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2005 7 February :: 8.38pm
Patriots won 24-21 but they didnt technically win cause it was only by 3 not 7 but they still fuckin' won!!!
crushin!!
ahh!
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2005 6 February :: 2.15pm
SUPER BOWL SUNDAY!!!
GO PATRIOTS!!!
cops can suck my dick!! i'll explain later!!
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2005 4 February :: 4.14pm
weekend
welp its finallllly friday ughh soooo happy...
today was kaytes b-day mad drama in lunch but noone cares about it lol umm madd partys tonight cant wait
sat i have no idea what imma do but we'll see sunday either but ill u[date about my weekend after it happens lol love ya
hEather
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2005 3 February :: 9.08pm
:: Music: killers - mr brightside
high on life
wow. im actually happy. for the first time im actually very happy, to the point where it will take a lot to bring me down. I only wish lauren felt the same way [[babe we gotta talk]]
anywho, soo im thinking of getting him cologne for valentines day, but then i think well what if he dont like the kind i get, or he doesnt where cologne at all..?? Alls i know is im madd excited, i figured out what im gonna write in the card, and im going nuuts. got 24/7 goosebumps lol. who knows what we're gonna do n shit, alalala i just needa calm down and take it one day at a time haha.
Anywho, so i got an 84 on my government regent and i didnt even do the thematic essay -- WHOS A BALLER? lol .. Schools been okay, im interning for mrs brown after school and for mr radske at lunch, and im actually doing good in school, im actually proud of myself. REWIND! im proud of myself? That hasnt happened in a long time.
Well, i really miss my mom, im hoping she's looking out for me, i dont wanna get caught . but its not like im doing anything bad anyways.. idk idk , i just miss her in general. Freddy I miss you, i love you so much!
Lauren, we neeed to talk, i read your journal and i dont like when youre upset, but babe, i tell u over and over again and u dont listen, so i decided one of the days me and ur are hangin out we're gonna have a SERIOUS conversation about all of this. trust me, we both need one lol. Dont be so hard on yourself and get down on yourself. Trust me, we'll talk and shit will be better. You know i love you and im always here for you.
Anyways, Rest In Peace Fred, you will be missed. Say hi to my mommy for me. Well lets hope all things go as planned, but i need help figuring out a present, comment with advice. xoxox
did the sun just come up or did u smile at me?
The correct version // sex is like a casino, liquor in the front, poker in the back =]
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I have a camera lol, lovie u know there will be lots of pic taking the 13th lol. i can finally get a pic of us .. woop!
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2005 3 February :: 9.01pm
not much to update.....
Welp Someone left for Fir. -n- Sat. but hopefully i get to see him Sun. he's gunna "come to my housre in the morning" break down my door n get his jacket back lol dont ask he's a crackhead. ughh but so hott!!
Me n Mike got into a biggggg fight today he thought i was serious when i beeped someone n said he sucks 'cause now im stuck with just Mike all weekend but w/e then he called me a liar to Nikki said i lie all the time n she has to choose me over him!! haha what does he really think shes gunna say......
Chilled with Joser after dickhead Mike he likes Nikki soo much its sooooo cute they should deff. go out n me n someone should go out but deff. not gunna happen.
thats all for now tho..
countdowns...
Kayte B-day--Tomrrow!!
Rj's 21st --5 days
Worst day ever..(V-day)--11 days...
Mich's B-day!!--23 days!!
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2005 2 February :: 8.10pm
well the moment of truth arrived. both bad news and good news. but the good news completely outweighed the bad news!
talked to carly last night, not enough tho because i need to be filled in on the rest of stuff before i start assuming things. all honesty, its like everything changed once i left -- idk what the f-cks goin on anymore!
anyways, so im trying to figure out what to get him for valentines day, i know its a girly girl holiday, but i wanna get him something. i was thinking cologne, but what if he doesnt like the one i pick out? then i was thinkin a shirt from af, but i couldnt find one i liked.. idk maybe ill just have to look around and whatever pops out at me ill check out.
im sooo nervous about my regent grade, i really wanna know what i got on them, probably failed with my luck. Anywho, so nobody could ruin my day today. my smile would not wipe off my face. I CANT WAIT im so excited!! :D
anywho, goin to get my hair done the 11th, nails done i think the 10th, _________ the 13th, play the 4th, shoppping the 5th, lunch w/ laur n dinner w/ paul n aunt lee the 14th. phew i got a lot going on this month lol. plus MID WINTER RECESS! woot! well imma get going, gotta do some research on the golden age of television //psssshtttt// lol.
imm so nervous i have butterflies in my stomach. he drives me nuts, but i love every minute of it!
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im so excited, and i just cant hide it! lol
sex is like a casino, poker in the front liquor in the back haha.
hey lauren, im a supergirl and im here to save the world lol.
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2005 1 February :: 10.20pm
well we talked today so i guess everythng is all gravy. he just gives me the jitters, the heebee jeebees, the butterflies in your stomach, on the edge of ur seat feeling that i just cant get past.
got my report card. sci - 85 gym - 100 english- 80 global - 80 lab - satisfactory math - 95 government - 85 italian - 95 and she wants to put me in honors. woo hoo!
anyways, so we talked a lil today, that was good, i just wish he could open up a little more. like i said before, i wanna hear the truth from him, not the grapevine. oh well.. .
so im not sure what to get him for valentines day, i was thinking the cologne i discussed with my meliS would be good, i just gotta see if i like the scent. idk about whats gonna go on with what gets written in the card, ill just have to play it by ear.
i have this bad feeling his answer to "beers" is going to be no. that he has other plans or he'll make some bullshit excuse, thats waht im afraid of. idk i just really hope his answer is yes, i dont have to get into detail of how important this is.. oie. i needa lay down..
anyways, imma get going, im in the middle of a texas holdem game w/ lovie and some other random people. its good to ramble on tho, get my feelings out haha. whatever
tomorrow. 148pm -- moment of truth
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