i know so many fewer questions.
im so utterly boring. i realized that when i just re-read my last post. i wrote about what i ate all this week. wft?! im such a loser. but yo listen, i woke up this morning, and i walked to the kitchen and i saw this glass jar with handles and i was like "what....straight caffine?! haha!" and i take a big whiff and i swear to god i almost threw up all over the place it was grodeee.

Bagpipes, Oi!
im still sick. listen to this. i lost 7 lbs in the couple days ive been sick. crasee. i weighed 98 on tuesday, and now im 91. hhhooo. i didnt throw up or anything. i just dont feel like eating. but im pretty hungry. its friday you knnow. can you get me some taco bell? im soo hungry for soft taco supreme w/rice. whao man ive eaten everything the same this week. spagetti on friday, saturday, sunday, and wednesday. uhm pepe's on monday, and cereal every day in between. i usually eat subway on mondays and quizno's on wednesdays, and excersise on those days as well, but w/e. i feel disgusting rite now.

health.
my aunt and grandma are here. its so cool. i missed them alot. i went swimming at rainbow springs yesterday. my throat started hurting around dinner time. then i talked to someone for a while. then they were being a bitch and i was getting a headache. so i went to bed, and when i was getting off the chair i was sitting on, i was all achy and whatnot, and i was burning. so i lay down it was only 930 and i was like crying cuz i was so sick(not only from being sick). my dad came home and massaged my back and arms with alcohol. im definitely sterile by now. he spilled the stuff all over my pillow and my clothes and i think i got high off the fumes. my headache kinda went away no doubt. i went to bed a 930 right and by 1218 i was still awake. so i closed my eyes and tryed to sleep. i couldnt and i was still awake by 453 and i watched the clock until 537. i think i fell asleep then. then my dad came in at 630. then my mom came in at 830 and said i have an ortho appointment 10, which was exactly what i dreamt about. i was really sick then so i didnt go. and i came into the kitchen and my mom made me eat so i could take medicine and i started crying cuz i didnt wanna eat stupid food. then i tryed to go back to bed and chip was whining and lauries rat kept coming out of his cage and chasing chip. that made me feel better cuz it was so funny.

royal
i saw starwars last night. it was good. i liked it.

i forgot to tell about the rioters in atlanta. they had this huge thing against APA. my dad is APA. they're like 'stop drugging kids'. im like whatever. i took pictures.
i think i saw jesse lacey downtown atlanta. otherwise i took a picture of some random guy. oh well.

anyways, so far ive finished math and reading for the year. which means i still have spanish, bible, english, history, and science. sucks ice. and i still dont care. ha.

my aunt and grandma are coming from the philippines. my mom's going to orlando to pick them up. they had a 5 hour stopover in GA. long but not that bad. on our way we had a 12 hour stopover in dallas, and on our way back we had a 7 hour stopover at LAX. i saw that one red-haired lady. uhmm...whats her name. i cant remember. she's famous anyways. man, i just realized how many famous people ive met. rediculi.

o.s.f.
last week we had our pool deck, walkway, and landscaping done. thats about 4000 bucs at least. which means we're definitely serious about moving.
i was in atlanta friday through sunday. it took 9 hours of driving to get there. it was alright. pretty fun i guess. ate at the old spagetti factory 3 times. just got home at 230 this morning. then i woke up at 10 and went to cfcc and excersise. im still in school for the summer which sucks, but who cares. i dont, he doesnt, so you shouldnt either. if anyone wants to hang out, just call me. im up for anything.

i cry
ive done something terrible. no one will speak to me. no one will show. ive been shunned for living. ill never be forgiven and i will cry. i think there's a solution. ill disappear. disappearing has always done some good for others. not to the ones theyre leaving behind, but selfish ones get what they want. i have the guilt of not only mine in my heart and there's nothing else i can do. im the second to leave. will you miss me? will you wonder what im doing? will you cry for me? thats all ive wanted. find the same white pills.

its true.
my new header is 'everyones just trying to hurt me'. because its true. and you know what? i have like...24 people on my list for who im inviting to my party. im tapering it down so i can see how many real friends i have. i basically have zero on my list by now. half of them i dont wanna invite cuz im scared they're the ones trying to hurt me. the other half i just hate cuz those are the ones that creep me out cuz they're constantly hitting on me and my sister, which is...yuk. so...really, there's only 6 people i really truely want to invite. no names, no names. you know who you are.

oh yeah, my sub-header. 'its ok, its cotton, itll shrink'. i find myself saying that alot lately. so its just there. it doesnt help the 'people hurting me' problem.

also, my computer has just been upgraded. i didnt think i had that much music, but my brother said i had over 1500, and he couldnt save them all. he said he deleted the ones he's sure i have on cds already, and saving the others. heres the dealio. i checked, and everything worthwhile is gone. i have the crap that i hate, and everything i was still working on collecting is gone. because i didnt have them in complete folders. isnt that bull. i only needed 3 more songs for blindside. i feel like crying. and i have to use itunes. i hate it. i dont know how it works. i miss windows media.

