<b>MISTAKING WIRES FOR VEINS</b>

:: 2005 3 August :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: anxious

I'm going to get my drivers lisencse [sp?].. wish me luck. Blah.

2 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

:: 2005 30 July :: 5.43pm

yak yak, blah blah, dribble dribble dribble!

this whole week was crap. My aunt (grandma's sister) died last saturday, so we had to go to the funeral on tuesday. TO BOTH VEIWINGS. one was 2-4 and the other was 7-9. -_- it was so boring, i mean, i love my aunt and all, and i wanted to be there, but once is enough. all this old people telling me how they knew when i was x old, or x high, and i don't even know who they are, and they are expecting me to remember O.o what was worse is inbetween the veiwings during the storm, it short down a powerline right infront of my grandma's houses, through the trees and stuff, so we had to deal with her freaking outage, and she didnt' have power for a few days. My mom quit her job because her boss is a dick and she couldn't deal with it anymore so we'll be in a tight situation. everytime i think my mom will be happy and stay at a good paying job, something ALWAYS goes wrong. my mom always claims that we're poor but i really don't know anymore if she's joking or not, one time i heard her say she is still paying off debts from the coffee shop fiasco. i can see the big brown spots in her teeth, which are rotting because she can't pay to see a dentist, and when i see them it makes me want to cry. my sister is no help with her blowing off all her important scolarships and screwing my mom over time and time again. i hate her. when my mom talks about her situation on the phone she starts to cry and it breaks my heart. a few days ago our tv blew up (in my mind, anything that breaks blew up) so we had to get a new one, which is more money that should have gone to something more important. this was the weekend that my cousins were alledgedly coming, but my dad made a misunderstanding and actually only my aunt came. i was really excited.... anyway i have go for now.

Impersonality

:: 2005 30 July :: 4.57pm

PENICILLIN CD LIST
i have this hear so i can refer to it. my own personal usage :P

PENICILLIN - Singles DVD - 9.99 - http://cgi.ebay.com/Penicillin-singles-DVD-Jpop-Jrock-Visual-Kei_W0QQitemZ4733548841QQcategoryZ307QQssPageNameZWD1VQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

PENICILLIN - Freesia[Type A] (single) - 10.77 - CD Japan

PENICILLIN - SAMURAI BOY/LOVE DRAGOON[Limited Edition] - 10.77 - CD
Japan

PENICILLIN - Music Video Collection-Volume 1 - 15.95 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - Vibe JAZZ VERSION - 15.99 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - GOD OF GRIND - 15.99 - http://cgi.ebay.com/Penicillin-god-of-grind-CD-Jpop-Jrock-visual-kei_W0QQitemZ4721945937QQcategoryZ307QQssPageNameZWD1VQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

PENICILLIN - EARTH - 17.42 - CD Japan

PENICILLIN - SINGLES - 19.49 - http://cgi.ebay.com/Penicillin-singles-CD-Jpop-Jrock-import_W0QQitemZ2598207406QQcategoryZ307QQssPageNameZWD1VQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

PENICILLIN - MISSING LINK - 24.15 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - Kakkaku - 27.50 - http://cgi.ebay.com/Penicillin-ka-kaku-CD-Jpop-Jrock-visual-kei_W0QQitemZ4737864092QQcategoryZ307QQssPageNameZWD1VQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

PENICILLIN - Fly - 28.77 - Jpophelp

HAKUEI - SAMURAI - 29.25 - Yesasia

PENICILLIN - NUCLEAR BANANA - 29.75 - Yesasia

PENICILLIN - Flower Circus[limited release] - 34.75 - Cd Japan

PENICILLIN - UNION JAP - 35.60 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - Ashita to Kaze to Ai to Hoshi [CD+DVD] - 36.34 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - No.53 - 36.55 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - Indwell - 47.41 - Jpophelp

PENICILLIN - This is Penicillin - 49.80 - Jpophelp

auctions...

http://cgi.ebay.com/PENICILLIN-JAPAN-CD-Ultimate-Velocity-RARE-OOP_W0QQitemZ4752816425QQcategoryZ307QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

I STILL NEED TO FIND/DOWNLOAD THE VIBE CD O_O!!!!

:: 2005 29 July :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: blah

NEW PICTURES.. FINIALLY!!

click on "New Pictures" there's a new picture of her.. :-P

4 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

:: 2005 24 July :: 8.17pm
:: Mood: blah

So I've been spending a lot of money lately. I went up to the Grove City outlets and spent $498.87. I got all kinda cute things from Pac Sun, Rue 21, The Gap, and American Eagle. So I'm happy. I still need to get a few more things though..

Yes, I really do have a lot of money. Yes, I'm rich. Yes yes yes. Muahahaaaa.

..seriously.

5 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

:: 2005 19 July :: 6.32pm
:: Mood: and SHOOT MY HEAD LIKE A ROCKSTAR

what giving up gives you and where giving up takes you, i've had and i've been
charlie and the chocolate factory was an awesome movie. um.. yes.
well i found out my VCD works on dvd players, but not my ps2, so at least i can watch it until i get my beloved all region player for my birthday <3 I made Jess watch it with me, lol he likes their music XD i want to know if their other cd's have vcd's... gods on earth, the lot of them...

:: 2005 15 July :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: The Horrorpops - What's Under My Bed

what's that lurking behind that door? AARRRGGGGHHH!
back from vacation, a bit earlier than expecting, but that's okay. we did a lot of fun things, we saw fantastic 4 and rebound, we went to this museum in indianapolis, kinda boring though, because it was all pictures of idians and sticks and trees and stuff, (me and cassie swear this one indian is peeing in one of the pictures) and we walked around the man-made canals, we went to the mall, too, in all i bought the horrorpop's cd, a jpop compilation, katamari damacy, and star ocean: till the end of time, and a poster for als, to pay her back for getting me something on her vacay. i finally got my gauze VCD to work :D the whole cd's music videos! in one of them, someone (it may have been totchi but i couldn't tell if it was a bass or not) but he had this huge-like sombraro thing, only all black and feathers. we were calling it 'the righteous pimp hat' and well, i think i traumatized cassie with diru's graphic videos, lol.

