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2006 8 March :: 10.25pm
:: Music: Like Me Real Hard by Mario
nevermind.
That would be for me
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2006 8 March :: 7.46pm
:: Music: Avondale by Yellowcard
yeah so basically my mom walked in on us
and it was like the worst possible time
and yeah.
i feel like shit.
That would be for me
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2006 7 March :: 7.44pm
:: Music: Cigarette by Yellowcard
so i basically was having a ok day until
i looked at my planner and realized what day it was.
and then my heart
s
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so low.
5 months
That would be for me
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2006 7 March :: 9.01pm
you are such overkill
That would be for me
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2006 6 March :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Vol de Nuit by The Paul Schwartz Project
oh my gawwww
yeah thats the song for my solo.
and im almost finished with it.
i edited the solo song by myself, but the end sounds crappy. i cut of 10 secs in the beginning and then cut the music at 2min 9 secs so the song is 1min59secs. right at the 2 min line to arts recognition.
i dont really like my solo but its due tomorrow and its gonna have to do.
after this i still have my sourcebook, spanish test tomorrow and then dance journals to do so im stressin
i need to get this done so im out.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 5 March :: 7.13pm
:: Music: We're So Far Away by Mae
its amazing how one word can completly change my g o o d day at work
to
a not so good day.
That would be for me
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2006 4 March :: 9.56pm
:: Music: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken
What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do
not seein that lovin you
that's what I was tryin to do
That would be for me
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2006 4 March :: 12.00am
:: Music: Impossible by Christina Aguilera feat Alicia Keys
he got it stuck in my head
so today,
yeah omgawwwwwwww it was so damn sunny i wanted to go to the beach so bad and i dunno when i'll ever be able to.
nothing new nothing exciting.
hmm yeah ok.
bye.
"How long can emotions keep on goin' up and down"
That would be for me
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2006 2 March :: 8.20pm
:: Music: Love by Keyshia Cole
ahhh
today i wanted to go to the beach so bad todayyyyyy.
i think me and kristie will being going sat, except its going to be kinda chilly... :( makes me sad.
so um yeah my total prom spendings rank up to be about $640... and thats a little bit ridiculous.
so i dunno how thats going to work..
im am extremely stressed out because i slacked so much this quarter i'm a tit bit behind. and i think i'ma just give up.
no i cant... ahhh
im working all this weekend and it sucks cuz i cant go to beach on sun when its actually gonna be like 75, but i need as many hours as possible because i have a lot of expenses...
ok so i really need to fo this english thing.
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That would be for me
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2006 28 February :: 10.58pm
:: Music: Time by Chantal Kreviazuk
lyrics for the song i might use for my solo
Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don’t go so fast
I’m missing the moments as they pass
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this time
I’m down I’m down on my knees I’m begging for all your sympathy
But you (I’m just an illusion) you don’t seem to care (I wish that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don’t mean to hurt you)
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
I’ll take what you give me. please know that I’m learning
So wait for me this time
I should’ve know better
I shouldn’t have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I’m going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn’t have wasted those days)
I’ll take what you give me. please know that I’m learning
I’ve looked in the mirror
My world’s getting clearer
So wait for me this time
That would be for me
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2006 28 February :: 9.21pm
:: Music: Headlock by Imogen Heap
i cant believe i even considered it.
That would be for me
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2006 28 February :: 8.39pm
:: Music: Time To Waste by Alkaline Trio
262 calories lost
10.25 miles
32 carbs burned.
in 100 crunches i'll be on my way to a skinnier me for that dress.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 28 February :: 6.04pm
:: Music: These Days by Chantal Kreviazuk
i think im giving up on life.
it seems like nothing i do is right.
i ordered my prom dress and got that out of the way, i just have loose 2 inches around my waist so thats my mission for the next month.
which means dieting and working out.
i hate dieting, i get really cranky and depressed because i always eat a butt load when im sad.
it seems to work... i can see now how people get fat.
i still need to figure out who i'm going with in like a week or two because i need to hurry up and get tickets so i cant spend money for awhile :(
im really stressing over school, and in 2 weeks i have to have a solo ready which isnt that hard but i cant find a song and its killing me.
because this is going to be in a concert.
i hate dance.
um yeah so i have to go now i have a lot of homework.
That would be for me
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2006 26 February :: 11.00pm
:: Music: Letters To You by Finch
that really hurts my heart.
That would be for me
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2006 26 February :: 12.30am
:: Music: Its Better To Have Loved by Temposhark
its my new myspace song
work today.
it wasnt all that bad considering i hadnt been in a like a bajillion years.
i scheduled off the last 4 days of spring break cuz i think i'm gonna go down to melbourne to visit my aunt and uncle.
and check out theyre beach
and check out macy's. lol.
we picked ryan up after work at 10
but he's been weird lately i dont know.
oh and hes been getting on my aol account and that really bothers me,
he stayed and watched this movie with my parents for like a half hour so i went to sleep cuz i told him to come with me but he didnt so i dunno.
i told him i was going to josh's prom and he said it was ok.. i dunno
oh and early he said he would buy my prom dress.. even though he wont go with me. and even though its 328 dollars.
i think i have doubts he will.
we took him home at 12.
i dont know anymore.
you just dont get it.
♥
That would be for me
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