm yeah ok well we were watchin the tape from emily's birthday last year... it wuz soo funnie... it wuz so.. perfect. everything haz changed sooo much.. and olivia wuz there... gosh i miss the way she used to be... last year it wuz me, josh, katelyn, kasey, olivia, elizabeth and of course emily... josh wuz soo funnie... and country! omg i havent heard hiz voice in a real long time so i frogot but yeah... it wuz rly rly rly funnie... lookin perty good! ahaha sum parts were sad... u knoe bring back dem memoriez... katelyn called josh like 3 times... he didnt pick up hiz cell and when she called hiz house mary said that he wuz out with hiz girlfriend...but we made new memoriez this year... it wuz the birthday of da butts.. ahaha.. danny carey az the new abercombie model... in the jungle.. emily porn star now... my expertise video recording... fun fun fun... emily said the tape broke but i dunno... when i got home it wuznt so fun.. my dad eylled at me the whole way home and i cried my self to sleep... my parents just came in to yell at me sum more... they wont believe n e thing i say... and ive gone mute to them.. they only thing ive said to my mom all week wuz this morning... i asked her if she wuz going to bjz today.. "she said um im not feeling to well so i dont think im doing n e thing" "yyy" "well go ask god to get urself a new mom'' "i alrdy did i dont think he wuz listening cuz it haznt happened yet..."
but now january iz over... quite an eventful month i must say..
i just hate everything now... itz like that quote from class the other day... when it rains it poors...
think about it

That would be for me