Edit. DIE. It was Die with the righteous pimp hat. um.. i think so? o.<

EDIT edit. IT WAS KAORU.

:: 2005 5 July :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: depressed

So last night was the fireworks down Richardson.. they were a lot better than Cokeburgs.. but anyways. I saw a bunch of people down there, I talked to some people.. well one person in perticular. But anyways, I'm just so depressed anymore.

I work all the time, other than that I really don't do anything.

Sorry I never update or leave anyone any comments. I hardley have time.. plus, I don't have a computer anymore.. so blah.

7 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

dakishime

:: 2005 5 July :: 7.05pm

AND BOOM. I`m gone. <3

3 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

:: 2005 4 July :: 11.30pm
:: Mood: high or something..

I saw him tonight.. I wanted to kiss him.. but I just glanced.

maybe someday..

4 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

:: 2005 4 July :: 10.04am
:: Mood: depressed

So much has been happening lately. I got my report card, I passed everything except accounting.. We all went to see the fireworks in Cokeburg last night, they were boring.. or maybe it's just because I'm getting older.. but Kelly Rochelle and I are going to Richardson tonight.. I have to work 5-close tonight and that sucks, but oh well. Okay// that's all. see ya.

oh wait, i saw someone last night.. it always hurts to know something that no one else does. it always hurts to see him happy.. when i'm not.

1 CMNT(S) | CMNT.

What Slanguage Do You Speak?

:: 2005 2 July :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: Headache
:: Music: The White Stripes - As Ugly As I Seem

there is a drop of blood on the ground. and it seems to me that it's not my kind but i can't be sure if it's yours or mine

Your Slanguage Profile
Aussie Slang: 50%
Canadian Slang: 25%
Southern Slang: 25%
British Slang: 0%
New England Slang: 0%
Prison Slang: 0%
Victorian Slang: 0%

honestly i really guessed XD take the quiz for yourself and see what I mean

You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream

Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.
You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.
You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it.
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Libra Drinking Style

"I'm jusht a social drinker," you slur, "it's jusht that I'm so damn social?"
You love nothing more than to party, mingle and relate to everyone.
Whether dipped in favor of Good Libra (with Insta-Friend device set to "on") or heavier on the Evil Libra side (you are little instigators when bored), you can really work a room.

Charming as you are, you are notoriously lacking in self-control.
And this can get you into all sorts of trouble -- including wearing their wobbly boots waaaay too early in the evening.
You may end up flirting with you best friend's sweetie or even blacking out the night's events entirely. Oops!

Your Signature Cocktails

Aesthetic Libras like pretty, pouffy drinks like a pink lady or a brandy Alexander. That's the influence of Venus, your ruling planet, which also gives you a horror of crudely named potions like Sex on the Beach. You're fine with "normal" guzzles like apple martinis, but every Libra secretly just wants champagne... and lots of it.

Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies

Eminem, Simon Cowell, Avril Lavigne, Catherine Zeta-Jones, Usher, Gwen Stefani, Hillary Duff, and Will Smith.

What's Your Alcohoroscope?

Your Summer Anthem is Holiday by Green Day

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Dude, you're harshing everyone's summer mellow.

What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?

O.o not that overplayed mess..

Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 60%

Wrath: 60%

Envy: 40%

Gluttony: 0%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 23%

You will die while sleeping - and no one will notice.

How Sinful Are You?

Your Hippie Chick Name is: Sunny

Get your own Hippie Chick Name

Your 80s Theme Song:

Your 80s Theme Song is The Power of Love by Huey Lewis and the News

What's Your 80's Theme Song?

:: 2005 2 July :: 3.34pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: The White Stripes - The Nurse

the maid that you've hired could never conspire to kill. she's to mother, not quietly smother you when you're most ill

SO. I'm due for an update. Well I'll be heading for Indiana on Tuesday, and I'll be gone for 2 weeks so that means I won't be back until around the 19th. And a week later than that my cousins are coming in from Colorado ^.^ Tomorrow we're gonna launch all the um *coughillegalcough* fireworks. We're not doing it monday because my sister has school and stuff. Oh! We're also going to have king crab tomorrow ^-^ My mom gave me 50 dollars for my trip, too. Cassie says they have a hottub now. I like staying with her family. My mom says Cassie's mom wants to kidnap me, lol. My mom's been pouty lately because I'm leave for..2 weeks OmG!!!111one lol. She's all "What am I supposed to do without you for two weeks?" lol. I found out from the orthodontist that in the next few oppointments I'm going to have my braces off and have a retainer. The retainer I think its going to have a fake tooth in it :/ I think sometime after that I'm going to get the surgery to get a real fake tooth implant (real fake? ain't that an oxymoron?) and i think he said they were also going to widen another of my teeth. I think this will be my first cosmetic surgery :D I have some mixed feelings about going, cuz i know i'll get a little homesick, but i'll be so happy to see Cassie and stuff, she's been showing up in my dreams lately. lol. i feel kind of uncomfortable in her house though, but that's just cause I'm nervous to be polite and stuff, you know? I may update a few times while I'm there because they have a computer. We still are plotting to see Charlie and the Chococalte factory :D We also wanted to go to a drive in tripple feature like we did last year and stay up till 4 am in our pajamas watching the movies ^^