oh really? thats pretty cool...
so the other day we drove by the ritz and it said "welcome brad pitt" and i was like "oh, brad pitt's here? i guess thats pretty neat....didnt that sign say 'welcome, demi moore' a few weeks ago?". then today after church we were passing the golf couse next to my dad's office, and laurie was like "its brad pitt!!" so we turned around and he was walking away, so we turned into the golf course, and he was putting his putts(or w/e theyre called) into the car w/his enterage, and i opened my window and we drove by really s l o w l y. you shouldve seen my face! he looked straight at me! hes got this little mustache thing goin on. its silly.

ahahahaha
http://www.worldbeardchampionships.com/
hahahahha. lmao lmao its great.

kicks ice
today was way fun. i went to wal-mart and got checkered underwear. when i got back, i went into the woods and climbed a really big tree and built a home in it. i like it alot. i connected a pulley to it and another tree. it doesnt work too well, but thats ok. i spent like 2 hours up there. then i had to take a crap. i was in the woods and didnt feel like walking to the house for that. so i crapped off a fence! oh yeah, and i fed a horse a carrot.
then i came inside and ate some tostito chips and don pablo's salsa. they were good. i got online for a bit after that. then i went and sat on the roof to see the sunsterset. but i couldnt see it cuz of the woods. so i ran through it in my bare feet and climbed up my tree. i still couldnt see it too well, so i went through the rest of the woods till i reached double diamond farm and climbed over the fences and sat on the crooked horse's paddock. i cant remember wat time the workers go home, 430 or 630. oh well. i got punished anyways cuz i wasnt wearing shoes and while i was running through the field, i stepped in a big patch of those stinging spikey silantro look-alikes. it hurt bad, and i was like oweeoweee and fell into them and i tried to pick them out of my feet, but i couldnt consentrate cuz i was sitting on some and had em stuck to muh butt, too.
well i finally passed that part of the day, and came home and took a shower and ate dinner while watching shopping tv network and jesus anime on what's left of the sattelite. definitely what i call a good day.
jessie is coming over this weekend. we're gonna do cool kid stuff, so P O N A, biatches

so frech
on friday i went to the mall with muh bro and some other people. and i saw MJ. it was....a bit akward i guess i should say...
on saturday i had to do special music at church for both sessions. it wasnt great, but im wasnt torn by it, either. later that day, we headed over to clearwater. a pretty gay name for how ( cool ) it is. i went to the beach and built some bunkers(i took pics but havent put em on my photobucket yet), and then to the pool. the pool was awsome. we ate TWO meals at the colombia. that place is expensive. the 1905 salad was 8 bucs. thats what i got.
on sunday my dad had another meeting, and my mom had to be somewhere, so she gave us a choice: stay and chill w/pops, or go home w/her. she was like "i dont want to confuse you, but you know your dad. hes not gonna end up leaving til 1, and then you're gonna have to go places and whatnot. but if you come home, you're gonna be bored as hell. so either way, you're not gonna have fun." i chose to stay. we went to busch gardens for 4 hours. and we got a year pass, which costed about 420 bucs. geez. i was fun. next month the SheiKra will be open. i cant wait.
yesterday i was hanging out outside and stuff, and i stepped on of those stupid red wasps. it stung me really hard. lol. then i had orch and i brought my rat. awww so cute!
and today my sister caught 4 bees and we're making a 'fly aircraft'. i put them in the fridge like 20 minutes ago, and just took em out like 5 ago. they were pretty much dead, but theyre all better now. lmao. im gonna tape the take-off and put it on here if i can. later.

yeah, think twice
i woke up at 830 cuz i had an ortho appointment. that went well, so afterwards i went to the haircuttery and got my hair cut. great 90's do. (i HATE it. HATE HATE HATE.) its terrible. youd laugh o so hard if you saw me. i look like a diseased chinese mushroom. not kidding. its so short i cant tuck it behind my ears, and i hate hair in my face. ive got like a tail too. my mom said she can fix it. and if she messes up, it wont matter, cuz there's no possible way anyone can further ruin my head. and if i wear a beanie, i look like a cancer patient. hah. i think the only way i can actually fix my hair, is by tapering the whole thing down, so it looks like mandy moore's in how to deal. her hair was awsome there. but stuart said asian people look really chink w/short hair. is that good or bad?

what have i gotten myself into? i just agreed to play handel's allegro duet on thursday at a dunnelon middle concert. after what happened on sunday, didnt i promise myself id never play that song again? dammit.

im pretty damn emo, eh
last night right after i posted, i went with my dad to publix then pizza hut then blockbuster. and i didnt talk or laugh or smile the whole time and i felt angry and i dont know why. then i started CRYING for no reason at all. when i got home i was still crying. i think i might have some emotional problems?
i also have a recital today. im playing a song im definitely not ready for. i know ill screw up. the whole thing is played in 16th's and its a duet with the viola(my sister), so if either of us messes up, we're both skrewd.

