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2004 23 January :: 6.31am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: sevendust
last day of school before midterms
well, you'll see that my mood says grateful and gd am i grateful that today is friday and all i come in for is midterms and then maybe the monday after that of east rockaway. i've had an eventful 8 1/2 months in this school and im sooo freaking happy to get out !! oy.
my midterm schedule goes like this:
monday 26th* 8:00-11:30..english (it's only supposed to be from 9:30-11:30 but since i missed so many days of english she's making me come in early so i can finish the rest of the test (ohh fun stuff biznitch)
tuesday 27th* 9:30-11:30..global (essays)?
wednesday 28th* 9:30-11:30..earth science with all my 9th grade retarded friends...hmm
12:30-2:00...math AE2 midterm :(
friday 29th* NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
saturday&sunday-probably nothing cuz im grounded and then monday idk if i have to go to school because its the last school day before i go to pace...alil excited alil nervous!!!
...timothy odonnell is my love <3...
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2004 22 January :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: sweet child of mine- guns and roses
aright...
ok well today was an OH SO FUN day. i went into school and was alittle late but whatever and as the day went on it was just a normal day in east rockaway. 9th period i get out of school and i thought that shawn was picking me up so i called him and ask him where he was - and he was all the way out east. i didnt have any money for a taxi so i walked home. it wasn't that bad, oh well. soooo i get home and just chill around the house. my mom comes home and i some chicken and whatever. around like 5:30/5:45 i got really tired so i layed down and went to sleep. its 8:45 now and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. my mom was afraid if i went to sleep so early i'd never be able to go in at 10:30 but im madd tired so i will be able to. aright so everything is going good with the plans that im making with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,josh,tim,and lauryn and marisa. i got a phone call from chris today. he called my phone and then just stayed on the phone like he had no clue he was calling anyone - haha. well, i dont know what else to say. tomorrow is friday which means i only have friday,mon-fri of midterms,and monday i might have to go in but im not sure. well, im almost done with erock- you will be missed... NOT!!!. well, tomorrow is my dance show and im alittle nervous cause im kinda shakey on the dance. ohhhh welll :-/
timothy.odonnell.i.heart.you.very.muchly.<3
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2004 22 January :: 7.12am
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte
this is stupid...
im going into school at 7:20 to take a test that im gonna fail, is that stupid or is that stupid? i dont have my books because i lost my backpack so yeah that sucks. today i have to start taking my english midterm, i missed 3 days of it - oh well, i dont give a fuck.
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2004 21 January :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: content
school is fucking bullshit
ugh, i hate school.. today my mom woke me up at 6:30 and was like 'get up' and blah blah blah i was like what are you crazy, im not getting up this early sooo i went back to sleep and then at 7:30 (cuz my alarm didn't go off) my mom wakes me up and i couldn't get ready for school so i just decided to go in late. i went in for 6th-9th and a lot of shit happend in school. i really cant stand all this crap but whatever i have a week and then im gone, finally. well, the rest of the day was fine i took a taxi home and shit and when my mom came home she took me to green acres to get something to wear for dance. who wants to come to my show friday at 4:30???
-timothy.i.heart.you.mucho.<3
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2004 19 January :: 4.41am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: staind
yooo biotches im fucking drunk off my ass right now even though it doenst seem ist cuz im not typing THAT bad, i really need to fucking have someone in bed, HAHA im a fucking stupid drunk and kenny wont fucking talk to me and tell me he loves me (haha) i reall need to get to bed so fuck you journal, haha i'll write in you later biotchesssssssssss
TIMOTHY ODONNELL I FUCKING LOVE YOU DWITH ALL OF YNMY HEART BABY <3 xox
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2004 16 January :: 9.09am
:: Mood: COLD AS A MOTHA
:: Music: shadows fall
this sucks
ok, im fuckin freezing so im wearing 3 pairs of pants,3 sweatshirts,a long sleeve shirt,2 tanktops,2 pairs of socks,and slippers. my fingers are like frozen, its insane. all it is in this house is work, its ridiculous. last night was good. i stayed home all day and relaxed (it was nice to stay home) and then later at night i went to my moms boyfriends ex wifes to visit his daughter (who is sweet as pie). we ate KFC there and that shizzle and then we hung around and then shawn and his ex wifes husband i think went to get donuts and then we all sat down and ate donuts and coffee. it was a nice day with no fighting. mr. cracolici sent a letter to MY DAD and not my mom that i got a 0 on my italian test and im doing bad and blah blah blah all that shit. well, my dad wants to take away my cell phone and for WHAT? nothing, because im passing all my other classes with good grades so OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong with the way mr. cracolici teaches. maybe its because hes a BAD teacher? yeah, probably. well my dad cant punish me because he only has partial custody of me BUT he CAN take my phone away. oh well, i can live with a cell. i dont know all this shit is just really fuckin frusturating and its pissing me off.
guys honestly, please comment because i get really mad when only 1 or 2 or even nobody comments, it would make me feel A LOT better, thanks for listening to me bitch.
i.heart.y0u.tim0thy.0d0nnell.<3
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2004 15 January :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: koRn
refacing,panchos,and snowdays
ok i refaced again if you can see. i like it.
i went out to dinner yesterday with my mom, my dad,his girlfriend,her 3 kids,and my sisters. we went to panchos for lexi's birthday. the food was alright and our waiter was HOT! lol. my dad asked me if i wanted to go on his honeymoon after he gets married and i said yeah, were probably going on a cruise (i love them there SO much fun!) well, if you obviously figured out by now my dad is getting married and im about the last one to find out figures right? yeah, whatever i just have to learn to live with the fact that my dad can be an asshole sometime right? yeah, i guess so....BLEHHH
sooo today i wake up and notice that it snowed A LOT and i was really angry because it was the ONLY day that i ever really wanted to go to school because we only had a half day. figures, a day when i wanna go to school i have a half day, oh well. i sat around talked on the computer and the phone and stuff ands thats really it. i tried installing the sims on my moms computer and its not working and its REALLY starting to piss me off, oh well what can ya do? tomorrow i have dance and im babysitting and then the rest of the weekend i dont know if i can go out because if the snow is still there my mom is gonna act really gay. well, shawn (my moms boyfriend) said that one day i can go after school with him and his friend can put like 20 ringtones of my choice on to my phone, i was like DUDE thats awesome!!! well, i talked to Richie today and he is officially one of the sweetest guys alive. seriously, when i told him i was probably going on a cruise over the summer he said come visit me instead and blah blah and then i asked if he's coming to visit me during the summer and he said yeah him and his friend were saving money. then i asked how much he had and he said $10 well, the cutest part of the story is he said he would use his birthday money to come see me. AWWWW how sweet is that? blah i love that kid 'mucho' even though he makes fun of how i say talk - hey s my ny accent.
blah,i.heart.richiefazenbaker.and.timodonnell.<3
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