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2004 21 February :: 8.12 pm
thanks to x_carine_x for the carebears! xox 
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2004 21 February :: 6.03 pm
:: Music: greenday - when i come around
much thanks to x_carine_x!! xo
**much credit to x_carine_x on blurty for personalizing my icon for me! xox**
this weekends turning out gay, i have a huuge spanish project to do, and im not wanting to do it. other than that, i have to clean because my grandma's coming down in a few days. basically weekend = shit. but whatever...
i made jen her journal today, it's nice. i dont really like it so i might just change it and surprise her lol.
i just finished watching save the last dance with my mom, and i dont understand it. this white girl goes to a brand new town that is mostly african americans. she fits in [except for that bitch nikki] and gets a guy right away, falls in love with him, and then gets into one of the best schools. i wish movies were realistic. lol
i need to get my hair cut. seriously, i really need to. i have the money and everything, i just can't find the motivation and time to go. which brings me to my next predicament. i need to get my permit, i'm of age, and i just really need to. But a 4hr drug and alcohol test just doesnt appeal to me, so i haven't been motivated to go. but i want a car. i want to be able to go where i want to go when i want to go. i want a car!
other than that, im just gonna quit raging, and continue on that spanish project! ill write if something funny or interesting happens. lates. xox
-thanks again carine! she does great icons at blurty on x_carine_x -
by the way whitney, i got an icon made for us, with our quote and our names, i wanna show you, but im not sure if i send it in an email if it will fade like its supposed to lol! bye!
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2004 20 February :: 7.07 pm
:: Music: maroon 5 - harder to breathe
Maroon 5 - Harder to Breathe
How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle
You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to fuckin' tread the ground that I am walking on
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did
When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control
Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold
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2004 20 February :: 2.32 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: eminem - bully
stupid highschool...
im DONE with boynton mother fucking highschool! done! im going to TLO next year if they're still open, and if that doesnt work out.. then i'll probably go to west boynton with whitney or go to school with carly. but no more boynton!! i've been in a rage for the last two days and im feeling pretty shitty! i didnt go to school today cuz mom didnt feel like bringing me. egh, i need to get outta the house. i feel so groggy! well, i still have a damn project to be workin on, so im gonna get to it! xox lates
no matter how seriious liife gets, you need to share iit with people you can be stOoOpiid with <3
cw wv mw sc ji fd ea jp jn md ss iz br rb
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2004 14 February :: 11.16 am
:: Music: greenday - welcome to paradise
heart day!
happy valentines day! muahz to all my friends!!! xoxo
:.much love to my friends.:.
A B C D E F G H I J K L M
N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
.:.spell out your own name.:.
Dont Worry About Fallin In Love Because In Most Fairytales They Dont Find Each other Till
-» T h e L a s t P a g e
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2004 12 February :: 9.09 pm
:: Music: outkast - hey ya
thinkin outloud
lol. today i was bored, and i thought back on things i coulda done differently and what might have happened. and i looked back at past friendships, relationships and enemies. instead of crying at what i lost or whatever, i laughed, i dont know why, but just laughing about it made my day. i guess im not making much sense, but i really dont regret anything. none of it! i do wish some things coulda turned out more my way, but i'm okay the way my life is right now. and i've realized i get attached a lil too easily, i have a fragile heart, and i need to do something with it, because it is too easy to break! but yeah im done complaining and babbling about nothingness! toodles! =)
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2004 11 February :: 7.43 pm
:: Music: switchfoot - this is your life
yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose
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