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2007 25 July :: 11.43am
i saw him. even if it was only for a little while. he hasn't changed a bit, except for he lifts weights now and doesn't look so boney. he's still really skinny, though. i love ryan. he's such a good friend. we've been through a lot. he's doing really well there, he gets to come home early, too! september or october and he should be back for good.
and i'm almost happy again.
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2007 1 July :: 8.02pm
i'm leaving the country tomorrow!
i'll be in germany for a while.
see you soon, woohu.
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2007 27 June :: 10.00pm
stale doritos
have never tasted so good.
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2007 24 June :: 1.39am
i fucked up so bad.
and i just want to fix it.
but i don't know how.
i love zack. so much.
and i really hope we make it through this.
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2007 21 June :: 11.31pm
my boyfriend wants to kill himself
what a dick.
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2007 15 June :: 9.55am
i still love blink 182.
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2007 8 June :: 9.08pm
in love.
with zack.
with snow cones.
with the sun.
with summer.
i may be confused. but i know one thing.
i am happy.
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2007 7 June :: 8.49pm
it's summer.
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2007 2 June :: 4.28pm
i've been thinking alot about the future lately.
i'm not sure where i'm going. with anything.
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2007 29 May :: 11.28pm
circle takes the square.
this is the new cutting edge;
sixth sense limitations dragging me down.
your transcendence of nothing has fueled the flames of our choir.
this is my therapy- singing the praises of razor wire.
embrace the sweet sound of self destruction.
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2007 18 May :: 11.41pm
haiku.
the trees rose so high,
that no bird could reach the top.
unattainable.
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2007 15 May :: 11.59am
i'm going to dresden this summer.
yay.
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2007 10 May :: 6.24pm
dear journal.
i made a new friend today.
he is in my boyfriend's band,
and life is really rough for him right now.
i'll try to keep you updated,
but i hope over the next few weeks we'll become good friends.
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2007 6 May :: 12.24am
i saw modest mouse last night.
i was so close to the stage.
and it was amazing.
the first opening band blew hard.
and everyone was really mean to them.
the second band was really good, and got everyone pumped.
man man, i believe. they were crazy. :]
and then modest mouse.
johnny marr was a great addition to the band.
and isaac brock looks way better in real life.
i saw my favourite band, with the boy i'm in love with.
i'm glad i could share this experience with you, zack.
i got such butterflies when you held me.
i'm so in love. i wouldn't trade this for anything in the world.
i'm unstoppable.
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2007 20 April :: 11.55pm
hah.
let's just say...
you should hope i don't see your face in public anytime soon.
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2007 19 April :: 1.50pm
:: Music: east coast rising (INDK)
ultra violence
"Being under King Louis XIV's rule isn't bad at all. First of all, he threw this huge party last week. They gave out free jewelry. It was pretty rad. He's always doing stuff to help us French people and make things better around here."
I'd say my world history essay is going pretty well.
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2007 15 April :: 10.03pm
things are looking up.
zack and i are giving things another try.
and i have a good feeling about it.
i'm going to see brand new and manchester orchestra on thursday,
and i purchased tickets to go see modest mouse today.
they're playing may 4th.
and summer is getting closer. it feels great.
i feel great.
i'm in love.
i hope my mood stays.
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2007 5 April :: 7.54am
false friendships.
don't fucking lie,
and say, "at the time, i didn't even know dana."
if you're going to get to know me,
then fuck me over.
again.
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2007 30 March :: 1.43am
a perfect way to start my spring break.
lamb of god was so intense.
best show i've ever been to.
machine head, trivium, and gojira all tore it up, too.
i am content. :]
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2007 26 March :: 5.23pm
the difference between you and i:
when i say things,
i actually mean them.
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2007 24 March :: 11.03pm
my birthday is in an hour.
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2007 18 March :: 12.23pm
today.
would have made it a year.
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