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2004 7 April :: 7.47 pm
sos + sol
i dont think i've had a cry free night in weeks..
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2004 6 April :: 9.57 pm
and you still keep bringing the drama!
soo sick of the bullshit
4 Couldnt Stop |
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2004 4 April :: 9.59 pm
:: Music: cassidy - hotel
driving myself crazy..
wo. saturday night = fun
vodka + parrot bay + strip poker = a hell of a time! lol
i cant wait to get my pics developed..
at this rate im gonna drive myself completely insane by friday.. aargh!
1 Couldnt Stop |
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2004 3 April :: 9.17 pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: peaches
boring night.. drama free?
ahh.. im not aloud to curse anymore lol. i made a bet with mike! and im determined to win! and i will! lol
with the whole christine/mike thing, i dont know whats going on. i dont know whats up w/ me and her or me and him. im just playing it by ear and trying to stay calm. but oh man, i was raging a few nights ago.
everyone's out. mikes at work. pats at work. marios in ny. i dunno where zach is. i dunno where whitney is. carly's home. bob billy and mikey are out. anais is going out. christine is hanging out with her mom. and im sitting here.. doing nothing. how exciting!
and i hate having nothing to do, because then i think.. and think.. and think. and i hate thinking.. because then all these emotions come with the thoughts and im just like blahh.
i guess ill go try to find something to do. later
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2004 1 April :: 5.45 pm
:: Music: d12 - my band
d r a m a
the days just get worse and worse .. theres no stopping it..
im gonna go finish talking to her and try to figure things out..
i need to end everything.. right here
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2004 31 March :: 9.12 pm
:: Music: all because of you
wa wa waaa
problems problems problems
i always have to put this wall around me and put on an act. im so sick of it!
i can do this. i have to do this. it'll be hard.. but i will do it. my mission will be accomplished and i can report back to base. lol zach.
i could talk more about the drama.. but i dont want to waste my energy.
report cards came today 4 a's 3 b's i made honor roll woot!
time to vent.. later!
| x o x o | d a n i |
1 Couldnt Stop |
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2004 29 March :: 6.34 pm
:: Music: in the middle
s t u c k .. s m a c k . d a b . i n . t h e . m i d d l e ..
i got a wonderful note from her today..
trying to sort shit out didnt work.. but then again who thought it would?
i just confuse myself more..
i want to be happy.. not played.. not miserable.. and i want to make them happy.
why do i like him so much?
*even the right decision made for the wrong reasons is wrong*
2 Couldnt Stop |
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