:: 2004 10 August :: 10.44 pm
:: Mood: icky
:: Music: Lapis Lazuli - Naked Eye

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:: 2004 9 August :: 10.23 pm
:: Mood: distressed
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World - Seventeen

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:: 2004 7 August :: 8.26 pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Shonen Knife - Cherry Bomb

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:: 2004 3 August :: 3.39 am

She's on fire, like a rocket spinning out of control. You try to stop her but you just don't know how to keep it inside.

Guess who's back, back again...

BOOYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, like, we got the computer fixed!

WOAH!

Now you all can love me again!

Well, see, we had like over 1000 infected files on it or something. And, apparently, our virus checker was a grade A piece of shit.

Well, now we have Windows 98 on it instead of ME, but they're about the same. Actually is runs a lot like XP only they don't write viruses for it anymore.

The only downside is that the computer dude had to wipe everything out, (but I got my stuff saved cuz I asked him) So right now I'm redownloading AIM and stuff. ALl my mom's important stuff got erased (like her reseme and stuff) but the dude said he still has a copy of what we had, so hopefully she can get it back. It was kinda our fault for not thinking about her stuff, too. :( I feel bad about that

But any, SHE'SSSS BAAAAAAAAACK!

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:: 2004 24 July :: 10.56 pm
:: Mood: anxious

I still believe it when you say it's another perfect day
Okay, right now. I'm at Als's house. She's watching gundam seed, and I'm here. Yay!. We watched TV and made some recordings on her microphone thingy and we might watch this movie later.

Well, mymom got this card from a computer guy and she will call him soon and we may get the internet back up! Then I can talk to all luverly friends again! Internet withdrawl is not fun... T_T

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:: 2004 13 July :: 6.30 pm
:: Mood: awake

Can't take it when they hate me but i know there's nothing I can do...
OKAY! I'M ALIVE! AREN'T YOU ALL HAPPY?

anyway, I got back from my vacation to see Cassie. It was pretty fun, but I'm glad I'm home. I don't know if Als or Case remembered I was gone, because my internet still won't work on my mom's computer. It damn sucks.


AnYwAy, while i was there I saw 4 movies. Which is rad, because I like never go to the movies

Harry Potter 3 - It was good, but I'm still not that big of a fan to compelled to read the books

The Terminal - I don't know if I spelled that right. Anyway, I thought it would be boring but it was kinda interesting and it had its funny moments

Dodge Ball - HOLY CRAP! It wasn't as funny as the commercials made it. It was okay, but still kinda stupid. I was a little disappointed.

Spider Man 2 - DUDE! It was awesome! Go see it NOW!

Other than that we just did some random stuff.

Today I got July's issue of Animerica, they re-did their design and it's pretty awesome.

I also got Monster Rancher 3.

SEXY CHEESE! um, never mind, it's a horrible inside joke...

You're all lucky I love you!

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:: 2004 18 June :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: cynical

Somewhere ahead is the back of the line
Well, I went to the doctor's and they said I have Cryptic Tonsils. So yeah, I have those holes in them. She told me to gargle when I got to bed. She also said if the debris starts building up everyday and it becomes a problem, then I have to go back and get them removed. My mom said that I probably will need them removed later.

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:: 2004 15 June :: 6.21 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: The White Stripes - The Big Three Killed My Baby

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:: 2004 29 May :: 10.41 pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: Staind - Waste

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:: 2004 16 May :: 9.56 pm
:: Mood: sleepy

Just knowing this matters, I just feel stronger....and sharper
Last night my mom rented Big Fish and Kill Bill Vol. 1. I asked my mom for Kill Bill. We watched Big Fish first. It was pretty neat but it was sad at the end 9I won't spoil anything else) Kill Bill was well... bloody. Very bloody. EXTREMELY BLOODY. I can't stress that enough. But it had this cool anime part and it was an okay movie except that cool Japanese girl with the ball thingy (her name is Go-Go) died. boo. Found this survey on a friend's journal.

