Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow June We'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets go I send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils Scream And I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will Mother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So bad When I can, I will Words defy the plans When I can, I will Fool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel this No more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Can anybody hear me I just want to be me When I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will

 

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cowboy67

:: 2006 30 July :: 2.19pm

i just need 30 minutes of your time
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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 28 July :: 10.41pm

My FREE bumper sticker came in the mail today:


Yay for more liberal bumper stickers on my car!

And in related news:
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cowboy67

:: 2006 27 July :: 12.35pm

what would the US say/do if any other state or group bombed UN peace forces?

can you imagine the outcry if an arab or muslim group had done that? this government is a fucking joke.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 26 July :: 7.28pm
:: Music: Murder She Wrote

Little Miss Sunshine release schedule:


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So it looks like I'm waiting until the 18th. Unless people want to make it a road trip and go to Ann Arbor. I love Ann Arbor and I love people so that would be awesome but it still wouldn't happen until after the 11th.


I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 26 July :: 9.05am

I quit the second jorb at Meijer last night.

Therefore, Kyle, I must announce my resignation from the People Holding At One Time More than One Job Club (PHAOTMOJ Club). I hope to rejoin with a new, better second job very soon.

I love you all.

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cowboy67

:: 2006 20 July :: 1.15pm

"Diplomats say Israel set to continue overflights over Lebanon"
Nicholas Blanford. The Washington Report on Middle East Affairs. Washington: Oct 2003. Vol.22, Iss. 8; pg. 35

Diplomatic efforts to end Hezbollah's anti-aircraft (AA) fire and Israeli overflights are foundering due mainly to Israel's apparent determination to continue breaching Lebanese air space, despite a lowering of tension on the Lebanese side of the border since the Aug. 9 and 10 weekend's escalation.

Diplomats in Beirut are voicing concern that if the "provocative" overflights continue, Hezbollah may retaliate with more cross-border anti-aircraft fire, spurring a fresh escalation along the border.

Israel's staging of mass overflights on Aug. 13 has dampened hopes of an imminent end to the AA fire/overflights. Furthermore, the intensity of the overflights-in which at least 13 jets flew over most of the country, breaking the sound barrier over Baalbek and other towns-is fueling suspicion among diplomats that Israel is deliberately attempting to goad Hezbollah into a reaction.

Some analysts believe that Israel hopes to provoke Hezbollah in order to launch a sweeping military campaign against the party. There are certainly senior ranking Israeli army officers who would like to exact revenge on the battlefield for Hezbollah's success in forcing the Israeli army out of southern Lebanon three years ago.

But the Israeli government and military appreciate that such an option is likely to be costly, not least because of Hezbollah's suspected deployment of long-range rockets in the south. Israeli officials have recently admitted that Hezbollah's arsenal has made them think twice about pursuing the military option.

On the other hand, any attacks by Hezbollah into northern Israel play neatly into the hands of the Israeli government and their allies in Washington who wish to see Syria dis-arm the party and remove them from Israel's northern border. "I think the Israelis are setting up Hezbollah and Syria," said one analyst. "They are trying to provoke a reaction by Hezbollah against Israel which can then be used to mobilize American support to pressure Syria to disarm Hezbollah."

The assassination of Hezbollah commander Ali Saleh earlier this month was part of the trap set by Israel, according to the analyst.

"The Israelis realize that after six months without attacks along the border, it becomes hard to keep claiming that Hezbollah is a threat. They had to heat up the border," he said.

In the dangerous game of brinkmanship waged by Hezbollah and the Israeli army, neither likes to be the first to back down. Two years ago, Israeli warplanes destroyed a Syrian radar position in the Bekaa in retaliation for a Hezbollah attack in the Shebaa Farms a day earlier.

Hezbollah responded within the hour, shelling several outposts in the Shebaa Farms. Israel backed down first, claiming it had no wish to escalate the situation.