nice way to look at things, elise

fresh.
ive decided im gonna become a ukulele shredder. its pretty rad. The Clash's Joe Strummer started out on the uke while busking in the London subway/underground system. its true. ive got some righteous tabs. some classical and Super Mario Bros and of course the clash. duh-damn!

crayfish
currently, my computer's running on 30 k. damn thats slow. it took like 5 minutes just to log in. NEways...
yesterday brett, mario, and eric took me to the mesto to take pictures of your best day. i never even knew it existed. probably cuz i never leave my house, but shouldnt i know if somethings back there? it was AWSOME! its like the greatest place. mario introduced it as "elise, this is The Place we hang out at". yusssss. eric was standing on the bridge and he goes "i can see down your shirt!" and brett was like "eric, im gonna kill you" lmao. good times...

im embarassed....

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no one remembers your name
its 205. which means in about an hour it'll be 300 and then ill have to call alex's parents. what am i gonna say? erg. im so horrible at talking to people's parents. lets see...i got it: "guess what! your gonna be grandparents". lol. not.

i invented a sandwich today. it had provalone and american cheese, ham, and eggs, all melted together in a pair of burnt slices of bread. it was....incredible...it seems that whenever i make stuff i make myself sick. like one time i made egg foo young, and alexion was telling me to put all this stuff in it, like cinnimon and cream of tartar and chicken boulion and whatnot, and it made me sick. oh well.

its st.pattys day--have some GREEN!
i went to venice yesterday. it was great. but it was pouring rain. we left home at maybe 8. went to james' place and had pancakes and stuff. we couldnt get in for dinner cuz reservations have been booked for 6 months already. i just realized that at james' place, st.patrick's day is the day the whole year revolves around. seriously, its that big.
my dad bought me a 25 dollar space pen. its cool. and i got a cuban cigar box at a cigar store. then we ate at columbia and walked around and whatnot. i saw this bird, it was like a toucan or sumthin, and i was like "look at that jew!!" lmao it was righteous. it wasnt even a toucan, it was like a mutant seagull. i dunno. he was a cool little guy.

wowee
i woke up at 7 this morn cuz i had an ortho appointment. i got removable retainers on both top and bottom and now i talk like a retard. seriously. and i cant even say 'retard'. it sounds like 'wetad' when i try. what a loser. then before my dad left he was like "imma pick you up miley's" and i was like "yokay" but really i was thinking 'thats a dumb idea' ao after my ortho, i went to miley's, and my mom said an hour, so i was like 'ooh man' and i called my dad to pick me up and take me home.
last night i went to ross to see if they got NE new swim suits. they didnt. i got a big tub of liquor chocolates. i was walking aroung, and i saw this really really fat doll, and i was like "that lady is...." but couldnt say 'fat' cuz there was a fat person standing there, and i had to say s o m e t h i n g since i already said that much, so i said "...RANK!" and this black chick turned around and looked at me. lmao.
then i went to wal-mart and chilled. not. lol. i kinda hate that place. too many mexicans look at me. one time some were following us(my sister and i), and we started walking really fast, then running, and they were actually chasing us. it scared the crap out of me, after that i really hated wal-mart.

im watching you.
where the heck is emjay?! imma call him in a second.
this past week has been sooo s l o w. efFingCAT science on monday. Norms on tuesday. wednesday we met ryan at las palmas for lunch and gave him MOE. oh, moe. sry had to do that. on thursday i had a violin lesson and then we went to the strawberry festival in plant city. got a rida pass for 17 bucs. every ride made me throw up. they all went in circles and alot had strobe lights. we rode from 430 to 900. then went to ybor city for spagetti warehouse. it was soo good. we got free meals and each of us got an entire cake FOR FREE. the total wouldve been 40 or so dollars. we couldnt eat any more, so we gave the waiter a cake. we had a really good waiter. on friday...i forgot to wake up that day, so my mom cancelled the voice lesson. then we went to the church-school, my mom had to teach. then we went drove around, went to jo-anns and waited at the cutting stand for like 20 minutes, then to ross to check out some swim suits. there was one the other week i REALLY wanted, and my mom was like "we'll come back on tuesday, your dad has senior discount." did we go back? NO! it was cool. black bikini w/white dots. i gave my mom the guilt trip("shows how much you like me: forgeting to come back and buy the swimsuit")NEwho, they sold out of it, and they had a buttload of roxy and tommy hilfiger ones, so my sister got a light blue w/different-color polka-dots bikini. its cool. i didnt get anything yet. im waiting till they have something really good that i like.
my retard sister is stealing music out of my files. she listens to the dumbest music ever. she's trying to look like shes really something. i think im gonna re-name all 1574 music files so she wont be able to find ANYTHING she's looking for. then my hard work will ALL BE WORTH IT.
i think im losing my eyesight. i cant even see what im typing right now. and its all from trying to read emmy's journal. he has the font so freakin small. yes, its your fault.

finally got the speakers working.
i havent put on any deoderant for like 3 days. my armpits are so rank, man.