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2004 29 January :: 8.13am
:: Mood: erggggg
:: Music: NOTHINGFACE
i dont want to go in for my italian midterm. im going to fail it, i need some time to actually study! maybe if i tell my mom this she'll let me go in another day to take it even though im leaving east rockaway monday? no, i'll just go in and take it today even though im going to fail it. FUCK. i hate italian. my dad thinks im doing bad in school because im failing italian and shit which is wrong. i've been doing great in all my other classes. it's just for some reason this year i just cant get grasp italian. it sucks, i know but i dont know what else to do. in pace, they dont have italian so i dont have to worry about that but im still nervous to go to a different school.
samm called me yesterday and was mad idk why? she's soo fucking weird sometimes but i love her.
odandrichie<3
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2004 28 January :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: maroon5
soo today i was bored and amy was at brian's with kurtz soo i figured i might as well do something so i invited leigh and rob jenkins over. haha rob and leigh are the craziest people in the world. we hung around and did practically nothing because we were watching ryan and claire (the cutest twins ever. aww- ANYWAY rob was high and leigh was just a fuckin crazy mofo. haha amy jsut got pictures developed and OMG i look horrible in all of them. i have soo many pictures that i got developed and i just need to scan them so i can show eveyone how lovely me and my friends are,right? yeah!
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2004 28 January :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: maroon 5-this love
snow day
second snow day of the year and im pretty happy because i had my earth science and my math midterm today. it gives me an extra day to study.....NOT. when do i ever study? lol usually never..haha. well, im really bored. this morning i woke up and my mom made me turkey bacon and eggs, good right? yeah. now, im really freakin hungry and i dont know what i can eat...RAWRRRRRRRR well, last night i talked to OD. boy do i love him. he is the most amazing person i have ever met. well, him and richie <3. its funny how you always meet people who live far or who move far and then fall so deeply in love with them. but isn't that how life goes? well, i really dont know but thats the way it seems to me. it seems that guys around where i live just want shit from you. they use you. well, most guys. ack oh well :-/ bleh.
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2004 27 January :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: jimmy eat world
phew!
ahhh phew, my global essays for the midterm were pretty easy. the DBQ was on the French Revolution and the thematic was on religions. for once i think i did better on the DBQ, hmm interesting. anywayy i got home and was really bored so i called jaymes and told him to come over. he was with tim so yeah idk jaymes and tim are over and all were missing is our other halves josh and sal. well, its all good i guess. im gonna go shop on urbanoutfitters or something so im going to go. bye everyone have a good day !!!
i.heart.richie.and.od.very.muchly.<3
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2004 27 January :: 9.00am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: cradle of filth
well, i just woke up (at 10 to 8) and im going in for my global midterm from 9:30-11:30 hopefully it will be easy. well, i don't what else to say but wish me luck because we have to write a dbq and a thematic essay and im always so bad at those. GRRR i hate this school soo much 1 more normal day of erock and then im gone and off to pace .. <3
i <3 od and richie*
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2004 26 January :: 11.14am
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: nothingface
aright, so yesterday was ok. i woke up at like 8 and went to my sisters birthday party at mcdonalds (she's 6) then after that i was supposed to go to my dads house to open presents and shit but my dad ended up thinking that me and amy weren't coming so he stopped at the store before going home so my mom,me and amy waited at his house for like 25 minutes and then we left because amy had to eat. we went to wendys and that was funny as hell. we got online ordered our food and the 3 funny things that happend where when i took like literally 15 straws,amy breaking 2 salt shakers and me throwing out the 2 pepper shakers that weren't even broken. haha funnyyyyy ass times. lol, ANYWAY when we got home we chilled around the house or whatever and then at 10:15 or so my mom went out and then i tried to get chris o. over my house and he said he would but idk i guess things didn't work out, OH WELL. well anyway, todays a new day and im not sure whats going to be happening. i have no midterm today but tomorrow i have my global midterm from 9:30-11:30, wednesday i have earth science from 9:30-11:30 and math at 12:30-2:00 and then thursday i have italian from 8:30-10:00. i still have no clue where i stand in taking the italian regents. friday is my last day of school in erock im SO excited. well, thats all for now !!!
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2004 24 January :: 11.21am
:: Mood: alil hungover
:: Music: endo
wow, last night was crazy!
haha last night was fuckin insane. well, i called greg and he said he was gonna come over so i was like 'aright, cool.' so i was already with amy (i had my dance show before and it turned out good.) anywayy greg comes over with his friend armad or something like that and then he was like 'imma go see jake' so i was like 'aright' so, im waiting for greg and he doesn't come back to my house AT ALL so whatever. amy called brian and kurtz and they came over and brought vodka. amy had about 2 shots and i had 6 woww <3. i was soo fucked up and then whatever and whatever happend and i dont feel like explaining the rest of the night, lol. well, its 11:21 on saturday and im just a tad hungover but not really. oh well. my mom took amy to the hospital :-/
im going to my moms boyfriends ex wifes house today for kimberly (my moms boyfriends daughters) birthday party. that should be fun, i'll update later<3
od<3
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