This time, it was the other way around. Hezbollah refrained from firing AA rounds across the border in retaliation for Israel's muscle-flexing aerial display in the night sky above Beirut early Monday morning.

Yet although Israel had "the last word," it nonetheless staged two days later the most provocative series of overflights in weeks.

The U.N. issued a strong condemnation of the overflights which, in Lebanese eyes, went some way to counter-balance U.N. Secretary-General Kofi Annan's criticism of Hezbollah's fatal burst of AA fire on Sunday.

Hezbollah may grudgingly accept that discretion is the better part of valor and ensure its AA shells explode above Lebanese territory for the time being. There is much-needed diplomatic capital to be gained by Lebanon and Syria if it becomes clear that the persistent violator is the Israeli air force rather than Hezbollah's AA units.

But Hezbollah's oft-stated role as defender of Lebanese sovereignty will be undermined if Israel persists with its overflights and the resistance fails to resort to a few barrages of cross-border AA fire.

As for the diplomatic option, Wednesday's overflights appear to have quashed hopes that an agreement to end aerial violations of the U.N.-delineated Blue Line might be announced by the end of the week.

"There is a lot of diplomatic activity, but I don't think we can speak of a breakthrough at the moment," said one diplomat.

According to diplomatic sources, the United States recently began an attempt to persuade Israel to refrain from overflights for a month.

The idea was to put to the test the Israeli claim that Hezbollah's AA fire is unprovoked aggression unconnected to Israel's "necessary reconnaissance missions" above Lebanon. If there was no cross-border AA fire during the trial month, Israel's claim would have proved unfounded, making it difficult for Israel to justify resuming overflights. It may well be for that very reason that Israel would have no wish to accept the one-month "challenge."

Ironically, however, it looks as though the initiative may end up working in reverse with Hezbollah refraining from cross-border anti-aircraft fire while Israeli jets continue to penetrate Lebanese air space.


and that was 3 years ago.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 18 July :: 11.34pm

Bleh.

I worked for five hours today, over 6 yesterday and Sunday.

I don't even know what day it is anymore.

Tomorrow I work at school for five hours (sitting down! excitement!), Thursday I work both school and Meijer (all day school 9-5 and 6:30 to 11 at Meijer) then I work all day at school then at Meijer (9-4:30 at school and 8 or 8 and a half to midnight).

I'm almost to the weekend. As I mentioned before, Nick and I are going to Cleveland on Saturday. His work has some celebratory "we rock at making money" thing. We'll be leaving at 10 in the morning on Saturday and returning at some random time on Sunday. Yay, weekend with the boyfriend.

This was pretty pointless and you didn't really learn anything.

Oh, I'm EXAUSTED and SORE ALL OVER.

I love you all.


P.S. I almost forgot. Working last night at Meijer, the electricity went out at about a quarter to 10. It was neat because everything went really dark except my little cashier screen and then the generator power came on and it was really quiet. Driving home was awesome! It was constant thunder and lightning with a teeny bit of rain but the roads were soaked. My windshield wipers had this neat strobe effect.

P.P.S. I'm excited about tomorrow. Episode two of the new season of Project Runway and no Meijer work. Booyaka.

P.P.P.S I forgot. Geoducks look like giant penises.

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cowboy67

:: 2006 17 July :: 4.52pm

israel is so annoying.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 16 July :: 10.22am

Layout, FTW.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 15 July :: 11.45am

Blah.

I really don't feel like sticking out at Meijer until school starts. I hate it. I'm tired and then I get home and I can't sleep. Then I'm just sore the next day.



I'm going with Nick to Cleveland this weekend. His work is having some thing down there and I'm going along. It'll be fun. If I can just survive this week.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 14 July :: 3.22pm

I want a Brompton bicycle. They fold (!) and look really dorky.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 13 July :: 5.54pm

I don't know how people found out the awesome route I take home or who these people are but they need to go back to their other route. They drive too slowly.



