hmm i dun have much to say .. well.. lots of stuff happened this weekend but i'm kinda too tired to really explain the details, but i guess i'll try anyway. so saturday was my interview and it when very well IMO. I met a girl, Amber, there who likes anime and draws anime and likes pocky and stuff so i got her screen name but i haven't seen her on yet. And Suicide called me and it was all awesome and stuff. lol. (<33 you) and i talked to josh very very briefly. today i got my dad to order my good report card reward, Bang-Doll's Kuu cd, and i bought their Bang'em All cd myself and payed for the shipping, if i get those next week or so i should have them about the same time Hell Bound Heart arrives, and i REALLY want it! >.< i get a poster and limited edition dvd!!! maybe they did that thing that some places do when they ship so it comes on the day it's released, if that's the case then i shall have it by mid week. Also, the Bang'em All cd comes with a dvd and from the looks of it i think they are like 2 PV's... YES...oh... jrock...*inhales it* And i'm excited to finish my I-no project in art. I'm so proud of it, i never thought my hands could produce something so good. yeah i know i'm being vain but i've never used colored pencils in such a way before, it makes me happy because i'm not good at much else.. Humes is great but it's starting to get creepy when he calls me cute. anyway, yeah.. so.. besides all of that there isn't too much... i wonder if i'll ever get to see josh again? that crap is probably going to go to court and stuff... shit... maybe it was a cosmic lesson. who knows... well, das ist allas....auf wiedersehen...

armageddon ga semaru
i love you.

pouring out the dark red ice cream
so what's up you? i'm a total freak on a stick :D

so yesterday was shelby's party (really, lol @_@) which was pretty fun. at first i was kinda nervous because i didn't know half the people and stuff.. but it was okay. Amber kept trying to video record me and she was chasing me around and she was all "Brooke is gonna hate me" but then i sheilded myself with Lucas and that was the end of that :D I was playing Katamari Damacy and a bunch of people were just watching in awe at it's wonderful weirdness. and then i was playing magic pengel (aka the doodle game) and i tried to draw shelby and it looked really funny and then one of her friends drew a giant penis on her xDDD

today my mom dragged me to pittsburg with her to a bead show, the car ride was crazy. 2.5 hours each way >.< while we were actually there it was kinda boring and made worse by the fact that i was sleepy, i had a headache from being in a room with tons of people and i was slightly nausiated because of the heat in the room. for a little while i had to step out and stay in the lobby (it was at some holiday inn) which made me feel better but i went back in to be with my mom, she was gonning to let me get something and there was some stuff that was cool but i lacked the desire of actually 'wanting' it so i didn't get anything.. the way back i mostly listened to music and slept. my mom thanked me a lot for going saying i helped a lot but all i really did was read directions off of a paper :O

anyway i'm really bored and i feel like a crappy person so someone please come entertain me : )

to no one in particular:


I Love You More Today
Than Yesterday:
Yesterday You Really Pissed Me Off.

i was thinking about my doorbell and when you're gonna ring it
well, i don't have much anything important to say, or perhaps i just don't have the energy to search my mind to find, or maybe i just don't want to share :P

so... I will just say some random stuff and you're going to just deal with it XP

- in the mornings when i wake up i usually have a headache.

- often in the mornings i also feel like crying

- i had a dream last night with a pink water fountain

- even though i've showered yesterday and the day before i still have red marker on my arm <.<

- on time i had a dream that i was Jesus crusified, and i'm not religious o.o

- when people i don't know too well talk to me i get suspicsious that they're trying to trick me into something or are otherwise trying to get a laugh at my expense.

- lately one thing has been on my mind

- nurses are kinky XD

- people in cars often stare at me when they drive by for like no reason I'm aware of.

- there is so such thing as too much candy

- our lawn of weeds is greener than our neighbor's grass <.<

- the end

all the flowers you bring are always dead
Dad: Brooke, come here for a second
Me: Yeah?
Dad: Can you read that sign on the house directly across the street?
Me: No, I can't read it. Why?
Dad: I was just wondering. I can't read it either, but I wonder what it says.
Me: We should find out.
Dad: We will later. We'll either drive up real close or we'll get the binoculars

XD

and you wanna hold hands in the cemetary
You walk like a zombie
You talk like a zombie
It's not in your head
You're a living dead
Whatever you're gonna do
You're gonna make me cry

You walk like a zombie
You talk like a zombie
It's not in your head
You're a living dead
Whatever you're gonna do
You're gonna make me cry

And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care

And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care

Six feet under
You make me wonder
You wanna be undead
So you can be hunted
But whatever you're gonna do I'm gonna follow you

Six feet under
You make me wonder
You wanna be undead
So you can be hunted
But whatever you're gonna do I'm gonna follow you

And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care

And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care

And you wanna hold hands in the cemetery
And you wanna be lost for all eternity
And everything is dark and kind of scary
And you crave the full moon
But I don't care

And you want a mountaintop with a little castle
And you wanna name our kids Morticia and Fester
And all the flowers you bring are always dead
And you howl at the moon, but I don't care

gonna kick their asses in class,gonna kick their asses in class, gonna kick their asses in class, gonna get good grades!
so i took a good nap today and had a splendid dream... twice O.o like, i was on the bus going home but it really wasn't my house nor was it my bus but Josh was there, everyone else were just random people, and like.. they all got off at my house and were in my house and stuff and they were in my room messing up my room and the second time i had the dream they broke my tv O.o lol. but you know why i say the dream was splendid.

my mom got mad when i brought up the halloween store and said all this crap about what she has to get done this weekend. she is way to stressed, being a single mother and stuff, working, taking care of bills and whatnot and like taking care of my overly dependant grandmother because all she has left is my mom and us, so.. lately my mom's been kinda mean, b;ut again, that's the stress... but.. i thought about it.. when was the last time we ever did anything fun? with my mom? that was in the summer... she almost never takes me anywhere yet she wheels my sister around everywhere... i asked her if she could do my make up for my costume and stuff and she yelled at me a bout how she has to go work yet she drives my sister to college all the fucking time when she should be driving and not getting the baby treatment that she does. why can't she take me and make Val take the bus? my mom is too tired to wake up the early for something stupid like that. i liked it better when she didn't have a job, she was a lot more relaxed.
anyway, it's not right me to complain about something like that considering the state of the world in general.

anyway, my party is sunday so i am happy. i hope everyone can come <3

[hell bound heart]!
PENCILLIN has a new cd [hell bound heart] coming out late november. MUST MUST MUST MUST BUY! >.<