Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow June We'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets go I send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils Scream And I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will Mother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So bad When I can, I will Words defy the plans When I can, I will Fool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel this No more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Can anybody hear me I just want to be me When I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will

 

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angel_bob

:: 2007 26 June :: 6.33pm

Did I tell you about when I saw Mark Ruffalo in Prague?

It's a good story.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 20 June :: 11.24pm

damn straight!

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angel_bob

:: 2007 20 June :: 4.23pm

Things I forgot about:
Read more..

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angel_bob

:: 2007 14 June :: 2.18am

I feel kind of bad because everyone else is reverse culture shocking it up and wants to go back to France.

But then I think about it and it is okay that everyone else loved France and wants to go back.

I am more happy here than I have been since maybe November or before whenever leaving for France became real.

They can have all the France they want.

Because it sucked and I hated it.

I seriously am surprised when men don't yell at me, check me out or honk at me when they drive by. And that is not a good thing to be surprised about.

For clarification, when I was in the airport in France waiting for my plane wearing khakis that I'd slept in and an old comfy shirt, airport security guards clicked at me. It's this thing that French guys did. They clicked at girls like you would click at a cat or dog to make it come to you. When I was in Texas and wearing a shirt white dress with a tennis skirt that snapped in the front, a guy looked at me and moved on. Like a normal person.

I am so glad to be home.

Plus there are stores open later than 7 at night. And I understand everything people say.

Seriously, this is the best country in the world. And you know how I hate this country.

I just wish I had my car and my job.

I love you all and I am so happy to be home. Beyond happy.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 9 June :: 8.49pm

Buddy and I found a ribbon generator:




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cowboy67

:: 2007 8 June :: 3.58pm

god damn it, i don't give a flying fuck about paris hilton. american media, you lazy money-grubbing bastards, get over it already!

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cowboy67

:: 2007 7 June :: 6.54pm

i love a woman who can speak her mind

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angel_bob

:: 2007 4 June :: 7.45am
:: Mood: jubilant

I AM HOME!

Things that are going to be hard to get used to: keyboard, McHenry now falls over.

I am home!!!

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cowboy67

:: 2007 2 June :: 11.50am

still want bacon?

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cowboy67

:: 2007 30 May :: 9.55pm

it takes a lot to make me crack up
but caitlin's comment on this worked...

i think i love it cuz it sounds like a danielle quote!

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cowboy67

:: 2007 28 May :: 4.11pm

you might as well steal this one too

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cowboy67

:: 2007 27 May :: 2.36am

a taste of what's to come...

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cowboy67

:: 2007 22 May :: 1.26am

i think i cut my hands open more often than the average person should.

not that i consider myself an average person.


cowboy67

:: 2007 19 May :: 11.55am

a note on jerry falwell

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angel_bob

:: 2007 18 May :: 12.47pm

Ready to come home.

16 days.

Might go to the beach, I really don't want to.

I miss Nick now more than ever.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 17 May :: 12.43am

*sigh*

life is hard.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 15 May :: 5.21pm

19 days until I am home.

I want to punch someone.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 12 May :: 11.37pm

rent "lord of war" right now.







see ya.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 11 May :: 9.17pm

delicious

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angel_bob

:: 2007 11 May :: 12.43pm

My dad also went into the hospital Sunday. HE called me on Wednesday and told me.

Thanks for keeping me updated, Mom.

Next week is our last week of classes and then we have exams then a week of nothing before HOME SWEET HOME.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 5 May :: 8.37am

not surprising

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cowboy67

:: 2007 4 May :: 3.23pm

time to call your congress member!