Hannah and I are making a story about Superman and Jimmy Olson's secret man crush on each other. It rocks.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 8 July :: 9.20am

Second job went okay last night. I was so stressed out once that I cried and had to sit down. The night went quickly, hopefully today and tomorrow and Monday will too.

I need a hug.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 7 July :: 1.11pm

A proof (!) in pictures (!):


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angel_bob

:: 2006 7 July :: 11.35am

When did Becky's mom pass away?

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angel_bob

:: 2006 6 July :: 9.48pm

I hit my first woodland creature today.

I cried and called Nick. He reassured me that the poor chipmunk had cancer and I relieved it from its suffering.

I didn't get a chance to brake.

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I have on the job training tomorrow. So basically my first day of my second job. I'm nervous.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 5 July :: 4.55pm

I'm so tired. I have training again today, I don't know what else we need to learn.


Tired...

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 4 July :: 4.14pm

I guess I passed out yesterday or something. I insist that I just fell but Nick says it sounds like I passed out.

And that's what everyone has been talking about it as.

I haven't told my parents.

It was embarrassing.

I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 3 July :: 9.25am

"It is not time or opportunity that is to determine intimacy; it is disposition alone. Seven years would be insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others."

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 30 June :: 2.59pm

I am an official member of:




And we are welcoming visitors and new members.

(We will be updating our graphic when time is available to do so/when I'm home.)

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 28 June :: 12.23pm

The scholarship I was dependent upon for France and was confident I would receive has been cancelled because of poor stock investment or something like that.

The funniest part is that the scholarship is giving to those going into an international business field. It looks like investing scholarship money in the stock market was a poor business move.



So France continues to grow farther and farther out of reach.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 28 June :: 9.17am

Superman Returns was awesome.

He's a sexy beast.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 27 June :: 9.37am

Oh. By the way.


Happy Birthday, Jessa you sexy person you!!!!!


I love you! sex!

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angel_bob

:: 2006 27 June :: 7.11am

I am going to be tired for the rest of my life.



I now have two jobs and I'm going to see if I can squeeze in a third. Training went to 10 last night. We have training again on Wednesday then again next week on Monday and Wednesday.

I usually go to bed at 10:30.

We're going to see Superman tonight at 10 and I'm just so tired.

I'm all alone at the office again today.

Good thing I don't have to work until noon on Wednesdays or I'd collapse.




I love you all.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 24 June :: 7.06am

I forgot how close 6 in the morning was to 7. They're neighbors, for heaven's sake.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 23 June :: 2.18pm

The British crack me up.

"If someone is sulking or being particularly miserable you would say they are being stroppy or that they have a strop on. I heard an old man on the train tell his wife to stop being a stroppy cow."

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angel_bob

:: 2006 21 June :: 9.06am

It's raining.

Actually, it's thunderstorming.

I have to work later and I don't really feel like driving in this but I have to.

I start my second job on Monday. Well, that's when I start training. I don't know if I can get over my stupid pride for long enough to deal with the fact that I need this job.

I hate driving in the rain.

I love you all.

P.S. I hope you're doing well.

P.P.S. My sister and I watched a movie called The Heiress yesterday. I loved it. It's one of my favorite movies now.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 20 June :: 6.53pm

Got the job.

Loves.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 20 June :: 9.20am

But now we must pack up every piece of the life we used to love.
Leave me alone.

For you know this isn't the first time.




In fact this is twice in a row that the angels have slipped through our landslide and filled up our garden with snow.




And I don't wish to taste of your insides or to call out your name through my phone for the glory boys at your bedside will love you as long as you're something to own.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 19 June :: 9.09am

I went to see Wicked yesterday. It was good.

We went to this nice Mediterranean restaurant. The food was delicious.

I have an interview today. Wish me luck. I don't even know if I want the job but I need it.

I think that's it.

Call me.

I love you.

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