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2004 6 July :: 12.37 am
:: Music: evanescence - my immortal
aaahh.. if only he was sober!
haha lifes been pretty good so far.. im not gonna get into details about whats been going on but i had a great 4th of july and a good last couple of days.
Kevin and Landis i owe you both an assbeating. -- for the beach and for last night, you both pinched and bit me so much i have bruises lol.
michelle got shitfaced last night, heather got shitfaced last night, mario got druunk, kevin got druunk, and lil ol me wasn't ev even buzzed lol. i was def gone on friday tho, completely gone.. but hey, thats what 7 shots of 151 will do to ya lol. but im not going any farther into detail, if you really wanna know just ask.
the love you cant have lasts the longest, feels the strongest, and hurts the most.
being with you makes me feel like i dont have to try so hard to be happy . . it just h a p p e n 's* <33 =)
*girls that get plastic surgery are only trying to have the same outter appearance as their inner appearance -- FAKE* lolol something off leno, thought it was funny
later. xoxo to all the special people, you know who you are .. and crotch - we still needa talk!
..if only he was sober.! =(
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2004 1 July :: 8.27 pm
boy oh boy he makes me shiver
no matter what life brings my way..
i still wanna be with him
<33*
at least i had the balls right?
i wish it was a better outcome.
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2004 1 July :: 4.23 am
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hola! lifes been fun lately!...uhh i havent really seen mario and them for a long time, but my mommys back from the hospital and im very very very happy about that. its really good to have her home.
anyways, theres this new interst in carlys life. tyler .. hes a really good guy, one of my good friends..and then his best friend rob, he's a new potential boyfriend type thing. we're getting to know each other, but so far .. its all good so far. he's really nice, sweet, sarcastic, funny.. etc. but i wanna get to really know him first. Carly's really hitting it off with tyler.
tomorrow carly rob tyler grubb and i are supposed to be going to the beach, and i dont know whats going on after that. i dont know if im going to new york or not, but i have no idea what im doing for the 4th of july - i really really wanted to go to grubbs and spend it with all of them, but then again, i really wanna spend it with my mom.
carly rob tyler and i all played putt putt golf a few days ago, carly and i tied in first with 50 rob came in second with 51 and tyler came in third with 60, lol it was a fun game. i shoulda bet, i woulda had a nice bet going.
but i guess ill get going, it is 425 in the morning and im gettin up early to go to the beach. i love and miss mario pat mike maura and jimmer lots .. not to mention zach and wick.
<33*
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2004 27 June :: 4.20 pm
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fun couple of days
last couple of days have been fun. ive been with carly megz sarah frank erik jon and nicki a lot lately. its been cool tho.
yesterday i went to the beach with carly landis tyler kevin and bourdon. Then a buunch of people showed up, some i liked some i didnt. what i mean by that is that Justin, John, Trina, Felicia, Breya, Myers and Danny showed up. It was crazy!! Much fun, but crazy..
After the beach carly and I went back to my house and got taco bell. yummy* and then later on we went to franks house and saw frank, chris, nicki, megan and patrick. then we came back to my house, played some cards and Florin and Erik came over to play cards. [yes jen i said FLORIN lol] and tyler showed up for a while -- it was a fun time lol.
Bourdon and Tyler definitely had a fun time at the beach lol. oh boy did they have fun. I have no idea whats going on today, but hopefully it will be fun, but i gotta go, i got food cookin! xo
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2004 25 June :: 6.28 pm
just to get everything straight, i did thank mario mike and heather a loot for doing what they did and here are the comments to prove it ..
lol omg u are the first person to really make me laugh. those faces were priceless.. thank you so so so much for being there for me when i needd you and my mom appreciates it too. i walked outta the hospital for fresh air and you were already there trying to find the room number, i really wanted to cry on the spot knowing that you mike and mario were all there. thank you so much. and yes the car ride w/ the traylor-trash sisters wasn't fun.. lol i love you <33
-said to heather from me-
traylor-trash is correct!!! n you know uid be their for you through anything no matter if my parents said not to i was still their n ur lucky to have mike n mario they did alot ot find you we all love you babe<33
xoxox 143 anf
-said to me from heather-
i know .. im xtremely lucky to have you mike and mario in my life. i thank mike and mario from the bottom of my heart, you just dont know how much it touched me to have you guys there at the hospital for me.. i love you guys so so much. and i cherish my friendship w/ all of you which is why u cant let nina come between me and mike as friends this 2 wks. i love you more than words can say and i really need to thank the 2 m's again for their help! xoxo
-said to heather from me-
so just cuz u werent in that entry dont think u werent ever in any and i dont thank you. i thank you all more than you will EVER EVER know or believe. peace
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2004 25 June :: 3.07 am
whoa, because people take shit outta proportion .. i appreciate TO THE FULLEST.. having mario heather and mike at the hospital waiting for me when my mom got sick. i didnt mean to not include you guys, i wasnt talking about the ppl who helped me w/ mom i was talking about ppl who ive been with for the past few days. and mario, ill reply to ur comment afterwards, cuz i got more to say than i can type right now. so sorry a freaking gain. im a fuck up lately!!
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2004 23 June :: 6.01 pm
freedom can suck!!
hmm.. well my moms been in the hospital since thursday and its really scary and im really worried about her, but i try to be strong..
anyway, for a couple days now ive had carly, sarah, megan, frank, erik, jon2, jordan and nicki over.. its been a looot of fun. frank and jon spent the night friday or saturday, i dont remember and that was fun.. i got really really wasted monday that brandy fucked my ass up. jordan was like "oh you cant take shots of that, thats a maaan drink lol boy did i show him wrong haha.
then we got twisted orange vodka smirnoff shit, it was good -- franky made some goood drinks lol, than we took shots.. i got to use my new shotglass tho, so i was happy heehee.
last night jon and frank were soooo fucked up, it was like the funniest thing ive ever seen in my life!! they're coming back tonight i think too. not sure tho. i know there's a lot more shit thats been going on, but i dont really remember and feel like writing all about it.
summers kickin ass except for a few setbacks... i hope my mom gets better and thanks to all my friends for your prayers and regards.
xo - carly sarah frank jon erik megan jordan nicki chris kyle
oh and if you havent seen gothika, xmen and xmen united, i suggest you see them -- they are great movies.
im crushin*
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