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cowboy67

:: 2007 2 May :: 6.30pm

ron paul for 2008?
most of the 2008 presidential candidates have profiles on myspace.com, so i was checking them out to see what their supposed intentions are and how they stand on some issues.

many of them didn't even have info. on their stances, but i did find someone who seemed to be logical, realistic, and committed to what the actual laws of this country are. he's a republican, but i agree with almost everything he claims to believe in. he seems to be the most common sense-type and the least infotainment-type who has to use hype to dog on other candidates instead of simply talking about himself and what matters for the country.

read what his stance is on issues here.

he mentions things that are really important, like privacy issues (patriot act, national ID cards, etc.), that other candidates don't.

i'd love for a woman to be president, simply for the symbolic victory it would represent, but if hilary is going to perpetuate the same crap of talk-to-appease-but-continue-corruption-and-militarization-of-the-country then it's not even worth it.

obama looked pretty good, but then he started talking about injecting faith into politics and the country... and i said see ya -- separation of state and religion no matter what.

john edwards also looks good for now, but i'd like to know more about where he stands on issues of privacy and civil rights for minorities and stuff.

any of you guys have any info on the candidates?

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cowboy67

:: 2007 27 April :: 7.28pm

done, i'm done i'm done i'm DONE!!! muwhahahahaha SEE YA UNDERGRAD!


















*grimace* hello grad school...






whatever, as long as i get a couple years off before i go insane all over again. here's to re-charging!

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angel_bob

:: 2007 25 April :: 12.25pm

39 days, bitches!

I am so excited to come home!

So at the u here there are four or five levels of classes. At the beginning of the year, we took a placement test to get into a level. Most of us got in level 3 but two of us were placed in level 2. Anyway, the only test we have is at the end of the year. In France, doing well on the exam means getting 50 percent but at home, that transfers back as a D. On everything. So last year's group made a stink and this year, one of our professors here expressed concern for our sucess on the exam. She signed us up for level 2's exam so we could actually pass. I still have to take level 3 but they take the best grade you get anyway in the end.

So I am not worried.

Just waiting to come home.

I love you all.

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shadowcow

:: 2007 22 April :: 2.55pm

You know...

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cowboy67

:: 2007 21 April :: 5.52pm

you go, girl!
"... one can only imagine the reaction of many Palestinians when an American president who has invaded two Muslim countries, whose budget calls for half a trillion dollars in military spending, and who defends torture and the detention of prisoners without trial, tells them to renounce violence and recognize the legitimacy of a country that is illegally occupying their land."

- Rachelle Marshall, from The Washington Report on Middle East Affairs, April 2006.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 18 April :: 12.04pm

I am done with fucking France. I hate it here. I am ready to come home.

Oh and our wandering across Europe had us go to Budapest, Prague and Brussels. It was fun. And the weather is really nice.

But i just want to come home.

Oh and Kurt Vonnegut's death upset me. It made me think about Katti and Oliver and I just heard him on the radio before I left...

Then this school shooting. The world is falling apart while I am gone.

And why isn't anyone awake and on msn at 6 in the morning?

I want to come home.

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cowboy67

:: 2007 15 April :: 12.04pm

assholes are cheap today
cheaper than yesterday
small ones are half a crown
sitting up or lying down



- tori amos

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cowboy67

:: 2007 14 April :: 12.03am

hooray!
yesterday when i got home from school, my mom told me that the detroit police had just called because they'd recovered my car.

apparently they found it by accident... some cops were just driving around on their routine and happened to see a car that looked "out of place" for the particular area they were in, and it seemed suspicious. they followed the car, the thief didn't signal when he turned, so the cops were about to pull him over and checked the plates and - bam! - stolen vehicle. they pulled him over and arrested two guys: a 20 year old and a 22 year old. not WSU students.

they took my car to the detroit police impound lot, so my dad and i had to go down there to pick it up. that was an adventure in itself (reminiscent of trying to pick up brandy at the amtrak station across from white castle at 3:00am in detroit).

my car was pretty much okay. the steering column was busted (it was "tilt-wheeled" it, not hot-wired) and the driver's side door lock was broken. everything that had been neatly organized in the glovebox was strewn about on the floor of the car, but i'm pretty sure they left all of those things in tact. they stole the spare tire and wheel, my WSU parking permit, my sunglasses (and case), all of the change i had, my tire pressure gauge, and... some hand sanitizer.

they left a grocery bag in the backseat that contained toilet paper.

anyway, thank god(s) that i have my car back! and thanks to all you cats who sent good thoughts and wishes.

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