Basic's
Name?:	Brooke. Fear me and my horrible name. rawr.
Age?:	13
Where are you from? (Opt):	I'm not quite sure
Height?:	4' 11 1/2 "
Languge?:	Closely resembles English
heritage/nationality:	Swedish, English, German, Polish, and Irish
Hair color?:	it's redish now, but it's brown naturally
Eye color?:	brown
Favorite
Color?:	anything bright, mostly (it all fits well with black)
Candy?:	Ring Pops, Baby Bottle Pops, Push Pops
Food?:	sweets mostly, but all that's gotten me is a bit of a belly ;)
Just for fun, Culture?:	my favorite culture? American culture is fine, although Japanese would be fine
Also for fun, Languge?:	Japanese, i guess French and German are neat, too
Anime(s)? (opt):	lots
T.V show?:	lots
Movie?:	Nightmare Before Christmas, Big Fish, Kill Bill, Pirates of the Caribbean, Edward Scissor Hands, Beetle Juice, Finding Nemo, Casper, The Ring/Ringu
Music Band? (opt):	Jimmy Eat World, Lapis Lazuli, The Pillows, Gob, White Stripes among others
Anime Character(s)? (opt):	any quite male character will do
Song(s)? (opt):	Jimmy Eat World - Your New Aesthetic, Hole - Celebrity Skin
Book?:	Tithe: A Modern Fairy Tale by Holly Black
Manga(s)?(opt):	X - Day, No Need For tenchi! Shin Tenchi Muyo, Pet Shop of Horrors
Hobbie(s)?:	Drawing, pixel stuff, music, and sleeping above all other things
Friends
How many friends do you have?:	a few close ones in real life, plus a lot of online ones
Do your Friends share your likes?:	some
How many do you think you could talk with about problems?:	any girl friends, talking to boys about problems is akward
which ones do you talk with about problems?:	some although i most complain, which isn't really talking
are they're any friends, you think you could tak with about problems?:	didn't you already ask this?
If so, would you tell them that they are one of those friends?:	they know who they are
which friends do you trust(about things you find hard to talk about):	Als and Casey
funniest?:	Als
Most shy?:	Casey
Most Bubbley?:	none of them are too happy
weirdest?(things they do that you've never heard of):	none are too strange for my taste
sadest?:	they both are pretty sad :(
Meanest?:	none of them are mean to me, they treat me fine
smartest?:	Sam, an online friend
reliable?:	they all are there for me
ones you wish you could help?:	I wish i could help all of them, but probably Als and Casey most
every daythings
First thing you do in the morning?:	stare into space and go into a complex about how i can't face another day of school
last thing you do at night?:	turn on my alarm clock
do you have trouble decided what to wear?:	whatever's clean
School?:	constant test of survival
walk or run?:	walk. my body is way too weak for running
how much time are you online?:	lots. One of the only ways to escape the real world.
The one thing you do/must do everyday?:	sleep. my number 1 way to escape the real world.
Habbits?:	i bite my finger nails, and i have this urge to critisize everyone. i try to stop, but hey, you wanted my habbits, right?
when did you last?
cry?:	last night at the end of Big Fish
scream?:	been a while
wish you could hug someone?:	almost all the time
wish someone would at least say the would hug you?:	all the time
laugh?:	today
watched T.V.:	right now
Talk with someone in a IM?:	few days ago
last thing you said?:	"no, I don't"
say your sorry?:	been a while for that, too
worry for a friend?:	today
play with your pet?(opt):	a bit ago
random things
Have pets?:	yes
favorite clothes?:	anything that still fits o__O
play any games?:	yesterday
do nice, but funny little things online?:	yesterday
play games online?:	a while ago
ever play games online, that don't reqiuer a CD or website, just imagiton:	ermmm I'd say no
want this survey over?:	i just don't want to be kicked offline
like this survey?:	it was pretty good
do you know me?:	i don't think so
is this the last question?:	no
no this is, are you board?:	you can't spell

Survey Of Randomness brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 11 May :: 9.53 am
:: Mood: apathetic

Oh look in my face. My name is might of been. My name is never was. My name's forgotten
I'm updating in school because I finished my English work early. Next period we go on a field trip but it's rainy and shitty outside so I don't really think I'll enjoy it. Everything's lame when it's wet.

Oh, check out my badass weather pixie!!! W00t. It's pretty neat. If you want one i think just click on it and it will take you to the website.

Oh, I've still been talking to someone through E-mail that I haven't been talking to in 3 years which is pretty awesome.

Well, not much else, but I think I'll type some lyrics

Don't make me listen to this stupid broken record again
The needle's skipping and repeating, never reaching the end
You know you're bithcing and complaining like you got it so tough
We're sick of all your crying will you ever shut up?

So keep bleeding your fake blood
Till no one even sees it
If that's the best you can make up
At least act like you mean it

Give up the grudge
Shut your fucking mouth
Why you gotta judge everybody but yourself?
Take a look around you
They're ain't nobody home
I may be a loser, but at least I'm not alone

Your Mercedes won't start, yeah that's a crying shame
I guess 90k a year buys nothing but complaints
The people in my neighborhood think that I'm a threat
While the boss get's richer, they get deeper in debt

So keep bleeding your fake blood
Till no one even sees it
If that's the best you can make up
Then at least act like you mean it

Give up the grudge
Shut your fucking mouth
Why you gotta judge everybody but yourself?
Take a look around you
There ain't nobody home
I may be a loser, but at least I'm not alone

That was Gob - Give Up The Grudge, one of my favorite songs by them

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:: 2004 27 April :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: American Hi-Fi - Suround

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:: 2004 15 April :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: sick

It's the smoke from the spark when sulfur hits
Well, Mr. Jaws died yesterday ;_; I'm still kinda sad about that. (yeah, I know I'm weak) I have a new fish but i don't love him the same. He's different from Mr. Jaws.

err... My dad paid for my woohu account so i get to keep it! So that's pretty cool of my dad.

Let's see! Oh, I dyed my hair burgundy! It's nice and reddish purple but it didn't cover all of my hair so next time I have to use 2 bottles of dye. Not like those big things, it one of those little kits hmmm

Some of my friends are in a fight, but i won't go into that.

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:: 2004 4 April :: 10.10 pm
:: Mood: blank

And I'm talking to myself at night because I can't forget
I took this awhile ago but i found it in Als's journal and decided to take it again

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

look at all that! I think i need medication.

Anyway, the weeked was extremely boring. I didn't do anything or go anywhere. not much else

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:: 2004 1 April :: 10.58 pm
:: Mood: just fine
:: Music: Gob - Oh! Ellen

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