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:: 2004 14 July :: 5.22 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: shake what u got in dem jeanz

sooo much shit going down at once!

aahh! so much shits going on at once its incredible!

my franky's moving =\ im soo upset, carly and i have been in such a funk lately because of it, but we're trying to make the best of it and spend as much time with him as possible. We were helping him move out and it was just so depressing.

but anyways, the past couple of days have been cool, i really missed carly and i finally go to see her. heres what went down.

Myers birthday party.. a buuunch of people showed up and mike and rick came and picked me up to go. We got there and there was drinking going on and a shitload of people that i knew, most i liked, some i didnt. I ran into JdaWg.. it was so so so good to see her, i missed her soo much. I did the beer bong in front of a bunch of people, it was cool. lol. after the party thing i went back to grubbs with heather and we played cards, then they dropped me off at 3am.

Carly and I chilled with Joel, Brandon, and Will yesterday which was cool. We went over to gateway club and met up with a bunch of people and who should show up but mich and heather.. carly brandon will joel and i left and headed over to the beach, it wa fun, we were just chillin and talking and i actually had a lot of fun cuz we got to catch up cuz i havent seen them in a whiiile. After that we got dropped off at my house and got some food to bring to frank/tracy's place cuz theres no food there, and carly frank and i went in franks room and played scarbble and then mike and ricky called me and we talked for a while but they were CoNfUsInG the shiiit outta me lol. After scrabble we watched a movie and then some guy doing some pastel art it was sooo tight, then we passed out.

So far today i havent done much, i talked to a few people online and realized a few things, my moms really sick, she's not getting any better and it really scares me. they have to put a tube in her like they had before, but the last time they put it in she almost died, so im reaaaally nervous and scared. i would do anything to trade spots with her, of all people she dont deserve this crap, i deserve it much more then she does. Same for Kim, she dont deserve the way she feels, but she has to deal with it also and it sucks, it just really sucks. Patrick comes into town today, i hop i get to see him b4 he goes back to Va. who knows? but imma get going cuz i gotta go get some dinner!

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:: 2004 13 July :: 4.05 am

yellow
Your soul is bound to the Yellow Rose: The
Gentle.

"I've travelled through the land of
surrender and seen it all. I throw my heart
out and keep my head up, and now I travel
through the land of peace."


The Yellow Rose is associated with friendship,
intuition, and fun. It is governed by the
goddess Hestia and its sign is The Intertwined
Rings, or True Friendship.

As a Yellow Rose, you always look out for your
friends. You would much rather have strong
ties with friends than a single tie with a
lover and your devotion to your friends is
clear. You may have great intuition and be
able to read emotions clearly, but sometimes
you can seem distant yourself.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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:: 2004 12 July :: 7.09 pm

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
hold me in times of need:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Beat me up:

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:: 2004 11 July :: 3.10 pm

Happy Happy Happy Birthday Mike!!!


you're 18 ya old geezer! enjoy it!

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:: 2004 11 July :: 3.04 pm

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you?

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:: 2004 10 July :: 2.19 pm
:: Music: colt 45

michelle michelle michelle ...

welp, the last few days have been pretty darn cool if i do say so myself.

Thursday-I was supposed to go to Grubbs but Mikes a dick - end of story. Lol just kiddin. uhm.. I was gonna go to old key lime house with Carly, Sarah, Megan, Frank, Erik, Floren, Nicki, Chris, and Jordan to meet up w/ Jon cuz he was working -- but not all of us wanted to do that so we split up. Carly, Sarah, Floren, Erik and I went to AMF to go play some pool and then erik got some dunkin donuts. After that we went back to dl to go chill by the pool but of course we all decide to go swimming. so we jump in and the girls realize that our pants are weighing us down .. so we strip down and go swimming --> and who should show up but franky, megz, jordan, and chris lol. it was funny!

Friday-Pat and Mario picked up Heather and I to go to Kevin and Landis' baseball game. Brahs and Michelle meet us there. We stop at 711 to get some slurpees [hey ya know what i just realized? 711 is mikes bday lmao - im a dork] and i get 3 straws for my slurpee -- red,white,green,oh yea the italian colors -- heather got pink and blue. lol. Then we went to the game and cheered on Grubb, Landis, and Bourdon lol we held up signs and everything. They ended up losing tho, cuz we left early and we were their good luck. Then we went to mcdonalds and fed my fatass and then we went back to grubbs and played cards and then people decided to drink. I was asked not to drink at grubbs, and so i didnt b/c im not one to disrespect pat or mario after all they've done for me. so we went to brahs' house to drink and i didnt even get a buzz going altho jess and mich got wasteddd. but hopefully mikes bday is another story lol. So we drank and went swimming n shit n just had a blast and michelle and i took off our pants cuz we didnt wanna get em wet even tho mike threw them into the pool. thanks buddy. buut i think im leaving out some details but oh well. i gotta go to the store to get mike a bday card/present thing. ttyl

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:: 2004 8 July :: 2.34 pm

i love it how my so called "friends" hear one god damn thing and jump to these fucking conclusions without hearing me out. it really is fucking wonderful..



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