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2006 25 February :: 2.12pm
:: Music: Headlock by Imogen Heap
i have to be at work today at 5
and i dont feel like going today because im not in a very good mood.
and it seems like i havent been to work in forever cuz i called out 3 times for having brochitus.
so.
historical concert was yesterday and thursday
josh came both days
my parents came last night
im just so tired.
oh and this solo concert thing theyre making all the juniors do is ridiculous.
im stressing cuz there are no songs i like enough to do the kind of dance i want to do,
oh well.
oh my dress is $328. i was hoping to stay under 200, but i guess not.
♥
That would be for me
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2006 25 February :: 1.11pm
:: Music: Comfortable by John Mayer
can't remember, what went wrong last september
though i'm sure that you'd remind me, if you had to
our love was so comfortable and
so broken in.
That would be for me
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2006 24 February :: 4.37pm
:: Music: Firewater by Yellowcard
lyrics
You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
I'm gonna overcome this paper heart and win this time
And all along, I should've known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
I was never good at goodbye
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder, now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see
I was never good at goodbye
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead
Then make more mistakes
Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
Right beside me
I know you wanted me
To give up my life to be
Everything I am, when you're the
Only thing that I can see
I'm sorry, but you're not the
Not the only one for me
You left me, here, beside myself
Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you.
That would be for me
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2006 24 February :: 4.12pm
:: Music: Time To Talk by Open Hand
that was definately awkward.
i had to bit my to keep from crying.
That would be for me
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2006 21 February :: 11.34pm
:: Music: Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap
even though shes you bestfriend
i know there is something there between you two.
i know.
i read it. i hear it. i see it.
i knew you were too good to be true.
That would be for me
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2006 21 February :: 8.55pm
:: Music: Are You In? by Incubus
is it because love consumes our lives so much
that it effects when we eat and sleep?
is it because i never told you how much i cry.. about you?
is it because i know more than i want to or even should?
is wrong i cant get you out of my head?
i know exactly how she feels.
you have no idea.
and i like it that way. no questions. no feelings getting hurt.
because mine dont matter.
you just hurry up and leave... maybe then i'll get over you
for once.
god
i cant believe im doing this
again.
That would be for me
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2006 21 February :: 8.48pm
:: Music: Goodnight and Go by Imogen Heap
Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go
♥
That would be for me
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2006 21 February :: 8.26pm
:: Music: Empty Apartment by Yellowcard
there you again.
god.
you're so disappointing.
and youdontevenknoe.
That would be for me
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2006 20 February :: 9.10pm
:: Music: Firewater by Yellowcard
"Not all girls appreciate nice guys. There's not many left out there...."
dont i know it..
That would be for me
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2006 20 February :: 8.59pm
i've decided on my prom dress
and i am soooooooo excited.
only... one problem
i dont know the price....
or how it fits :(
That would be for me
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2006 20 February :: 8.14pm
is it wrong?
That would be for me
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2006 20 February :: 12.23pm
:: Music: Letters To You by Finch
it's because i want to kiss you.
That would be for me
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2006 19 February :: 9.14pm
:: Music: Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap
Hmm, what'd you say, mmm, that you only meant well?
Well, of course you did.
Hmm, what'd you say? mmm, that it's all for the best?
Of course it is.
Hmm, what'd you say? mmm, that it's just what we need
You decided this?
That would be for me
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2006 19 February :: 8.51pm
:: Mood: currently hating life
:: Music: When You Touch Me by Brandy
so i am still sick.
its rediculous... i called out 3 days for work im been so sick.
i am feeling better though i just have a stuffy nose and this terrible cough that burns in my chest.
i have a lot things to say about a lot of different people by i dont know how to say it.
cuz i'm jealous. why? i dont know but i know that she's good for you and now that she'll make you happy.
you deserve to be happy and i know you're the one i let get away but its cool
my mistake.
i have many.
i lied you. i know its horrible, but i cant stop lying and it hurts me, but you dont even know. you're so blind to it.
oh my gawd. that song on your thing just came on. god why do i always have to think about you.
when i think about you, us, i remember how happy i was and you took me away from all the things that were going wrong.
you were my bliss.
i dont know when but it all came to dark turn .
i dont even know you anymore. we hardly speak.
i look at you and i see a picture, a frozen frame from a far away memory in which i held to dear.
and then, i cant help but laugh when i watch you
you are everything i have wanted, but cant have.
i know blahblah things happen for a reason blahblah but i cant help but sit here and wonder what you think about her.
is it really that important?
should i even care?
i dont think so but i do and it hurts, and it hurts to be so confused.
when you touch me everything changes,
you smile,
your kiss
your voice
your breath,
i look in your eyes, i see
i see
love.
That would be for me
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2006 19 February :: 2.18pm
let your waves crash down on me
and take me
away.
That would be for me
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