the man died of cancer, aaannd he wasn't a rocket scientist when he was healthy ha ha ha
why am i feeling so behind lately? In what, you say? Ho ho ho, In what not, I reply!

wow.. it's the new year... don't care :P My resolutions? i have some but i'm not ambitious enough to following them through. I'll forget about them by next week. But they are not to be afraid anymore*, and, maybe get a boyfriend or something, the latter of those two is practically unachievable even if i had the effort to look for somebody XP My expectations? None. I'm losing my concept of time anyway so what does a new year matter <.< It's all the same ^_^;

In the year 2006 I resolve to: Be nice. Get your resolution here

#1 On 10/18/90

UK Popchart - Show Me Heaven - Maria McKee

US Popchart - I Don’t Have The Heart - James Ingram

What was No.1 on the day you were born?

http://www.thisdayinmusic.com/inner.php

revolution striker
this is really sad.. some lady got hit by a car and died on christmas eve by the country fair down the road. she was hit by a drunk firefighter driving a fire truck. the really sad thing is is that she was looking for stalking stuffers for her kids : (

wonderful, special, oh my god
sooooo.... I'm cold XD

oh did you know? My dad's mom had her own business where she made clothing patterns for antique dolls.. that's awesome.. but she killed herself long long before i was born so i don't know her..


anyway, have i ever told you about my dad's dream? Okay, i don't think i did.. well... my dad knew this guy as a kid that he used to play football with, i guess, and like he had this dream where he was at a baseball game, and he caught this home run ball, that was like really valuable, and then the guy that my dad knew was there, and he tried to take the ball, but my dad ripped it away and said "This is mine" and like.. he found out that that guy died that very night.. O_O i wonder if my dad didn't get that ball back if it would have been him...

so.. i talked to my uncle bruce and my cousin allison ^^ they're doing good.. they're coming up friday and leavine tuesday, and i shall see them sunday through tuesday, so i'm really happy... but while my dad was on the phone with uncle bruce he was talking about his mom and how he thought she was manic depressive and saying stuff about how he knows what someone is going through, and say how he could help when they get here and stuff O_O then he said he was going to keep it under his back pocket so i didn't ask.. then when he was talking to aunt nancy, (his sisiter) he hung up without letting me talk to her and i got kinda mad, but he said "she isn't feeling well" i'm kind of suspicious that something bad is going on.. oh well..

my mom think's there's something seriously wrong with dakota and we have to take him in again after christmas... i don't like the way she looks at him and pets him.. it scares me because she does it in way like it might the last time.

3. . . 2. . .1. . .
so...

while i was sleeping last night, i heard/thought "Old Father called me Eldrich" wtf? O__O;;;

and today in history i finished my work early so i put my head down and i was falling asleep and i was hearing the ocean among other things. yeeeep.

so i went to the dentist today. i have to floss. but seriously, WHO flosses? XD my mom was playing with the legos in the waiting room. And i got my hair cut, mostly a trim but it's got more of a wedge to it this time but it's not as steep as i wanted. oh well, it's stilll cool. My grandma wants to get me cappuccino mix O_o

your head will explode too
My faint wish, "I can dissapear... immediately"
To keep going is something I cannot do...

The feeling that budded in the corner of my heart is called "love"
Were all of the arguments in this world formed because I loved too much?

I don't believe anything right now, and continue resisting everything
Dishevel my hair like my heart is touched... "Bang the HEAD"

In the middle of confusion, at the place it's too late to return to, I looked at myself bound in chain

With a cold heart that can't begin to realize its wounds,
"My" personality must have been accustomed to those spoken words

I don't believe anything right now, and continue resisting everything
Dishevel my hair like my heart is touched... "Bang the HEAD"

My blood's flowing, I feel the pain... "Bang the HEAD"

Can't do anything about the bugs seething inside my head, I hate it.
Slowly crawling around, starting to eat away. "Your head will explode too"."

Some google name fun
some google name fun
"Brooke needs"

"Brooke needs a new man" (yes)
"Brooke needs open lines of communication"
"Brooke needs to butt out"
"Brooke needs a > > > life"
"Brooke needs an exciting man in her life"
"Brooke needs to be in hospital"
"Brooke needs to 'be under' for 11 hours"
"Brooke needs some female friends"
"Brooke needs to leave all three of them alone and decided things about her own life"
"Brooke needs an actual story line"
"Brooke needs some serious counseling" (lol XD)
"Brooke needs professional help (Dr DooDoo)" (XD)
"Brooke needs blood" (O.o)
"Brooke needs change for a dollar"
"Brooke needs to discover what is going on and who the killer is before she ends up like her sister. dead."
"Brooke needs constant care"
"Brooke needs to be marketed and sold to a teenage audience" (O__o)
"Brooke needs to get ahold of herself and emotions and go on a nice vacation"
"Brooke needs to find new cheerleaders, because the old ones apparently when on strike with the players"
"Brooke needs to wear some clothes" (XD I have clothes)
"BROOKE NEEDS A NEW HOME"
"Brooke needs to break up with Josh" (we have to hook first lol XD)
"Brooke needs money now!" (YES!)
"A girl like Brooke needs a house alarm, a dog, a gun, and caller-ID blocking" (XD)
"Brooke needs to get over it or get some professional help"
"Brooke needs to take care of the puppy"
"Brooke needs somebody to chase her" (O.o)
"Brooke needs to die also!" (T-T)
"Brooke needs to forget"
"Brooke needs help because of her breakdown, and as of yet, she hasn't seen a doctor"
"BROOKE NEEDS AN IV TO GET ANITBOITICS INTO HER BLOOD"
"Brooke needs no excuse"
"Brooke nees a WAMBULANCE!!" (wtf O.o XD)
"Brooke needs me" (I do.)
"Brooke needs to wake up"
"Brooke needs more love"
"Brooke needs you!!" (I do!!)
"Brooke needs to earn money and work for a new car"
"Brooke needs longtubes" ( O.o)
"Brooke needs coffee" (YES!!!)
"Brooke needs to come in here"
"Brooke needs a gym bag"
"Brooke needs anti-depressants" (lol maybe XD)
"Brooke needs a nickname"
"Brooke needs to be take and stripped by myself" ( O__O)
"Brooke needs Sam" (hmmm...)
"Brooke needs him more than she needs her"
"Brooke needs new ballet shoes"
"Brooke needs to be sultrier" (O.o)
"Brooke needs therapy" (maybe xDD)
'Brooke needs to jump off the Hypocrite Express soon"
"Brooke needs to go bye bye!" (O_o)
"Brooke needs to be slapped"
"Brooke needs to see her tits" (no, i don't....)

but it takes more than one person, so everyone jump on
"He makes me happy. Don't let him know that, though."